Mauler5150

I captured this video yesterday whilst kicking the footy for the first time in years and saw this spinning and rotating black disc in the sky which seems to have like black nodules or something spinning around it like a chainsaw blade. I reckon it's a biblically accurate Angel of darkness, but what are your thoughts? It's a much greater video than those orb bullshit US navy videos for existence of UFOs, and there is no way a American Beauty style flying plastic bag could replicate such physics. Thoughts?

I cosign @Bojangles stating he wrote a page a day. I however, write much more than that given that my brain goes into a flow state and I write whatever comes to mind almost like that is the most efficient connection to the muse beyond mind reading itself. The pertinent advice though is to not procrastinate and just start. Many people miss out on alot of life experiences due to their fear of failure or the difficulty that may be associated with certain things, yet in most cases, this is the result of the seeds of doubt planted by detractors and those who are likely to never achieve anything. And writing is extremely cathartic. I have learned to just type out whatever frustration I have in the moment onto the screen and it disappears from my psyche going forward, and as such, I'm no longer as burdened by holding onto grudges or dwelling upon hate such that it would eventually consume Me to where I end up a bitter old Man. So rather than become Grandpa Simpson yelling at the cloud, I am filling the cloud with my internal monologues from my entire life such that I can look back as an old Man and laugh at how my rage will have hopefully become completely exhausted and there will be a tangible way of Me remembering my past self and moments which would otherwise be forgotten amongst a life well lived. Another impetus for this, and my choice to become the photographer I always wanted to be since I was a kid, was my Grandmothee having alzheimers before she past to the extent that she didn't even know who I was before she died. The above was also part of the reason for starting this thread, as I wish to hold myself accountable and leave myself reminders of ambitions I wish to fulfil, yet if I never start on the journey to accomplishing them, then I am going to be left in the Hellish paradox of "Coulda, Shoulda, Woulda" once again.

Damn that is cheap, what was unleaded? These are the ultimate Summer drinks, I have tried a few flavours but i think it was this one which was the best from memory. Team Hyundai represent.

Same here. it is it 10pm though and I only woke up at 9am. now the shift begins towards early wakeups though.

Given the duration of time that passed since this thread's creation, did mr yuck legally change his name in the end?

I know, and having read many of his posts here over the years, I doubt @mortonreally has any issue and is most likely being hypercritical of himself as his internet persona seems to be completely chill from what I have seen. Another goal I have is to be a better listener in conversation and try to tonally "diplomatic" as opposed to appearing like a know it all egomaniac who selfishly implies or infers superiority in communicating verbally. Essentially I'm done shouting from the Heavens trying to selflessly help others learn by being quick to tell them how to better whatever situation they are in, only to ostracise myself in the process. Thankfully the people here who appreciate me conveying my desires to help others in the mostly toneless format of text are aware of the intent behind my writings, so thanks to you all for lending me your time and attention when others in this world are sometimes quick to disparage my happiness as being some foreign concept to them.

Also if the powers that be could grant me VIP status as an "18th birthday gift" as I reach adult age as board member here so I can post more pics it would be great. I'm going to my Mum's place today to get my last 12oz stickers and it would be good to flick them once I find the appropriate place to put them up (I have 2 great locations in mind but I want to find the best spot in each location for them) I also will be looking to get some more oontz swag and stickers once my financial position mandates as such. Apologies for the text in a pics thread but wonk saggin.

Question. I notice you post a tonne of pics to this thread and I would love to continue to do so, but as I'm out of storage on here I don't know where the best place is to upload to and link from. Is this because VIP members get more storage on here or did I screw up by using my iPhone 14 Pro Max which takes pics with massive file sizes?

I spent about 35 minutes writing the above post whilst I tried to talk myself back to the Genesis of exactly how I ended up here, and I think I was actually linked from a guitar forum I was a member of which started a similar Myspace thread to the one here and he said "if you like thread, look at this one (on 12oz) here". I did, and here I am nearly 18 years later. And FWIW, the fact I can't recall what guitar forum it was says all one needs to know about this place and its members. Danke mistraven for this thread which details how this place was born of passion, and I hope that I can continue to hold onto my own appreciation of art and my passion for it to remain priceless to Me if only as my way of saying thanks to him for making this place my favourite place to be on the internet.

