BloodKlot Posted April 1, 2007 Share Posted April 1, 2007 The only good thing about hitting bottom is you can't get any lower.....I hope. Lately I've been stuck in this rut. I feel like I'm slipping. Exhausted. Losing my mind. Wake up not sure where I am do to my nightmares which have gotten more vivid and frightening. Drinking more. Smoking (both) more. I have no apatite. I am loosing weight unhealthily. I am LITERALLY catching myself saying out loud, "I'm so sick of this shit" completely unaware as to what shit I am referring to. I haven't drawn, painted, sang, played, designed, or created anything complete in a while. I am broke for no reason, simply because I am blatantly ignoring my responsibilities. I can't even ship any art to make side cash. Or even the free pieces I promised some of you guys on here (sorry). Which reminds me that I've been flaking on everyone I know for no reason. I don't know why I am feeling/acting like this. Too early for midlife crisis, too late for puberty and teen angst. This is were you all talk shit and I regret making this thread. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LEADONE Posted April 1, 2007 Share Posted April 1, 2007 ... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
wayne hits Posted April 1, 2007 Share Posted April 1, 2007 that shits lightweight. you can go lower. trust me. take some paxil Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bojangles Posted April 1, 2007 Share Posted April 1, 2007 Prozac. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
wayne hits Posted April 1, 2007 Share Posted April 1, 2007 for ONCE i would say smoke some pot weed sucks but you should eat. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BloodKlot Posted April 1, 2007 Author Share Posted April 1, 2007 I'm not depressed though. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BloodKlot Posted April 1, 2007 Author Share Posted April 1, 2007 and I am smokin' Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iloveboxcars Posted April 1, 2007 Share Posted April 1, 2007 force yourself to complete something. that always helps me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
boxcarrapist Posted April 2, 2007 Share Posted April 2, 2007 vacation? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest R@ndomH3ro Posted April 2, 2007 Share Posted April 2, 2007 You need a Bahama-vention Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rushawn wuan Posted April 2, 2007 Share Posted April 2, 2007 get laid lil nigga Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
vyper Posted April 2, 2007 Share Posted April 2, 2007 pussy is gods prozac with sometimes mentally straining side effects Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest R@ndomH3ro Posted April 2, 2007 Share Posted April 2, 2007 Fuck that.. Vacation Large fruity drinks Beaches and Bitches.... You need it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Theo Huxtable. Posted April 2, 2007 Share Posted April 2, 2007 aiyyo, i'm slippin, i'm fallin, i can't get up aiyyo, i'm slippin, i'm fallin, i can't get up aiyyo, i'm slippin, i'm fallin, i can't get up get back up on my feet so i can tear shit up Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
boxcarrapist Posted April 2, 2007 Share Posted April 2, 2007 yes exactly vacation Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gat Bush Posted April 2, 2007 Share Posted April 2, 2007 yes, listen to dmx whilst wanging a hoe. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BloodKlot Posted April 2, 2007 Author Share Posted April 2, 2007 Got laid this morning. So it's not that I'm lacking sex. I am going to D/L some DMX and pour myself a drink. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gat Bush Posted April 2, 2007 Share Posted April 2, 2007 set some guidelines. eat better. excercise. clean your house. go volunteer. read a book. watch a movie. do something. but nothing will ever come from feeling sorry for yourself. except feeling sorrier. good luck mang. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Theo Huxtable. Posted April 2, 2007 Share Posted April 2, 2007 ^truer words were never spoken Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MAR Posted April 2, 2007 Share Posted April 2, 2007 You need a change of pace. Get in touch with some friends you havent seen in a while and go somewhere you havent been but always wanted to go to. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
delonemonkey Posted April 2, 2007 Share Posted April 2, 2007 ZOLOFT yummmmmm Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Killa Raem Posted April 2, 2007 Share Posted April 2, 2007 You need a change of pace. Get in touch with some friends you havent seen in a while and go somewhere you havent been but always wanted to go to. yep, I agree. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sarcasm Posted April 2, 2007 Share Posted April 2, 2007 listen to kimball. nigga knows what he's talking about. everybody needs to get away sometimes, and i'm banking on that time is now for you. make a list, and complete some shit. checking off shit you need to accomplish always feels good Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BloodKlot Posted April 2, 2007 Author Share Posted April 2, 2007 Thanks for the support. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lord_casek Posted April 2, 2007 Share Posted April 2, 2007 i think you should become a politician someone had to say it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BloodKlot Posted April 2, 2007 Author Share Posted April 2, 2007 creepy. why would you say that? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SUR X3 Posted April 2, 2007 Share Posted April 2, 2007 Jump across the border and buy me a drink. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shitting Posted April 2, 2007 Share Posted April 2, 2007 cliche Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mauler5150 Posted April 2, 2007 Share Posted April 2, 2007 Hmm, I can kinda relate. I feel a bit this way from time to time (/noemo) but then I just focus on an even t in the future (somethig to look forward to) and focus on that whenever I feel like shit. Right now, the thing I am focusing on is getting my degree, and knowing I can jet off to Europe as soon as that is done, if I so desire. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dick Quickwood Posted April 2, 2007 Share Posted April 2, 2007 oh you bet you can get lower Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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