seeking Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 anyone who knows me knows that 'anxiety' is pretty much synonamous with my first name. infact, they might as well be interchangable. it is with that in mind that i'm forced to deal with the fact that three of my favorite things have proven to be fatal, even in low doses. these things of course being vicodin, alcohol and ambien. fuck you. no, seriously dog, fuck you. this morning, bright and early, birds chirping, and im awake (after only 5 hours of prescription-induced sleep) getting messages from heavylox, quoting your toxicology report, showing what seemed to be geniuine concern. perhaps this is not the most healthy way to view the subject, but...dog, stop making my dude worry (no homo). i do not need some sort of intervention conversation, just because you were a total gash and tapped out early. i do not need to be sitting here wondering whether or not im going to wake up tomorrow simply because i can't sleep like everyone else in the world. shit is not fair, and i'm not feeling it. having said all of that, hev, i appreciate the concern, but i'm a 'ride or die' type of nigga (minues the nigga part, but you know what i mean). i'm doing just fine...save for the obvious substance abuse problem, inability to sleep, tendency to obsess (as well as compulse), bad life choices, inability to let go, grow up, move on, or any number of other social ailments. despite all that though, im a pretty solid bro, so we good. holler. seeks/currently two out of three Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CACashRefund Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 my dude had oxy's zanax and valium in his system Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CACashRefund Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 fuck meth, prescription drugs are THE fucking epidemic thats hitting america right now Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fat ralphy Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 in the last few years it seems like oxycotin has been really poppin off....ledger had that in his system too...what is that supposed to treat medically? i have heard people say it is like synthetic heroin... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
seeking Posted February 7, 2008 Author Share Posted February 7, 2008 yeah, but he had small amounts of each. he wasnt binging, he was using them as prescribed. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
seeking Posted February 7, 2008 Author Share Posted February 7, 2008 its super heavy duty pain killer. generally given to people with cancer, etc. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RathofGod Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 all you need is a small amount of everything seeks mentioned above and your gone that's some shit right there but it happens all the time hendrix shit right there Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Theo Huxtable. Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 pretty sad that's all i have to say... about heath ledger or in general... i was taking benzos (klonipin) a couple years back, but weened myself off. i tend to say fuck prescription meds. only seems to make problems worse. i always try to look for natural solutions (diet, meditation, exercise, etc.) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CACashRefund Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 even if he had a small amount and using it as prescribed did he really need to be taking oxycontin valium and xanax at the same time? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AllTheWrongWords Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 Hey..... stop it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hatetown Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 pills are the new crack Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MrChupacabra Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 even if he had a small amount and using it as prescribed did he really need to be taking oxycontin valium and xanax at the same time? valium and xanax are both benzos, and reletively similar, but it shouldn't react to painkillers. I'm prescribed percocet and xanax as well as a slew of sleeping meds and other shit, and technically there isn't a reaction between them. Yeah, they're addicting as fuck if you're not careful, and obviously mixing lots of them isn't the healthiest thing in the long run, but if you ask me, Ledger just caught some bad luck. That is, assuming he only had his prescribed amounts in his system, and his doctor wasn't retarded and prescribing too high of dosages to be mixing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
seeking Posted February 7, 2008 Author Share Posted February 7, 2008 did he really need to be taking oxycontin valium and xanax at the same time? i mean...sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do. i dont wanna do a lot of the shit i do, but sometimes you got no choice. ride or die. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RathofGod Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 fuck it you live life once dance graff and drugs Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
De sign Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 glad the only drugs i take are all "normal" drugs. none of this pharmaceutical shit. just go with the thc/lsd/xtc/2cb/mda. and yeah. you will have your life back together in no time. AAAND YOU CAN TAKE THEM ALL AT ONCE FOR UBER1337TIME. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
De sign Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 and bump for the dance and graf! Its a rave dave. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hatetown Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 drugs are for losers Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Theo Huxtable. Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
De sign Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 totally YEAH! im going like str8 edge now. im gona get tattoos that show the world how "str8 edge" i am. cos i HAVE to show the world how cool i am! thats what im going to do. im never going to expand my consciousness due to fear of discovery. im going to watch tv. im going to be a coffee shop revolutionist. YEAH MAN TOTALLY. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pissdrunkwhat?! Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 epiphany city, just got a call from a close friend. close friends dont tell you what you want to hear close friends tell you "as much potential as you had youve pretty much lost it all and if you dont get it back youre a moron" fuck divorce, fuck substance abuse, fuck dependencies, fuck losing all motivation, fuck fighting and pissing everyone you know off because they think you got your friend beat up over nonsense. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
De sign Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 theo on the tunes =] catchy jungle. got that RZA - rhumba? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AllTheWrongWords Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
For Placement Only Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 yeah all three of those you mentioned seeks is what i need just to fly on a plane. i get such weird altitude sickness and anxiety when i fly now, that i either need to be drunk, on pain meds, or sleeping, or all 3 at the same time to just get thru my flight. fucking sucks. then you wake up dehydrated and hungover. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
De sign Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 u cats needa hold on to your cocks right. save it for the weekend. stack chips all week. buy a house. (WHERE THE FUCK EVER) then do what the fuck u feel like. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CACashRefund Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 Hey..... stop it. hey ... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hatetown Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 my anti-drug Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poesia [ ] T Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 I can never imagine what anxiety feels like, and i hope i dont have to. Catch 22 Seeks...... Get on that Herbal tip if there is one. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MrChupacabra Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 Personally, i'm pretty happy with the current state of my life, and i've made some serious improvements with it in the past 8 months or so. I'm prescribed percocet because i have chronic headaches. and when i say chronic, i mean i havent gone a day without a headache in 3+ years, and i monitor my usage and don't act stupid. I'm on xanax because i, like seeks, am a seriously anxious person, and on top of that shit, this past year wasn't too kind to me in a lot of ways, including family members dying. I'm not saying i don't fuck around and get stoned on pills sometimes or mix them with booze, but just because someone is using medications doesn't mean we don't know how to "hold on to our cocks right." edit: in response to de sign Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
De sign Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hdYWjkznikA&feature=user "JUST CELEBRATE!" Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
De sign Posted February 7, 2008 Share Posted February 7, 2008 oh and i dont meen to sound like a cunt. depressions a nogooder. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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