Fate I think. Myspace is somehow linked to how I found this place, specifically Channel Zero and the Myspace thread, and after reading a few pages and seeing the comedy in that specific thread from Mero and others made me sign up so that I could post the Jeffrey Star types and hot women I found whilst using Myspace at the dawn of social media prior to Facebook moving from uni/college only people like I myself was at the time. And honestly, whilst I had a graffiti phase as a pre-teen kid, once I realised what this forum was actually about my respect for the members here only grew because I was (and believe I still am) a "toy" especially compared to how incredible some of the artists are who have contributed on here. I won't lie that as someone who only had a small phase of this scene (before I left it behind to focus on surfing as my interest - as I'm someone who would put all their focus and energy into learning whatever I could about something that interested Me from when I was a kid - perhaps a symptom of the pre-internet age when to learn about something it required more effort than making a few keystrokes or screen swipes, that this forum was one where I was somewhat intimidated by as a 20 something year old with around 10 years on the internet and forums by that time. That was a good thing though, as it stopped me getting banned although I am sure @seeking was pretty close a couple of times at least. And while my venturing outside of Channel Zero has not really happened that much, it is more a credit to the misfits and the help provided by casek and seffiks in the PC help thread and tge general community here which kept me around. And I met EBPH in real life thanks to this forum who helped ensure my journey to the Bay area was a memorable one which proved once again how I can successfully "make friends on the internet" if one invests the time into not only putting themselves out there but are willing to pay others the mutual respect by hearing out and reading what they have to say, share, or perhaps teach about their life such that you can experience things vicariously through them you may never experience otherwise. While this last point is perhaps me psychoanalysing my propensity to overshare my life with others on here, I am grateful to those who have pursued a field I left behind as a kid in my pursuit of forging my own personal identity which again is why I share where my path lead me to let others know that being an "artist" can mean many things outside of graffiti if they choose to leave it behind as I did, yet the people you meet through such a scene are among the greatest and most accepting people I have met, even if the gatekeepers (the mods who governed this place when it was full of all kinds of crazy) are those I respect (almost to the point of fear as I indicated above) the most.

I would ask the same but it seems Lugr answered already. I'm of a similar personality type yet I feel that having travelled and being victim of scam artists and other people who take advantage of you as soon as you appear too mellow makes it difficult to not judge people with the haste. Yet as I have gotten older I have found a happier medium if only because My judgements have proven to turn out correct whenever I have given people chances I was suspicious of only for them to have proven such suspicions were correct in their application.

Incredible thread and I joined when the forum had the traffic light look if I remember correctly. Funny that is the case.

I only just realised that my Grandmother has "Hell" in her name (Sarah Ellen). After watching that illuminati tunnel opening Satan worshipping video I posted in the nonsense thread, having the middle name Luke and being born on the 4th, I found this fact about myself and my history rather amusing.

This video is insane. Was possibly posted during my hiatus from the oontz, so if it is a repost i'm apologising in advance.

Found a backpackers to stay for a couple of nights as I try and progress towards my goals after the events described in the nonsense thread.

Well I am sleeping in my mums car whilst she works before we intend to go visit my Dad to see if he is willing to help me when she finishes. That is going to be an interesting experience since I haven't seen him in 4 years and he has ignored my previous attempts to reach out to him so that I can let him know in person that I'm grateful for the life I have lived thanks to him playing his part in creating me, and I'm far beyond the first few steps down the rabbithole into self discovery as I was when I last saw him and was pretty much dealing with drug induced psychosis as can be the case when seeking to understand higher states of consciousness and existence, only to eventually learn in comprehending the infinite you only serve to make infinity = 1 or 0 in the process, so it is a fools choice to pollute your body and mind with drugs and the characters and scene as it exists in the present incarnation. And sorry to any Sikhs I criticised in earlier posts as without their help I may not be here today to thank them. It isn't the first time my words came back to bite me, yet perhaps the positive is that if my critiques were not vocalised in this harmless form of words on a page, then perhaps I wouldn't have achieved an optimal outcome born of mutual respect and co-operation as was the case yesterday whereby I told the cop thanks as I was told if I ask for help (as I did by asking my Mother to help me) from a Sikh then they are obligated by their beliefs in God to help. Also I did my tax return and I'll see on Monday if I can get my refund fast tracked so I can get a van (or in worst case a car) so I'll at least have a place to sleep at night even if it isn't the most ideal outcome that would facilitate me capturing and creating digital and musical art using my tools which are currently sitting collecting dust.

