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When DID YOU FIRST REALIZE YOU EXISTED?

Discussion in 'Channel Zero' started by ETHREADZNY, Nov 19, 2002.

  1. ETHREADZNY

    ETHREADZNY 12oz Elite Member

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    When DID YOU FIRST REALIZE YOU EXISTED?

    Discussion started by ETHREADZNY - Nov 19, 2002

    I HAVE GONE MONTHS ON END COMFORTABLy NUMB, NOT EVEN REALIZING THAT WHAT I SAID OR DID WAS ACTUALLY HAPPENING. WHO ELSE HAS EXPERIANCED THIS .
     
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  2. Sora

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    damn xanax...heheh anxiety...riiiiggghhhhttt
     
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  3. ETHREADZNY

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    ETHREADZNY - Replied Nov 19, 2002

    I can consider the benzos a possiblity, but I think this is something I have experianced way before then. For some reason it is common thing around here.
     
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  4. fullstop

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    I forgive your sins, my child.

    Reverend Dead End.
     
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  5. •nakone•

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    •nakone• - Replied Nov 19, 2002

    drugs?
     
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  6. tears*uno

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    Pink Floyd - comfortably numb
     
  7. ctrl+alt+del

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    ctrl+alt+del - Replied Nov 19, 2002

    once, i killed a bunch of people. then when they caught me i pleaded mental insanity and said i didn't know what i was doing. now i post on 12oz.
     
  8. ETHREADZNY

    ETHREADZNY 12oz Elite Member

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    ETHREADZNY - Replied Nov 19, 2002

    ^ Really, you took it a little to far, I have found no need to kill anybody. I just rock back and forth on my front porch in my boxers, barking at the random people walking by to go to work. I usually dont get a response because my porch is so drenched in my urine.
     
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  9. yoshy

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    I felt a funeral...


    I felt a funeral in my brain,
    And mourners, to and fro,
    Kept treading, treading, till it seemed
    That sense was breaking through.

    And when they all were seated,
    A service like a drum
    Kept beating, beating, till I thought
    My mind was going numb

    And then I heard them lift a box,
    And creak across my soul
    With those same boots of lead, again.
    Then space began to toll

    As all the heavens were a bell,
    And being, but an ear,
    And I and Silence some strange Race
    Wrecked, solitary, here.
    ---------------
    emily dickinson
     
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  10. el barto

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    i realized after reading richard bach's Illusions,


    'learning is remembering what you already know'
    'doing is demonstrating that you know it'
    'teaching is showing others they know as well as you do'
    'we are all learners,doers,teachers'
     
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    Al Green - Replied Nov 19, 2002

    simlacrum and simulation

    Camus' the stranger

    "the spiritual age of machines" by ray kurtzweil


    a bottle of Ketel One

    ... a ballpoint pen a notepad titled "escapism"
    and the urge to never come back
     
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  12. dai

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    your existance is just a trick your subconcious is playing on you.
     
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  13. ETHREADZNY

    ETHREADZNY 12oz Elite Member

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    ETHREADZNY - Replied Nov 19, 2002

    I like that.
     
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    Is this like an internet suicide note?
     
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    I have always known that I existed for I am an extremely important person .
     
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