fat ralphy Posted July 24, 2011 Share Posted July 24, 2011 Damn dude, a lot of wishful thinking there. IF i can etc. Sometimes the risk outweighs the benefit, good luck though. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PITOFZOMBIES Posted July 24, 2011 Share Posted July 24, 2011 sitting in my bed right now, kicking alcohol. it hasn't even really started to kick yet. heart is pounding like a motherfucker. i can barely type cuz i'm shaking. i've had so much fun with all my drunk shhenangans that i rationalize that it's worth it. i don't know what to do. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IRON CHEF Posted July 24, 2011 Share Posted July 24, 2011 sitting in my bed right now, kicking alcohol. it hasn't even really started to kick yet. heart is pounding like a motherfucker. i can barely type cuz i'm shaking. i've had so much fun with all my drunk shhenangans that i rationalize that it's worth it. i don't know what to do. YOUR'E SHAKING BECAUSE YOUR'E THINKING OF 100% OF THE ROAD AHEAD OF YOU, AND THAT's WAY TO MUCH FOR ANY OF US TO GO UP AGAINST. JUST THINK OF IT DAY BY DAY. ONLY FIGHT 24 HOURS AT A TIME OVER AND OVER AGAIN. SLOW YOUR THOUGHTS, MAKE A SMALL GOAL THAT YOU KNOW YOU CAN ACHIEVE, LIKE NOT DRINKING TODAY. WAKE UP TOMORROW AND ONLY SAY TO YOURSELF, "I WILL STAY SOBER TODAY". GO GET IT. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PITOFZOMBIES Posted July 24, 2011 Share Posted July 24, 2011 the only thing keeping me from drinking today is the walk to the liquor store. i don't have the energy... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IRON CHEF Posted July 24, 2011 Share Posted July 24, 2011 SO YOU'RE SAYING IF YOU HAD THE ENERGY TO MAKE THE WALK, YOU'D GO GET TRASHED RIGHT NOW? WHICH COMPLETELY CONTRADICTS YOUR INITIAL CRY FOR HELP. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PITOFZOMBIES Posted July 24, 2011 Share Posted July 24, 2011 pretty much. but only because it'll fix my problem asap. i dont make plans very well. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IRON CHEF Posted July 24, 2011 Share Posted July 24, 2011 "FIX YOUR PROBLEM ASAP" NOT REALLY, ALCOHOL WILL ONLY ADD TO WHATEVER "PROBLEM" YOU SAY YOU ARE HAVING RIGHT NOW. SO ALONG WITH YOUR SIGNATURE, WE SHOULD ALL IGNORE YOU COMING INTO THIS THREAD WHINING ABOUT HOW YOU WANT TO SOBER YOUR LIFE UP? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PITOFZOMBIES Posted July 24, 2011 Share Posted July 24, 2011 it's actually old. been there for years. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IRON CHEF Posted July 24, 2011 Share Posted July 24, 2011 HOW NICE IT WOULD BE IF ALCOHOLISM WAS AS EASY TO DELETE AS YOUR SIGNATURE. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Smacky636 Posted July 24, 2011 Share Posted July 24, 2011 well POZ how much are you drinking eachday. weening yourself off is alot smarter than cold turkey, cuz you can have a seizure. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BobbyMoney Posted July 24, 2011 Share Posted July 24, 2011 I've never come to this thread before, I thought it was more about enjoying being a drunk ass. My name is Bobby Money n I'm an alcoholic. =/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PITOFZOMBIES Posted July 24, 2011 Share Posted July 24, 2011 i only had two 40s yesterday. but i still feel like shit. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BobbyMoney Posted July 25, 2011 Share Posted July 25, 2011 2 40's? What is that like 8 beer? Tomorrow just have 1 40 n 2 tallboys, ween. By tomorrow Im just too poor to drink so I am done for a bit, but good luck to you sir. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PITOFZOMBIES Posted July 25, 2011 Share Posted July 25, 2011 yeah, it's about that much. but i always end up wanting more than initially planned. im not worried about seizures either. i'll just sweat it out. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Smacky636 Posted July 25, 2011 Share Posted July 25, 2011 whats ur drinking history? how much? how long? are you taking anything to get you thru withdrawl. physical shit lasts up to 48 hours and then you think you are fine and then BAM SEIZURE TIME! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