TLDR. Treat others as you wish to be treated and you will remain "Golden" in regards to extracting the positive learnings from the most negative of circumstances. With the most Golden payoff being able to truthfully say "I did all I could to help those who refuse to help themselves". or alternately You try to break mathematics or Matthew Luke, then you break your own paradigm of reality in the process.

Well My Mum who came to get Me and My stuff out of there got to cops to ensure I could safely leave. I'll write off the money I gave him to cover any outstanding bills He feels owed for his attempt at extorting Money from Me and My Mother with the hostage type situation he had no doubt had planned for a while before he attempted to execute it (and possibly me due to his desire to use anger, rage and yelling as a means through which he could invoke fear for the means of compliance). Fact is, I did everything I could to help the guy, including taking him to a financial counsellor earlier this year so he could see how his drug habits lead to him overleveraging his debt position to where he was effectively told by the counsellor that he was going backwards "into the red" by $100 a week without my rent covering the shortfall and giving him some additional capacity to repay what he already owed. That was back in January or February or so, and in spite of him being told he cannot afford to feed his dog and two cats unless I was paying him rent, he still thought he could rage out for 3 days blaming all his self inflicted problems upon Me upon the comedown after every 3 to 5 day meth fuelled grindr sex sessions with random guys he meets on the internet. I've seen alot of shit in my day, but seeing a pantless schizo running around in his place with a full size axe in the dark or seeing a couple of 60 something year old gays buttfucking as I get up to get my breakfast were perhaps the most horrifying things that thankfully have "scared me straight" from having any desire to fall into a life of such misplaced priorities, as whilst I will never begrudge or judge anyone who chooses to have meaningless, emotionless drug fuelled sex they believe will make them happy in the moment, having seen the come down has shown me the proof of how My decision to promote celibacy and monogamy is the correct one. So anyway, it is literally the middle of winter and I spent last night trying to find somewhere to stay and ended up just walking around the city looking for a dry place to sleep. I was unsuccessful in this pursuit and I need to try and make it until Monday so I can engage the services that help people in my predicament, as it was pretty convenient for his issue to not only be raised the day after I paid rent, but it was also a Friday about 30-40 minutes after all such services closed for the weekend to ensure his attempt at leveraging his position saw me in the most compromised one possible. Thankfully the "SIK" Sikh policeman and his Aussie colleague provided me with the Joker card that not only allowed me to leave such a scene but I did so knowing that his karma will more than likely see him losing his house, his pets, and a lifetime of equity he had invested prior to the bank having already sent his debt past their collections team and sold it to a debt collection firm whose lawyers have already made contact and are in the process of taking back what they own as a result of the mortgage contract he signed. Given I am a qualified mortgage broker who has dealt with the process of debt defaults as a Banker and client, you can see how I shared my knowledge to try and ensure that we both would have a place to stay, but his selfishness and ego that sees him believing that he could retire whilst laden with debt now sees us both a victim of him trying to outsmart Me as his intellectual superior in regards to the domain of finances and the contractual and legal obligations involved. The Golden Rule has a funny way of working which is why I obey it to the greatest extent possible.

Do it man. Having written solidly over the last 6 years, even if I never read it, at least it can be used for my next cycle of the infinitely looping simulation as training data. And if you do make a start, feel free to use this thread to provide status updates.

I am currently homeless

The guy I rent a room from gave me 24 hours to get out a day after i paid my rent for the week in advance. So upon packing everything, I'm now held hostage inside the house given he has locked me inside and didn't even let me empty the rubbish bins as I was cleaning up prior to leaving. Lets see what happens.

Well it could be yet since a thread already exists for that purpose...

How do you even come across such pics in your internet travels? Incredible.

I appreciate you taking the time to read my posts, as I try to keep them as brief as possible yet find it's impossible to share the knowledge in any way that is more concise than how I have packaged it.