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Discussion in 'Channel Zero' started by 2 blaazed, Aug 13, 2004.

  1. 2 blaazed

    2 blaazed New Jack

    Joined: Jun 28, 2002 Messages: 0 Likes Received: 3
    Sup peoples...im feelin good man...the last few days have been ruf...emotions i havent felt in years...reactions to situations are bad....my 3rd day here i started to detox and bugg out...i tryed fighting everyone fuckin throwin my room apart...they where cool about it though i guess they get it alot..i am still feeling wierd...like im out of place in a world i never knew exsisted...my roomate "andy" is this cool ass older man hes like 40....hes mad cool though hes from brooklyn and he runs a 4 supermarkets...hes in here for crack and herion.....his been threw this before so he has been there for me most of the time..i have just been drawing and readings and EATING!!! i still feel dirty....but then again its only been 5 days.....i still wanna sniff some lines but am realy fighting just running out that front door and getting blasted.....cocaine and ketamine are extremely addictive...and i will never take perscription pills again....i realy dont know bout herb though...i probably will still light up when i get out lol....just on a lesser scale then before.....alot of times i feel like an outer body exsperience...its like i can be sitting there readings and it just feels like my body is in full out sprint mode and everything just keeps getting farther away...its realy freaky...its happening right now as i write this....anyway im gonna surf the board say whats up to my knightbat brothers...i will keep in touch with yall.....1
  2. First of all i wish you the best of luck and congratulate you for taking that step. However, theres a no drugtalk law around here. I understand how you need to talk about that stuff and lots of people wanna support you on your struggle so i suggest you dont get that specific in the future.

    I'll leave this open for now but if this evolves into a drug talking thread it gets the axe.
    Hope you understand,

    be safe.
  3. 2 blaazed

    2 blaazed New Jack

    Joined: Jun 28, 2002 Messages: 0 Likes Received: 3
    i feel u and respect that...i no its a very touchy situation...thats the last of that ull hear from me
  4. SteveAustin

    SteveAustin Veteran Member

    Joined: Mar 12, 2002 Messages: 7,042 Likes Received: 2
    yo...keep it up man.
    glad to hear shits going well.
  5. cloner

    cloner Senior Member

    Joined: Mar 29, 2004 Messages: 1,717 Likes Received: 0
    hang in there bro
  6. T=E=A=S=E

    T=E=A=S=E Elite Member

    Joined: Mar 27, 2004 Messages: 3,271 Likes Received: 0
    respect for trying to get help man. hope things pan out for you.

    that shits just not worth it.

    keep your head up.
  7. Word to that, i dont want you to disapear, just dont be so specific

    THE CORONER Banned

    Joined: Jun 2, 2004 Messages: 2,171 Likes Received: 0
    good fucking work man proud of ya for taking the step
  9. fermentor666

    fermentor666 Veteran Member

    Joined: Sep 27, 2003 Messages: 8,152 Likes Received: 15
    Don't listen to anyone who belittles you for being an addict. Bad habits are hard to break, stick with the rehab.

    (I sound like a fortune cookie.)
  10. TheoHuxtab|e

    TheoHuxtab|e Banned

    Joined: Jul 28, 2004 Messages: 468 Likes Received: 0
  11. !@#$%

    [email protected]#$% Moderator Crew

    Joined: Oct 1, 2002 Messages: 18,517 Likes Received: 623
    i wish you the best..this may be the toughest and most rewarding thing you'll ever do.

    i know how hard this is..
    you can do it!
  12. crave

    crave Veteran Member

    Joined: Jan 20, 2002 Messages: 6,728 Likes Received: 10
    one day at a time, bro, one day at a time.

    you'll overcome this, stay positive.
  13. Im Broke

    Im Broke Senior Member

    Joined: Jun 11, 2003 Messages: 1,579 Likes Received: 0
    good work 2blazzed. you think you will change your 12oz. s/n once you
    get better? because it is drug related. just a thought i had. i know when
    i quit smokin bud i changes my AIM s/n. good luck tho bro! KnightBats
    HOOOOOWOWO! (thunder cat call)
  14. 2 blaazed

    2 blaazed New Jack

    Joined: Jun 28, 2002 Messages: 0 Likes Received: 3
    nah dog...i wouldnt change anything..it dont bother me at all that i was a addict...or what anyone has to say or think....bieng in that kind of lifestyle brought me threw so much shit and opened my eyes to lots of things in this word..and its all made me the man i am and i wouldnt change that for anythin....and ill tell anyone youngin or someone just starting in the game....yea ive been there i done that...and i did it 100x more u could ever think of....and use the wisdom that i have to better someone else life.....
  15. villain

    villain Veteran Member

    Joined: Jul 12, 2002 Messages: 5,190 Likes Received: 2
    Good for you man. Stick with it.