public617 Posted July 25, 2011 Share Posted July 25, 2011 ive gotten the shakes plenty of times not a seizure but my hand will shake for a few days after a nice long bender. Ive been blacking out way less which im proud of, and ive even started to turn down drinks which to me is crazy. Used to be if somebody offered me a beer id have seven. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PITOFZOMBIES Posted July 25, 2011 Share Posted July 25, 2011 whats ur drinking history? how much? how long? are you taking anything to get you thru withdrawl. physical shit lasts up to 48 hours and then you think you are fine and then BAM SEIZURE TIME! well im 23 and i didn't start the rougher binges until i was about 18. i've done this before, i know what i'm in for, never had seizures. generally feel like garbage for about 2 or 3 days before i can eat like i usually do. whatever. i'm still laying in bed sweating and dwelling. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Smacky636 Posted July 25, 2011 Share Posted July 25, 2011 what about a quantitative amount per day each week? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Smacky636 Posted July 25, 2011 Share Posted July 25, 2011 more people on here need to see this shit Acute Alcohol - Dangerous to Deadly http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NPKb9IbPiEM Delerium Termens Daniel in Detox Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PITOFZOMBIES Posted July 25, 2011 Share Posted July 25, 2011 yeah that shit sucks. poor fuckin guy... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BobbyMoney Posted July 25, 2011 Share Posted July 25, 2011 I'm older n you n my drink of choice is Whiskey. I can drink a fifth a day easy, when money doesn't call for it I can not, I am not THAT bad a fiend. Anyway as far as drinking goes call it 4/5ths a day for the last 2 yrs. I don't ever have the phyisical feelings ie:shakes. Do any of you old pros know why? To me it's all mental, I just want to, for no fucking reason, I mean tonight I am doing....this. Why to be the drunk eh? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sleazeside Heights Posted July 25, 2011 Share Posted July 25, 2011 What I ever done to you? ..You a drunk fool. ..BESIDES THAT? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BobbyMoney Posted July 25, 2011 Share Posted July 25, 2011 ^^ haha made me laugh! I am gonna watch that movie nah. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fat ralphy Posted July 25, 2011 Share Posted July 25, 2011 Our use/problem with alcohol is only the symptom, we need to look at why we use to even begin to solve our problem. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BobbyMoney Posted July 25, 2011 Share Posted July 25, 2011 Why do I drink? To get drunk, to me there is no other reason for alcohol, I mean it's primary purpose, if not sole purpose is to alter one's state. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PITOFZOMBIES Posted July 25, 2011 Share Posted July 25, 2011 i think he's getting at some potentially deeper running issues. day two of kicking. paranoia starting up. last night was spent in a cold sweat, waking up every 30 minutes from horrible and very vivid nightmares. some auditory hallucinations. unable to eat. not shaking so bad today. trying to sweat this shit out.... shit SUCKS. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RUSO Posted July 25, 2011 Share Posted July 25, 2011 thanks for reminding me what its like, good luck to you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sleazeside Heights Posted July 25, 2011 Share Posted July 25, 2011 Our use/problem with alcohol is only the symptom, we need to look at why we use to even begin to solve our problem. this is true. some self introspection and soul searching needs to be done to focus in on the big picture. For the most part, it's easy to find, most of us know why. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
morton Posted July 26, 2011 Share Posted July 26, 2011 I'm older n you n my drink of choice is Whiskey. I can drink a fifth a day easy, when money doesn't call for it I can not, I am not THAT bad a fiend. Anyway as far as drinking goes call it 4/5ths a day for the last 2 yrs. I don't ever have the phyisical feelings ie:shakes. Do any of you old pros know why? To me it's all mental, I just want to, for no fucking reason, I mean tonight I am doing....this. Why to be the drunk eh? The shakes are subtle. The next morning you wake up after drinking take a real close look at whether or not you can hold your hand perfectly still, you will find that it shakes a very small amount. It is not dramatic but it is physical and not mental. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sayWORD? Posted July 26, 2011 Share Posted July 26, 2011 day two of kicking. paranoia starting up. last night was spent in a cold sweat, waking up every 30 minutes from horrible and very vivid nightmares. some auditory hallucinations. unable to eat. POZ what are you paranoid about? not being able to fully quit drinking, or are you generally a person with anxiety issues? as for eating, FRUIT MY NIGGA. get well, homey. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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