Sleazeside Heights

thanks dudes, it's been 6 days. pushing forward, albeit slowly. note to self: don't look at pics of ex. No matter how beautiful she is, it just bums you out and makes you want to sit at the smoky dive bar and listen to sad country songs, and that's not cool. So I'm going to try and stop buying packs of my harsh american spirits, and try the e-cig out. been a few days with out a bogey, but I'm not craving bad.

So I was drinking with a friend, more than we should have been. He was such a mess and that basically ruined my living situation. I was responsible for him though, so his consequences became mine. So basically the chain of events have caused me to jump into a really terrible disgusting turdhole of an apartment. It's depressing, and I almost certainly cannot take a lady there. But it's just me now, and the reality of the situation can be quite a motivator. I want to move up, not down. I do not want to be there, so I'm going to have to take steps to do right in my life. Haven't had a drink in 3 days, and am not interested in doing so now. Reading, skating, biking, and trying to better myself. I have some great friends, and even though my place sucks, I'm not homeless. I just have to be careful because of the high crime rate, and hope I don't get raped. Wish me luck and clairvoyance.

445 in the house i'm listening to songs on repeat.

hahaha. damn.

Down to my shoulders now. People who haven't seen me in a while tell me how shocked they are how long it's getting. Sometimes it gets tangled, and the beginnings of dreadlocks may be a ridiculous possibility. Embracing the wildness of it. I know some of you metalheads have done it tenfold. Thoughts? experiences? Who has dreaded, and what was it like? Friends tell me I'm too white for dreads, but a small part of me wants to prove them wrong. If I was a real asshole I'd do cornrows just to be a jerk, of axle rose proportions...

I'm guessing like everyone ever....never.

Dear Fishglue, I really enjoy knowing that you've been to so many places i've been to. When I travel to different far off cities, or just on my bike ride home after a hard day, it's comforting to see you've been doing your thing. Provides a strange sense of comfort, and a smile on my face in this crazy mixed up world. Mine and F.word, same to you. thanks for brightening my days. play on playas! Love, Sleazeside.

hot page! also agree with that nehi quote, word up!

I went back to old habits recently. went on a 24 hour bender, closed and opened the bar with people. Strangers basically, and ended up finding myself in the company of really shitty/seedy people. One dude was definitely homeless, and banned from most local establishments. Mad weird scenario. The company you keep is important, and the bar scene does not lend itself to that really. While embarrassing, and annoyed at my behaivior, I took time to refresh my body, take a nice walk, and I've been volunteering more, which is the biggest deterrent for me, and puts me around positive people. bad good ups downs, tryna focus on the good as much as I can.

so the rain has been intense over here. wild stuff. pretty much ruined my bike.

hair gel and a combo of sweat/axe body spray.

is that a simpsons reference?

^ that's great. I need to catch up, I'm only in season 3. i need to order a pizza and spend all day just waiting to see what happens next.

and sometimes the setting is supposed to take place in one city while filmed elsewhere, and you can tell cause the graff gives it away.

love this thread, too bad so many pic links are dead now.

a lot of streets around here don't have signs. best way to know where you are in a city is by noticing the graff. great landmarks! I can figure out my way back by which throw ups I saw.

I just saw the new heroin skateboards"Video Nasty" today. SO GOOD. Best part is the fact that it's very refreshing, silly yet innovative tricks. I was so much more psyched on this vid than the usual ones with typical rails and crooked grinds, etc., etc. I'm way more into innovation and fun these days. Definitely trying to incorporate that more into my own way of skating.

4 wave intersection...props skittles. rip croc hunter.

cute as fuck! holy crap! Last page was amazing, KIR just moving through paradise....

I told my ex roommate once," I just sometimes make bad decisions." and she said "at least you're making them..." made me feel ok with it.

chip eye nab