Re: Dear ________, - no homo
Yo,
I want to punch a puppy in the face today. I can't decide if I'm angry, sad, worried.... I guess depressed. Shitty news yesterday followed by a shitty night due to horrible news. Followed by working on my Saturday while not being able to concentrate due to horrible news. Looking forward to more horrible news after i get off work today and go ____. Fuck this shit. Fuck this shit. Fuck...... I VERY want to dive into some drugs right now to get this shit off my mind for a bit. But then I would be totally fucked when i get drug tested at work and lose this gig. I think I'm just gonna get very drunk tonight so atleast I can sleep and maybe have some laughs. Drink to forget the bad and remember the good as they say. If anyone read this, just know you're the only one I've mentioned this to, even though it's very vague. I feel so much weight on my shoulders right now...