Dear red,
Haha at emo, coming from the guy that wants to write letters about death!
Seriously though I still have a hard enough time dealing with friends dying and still getting locked up. My reaction has changed a fair bit, almost a numbness now.
I've never found it easy to care about the death of someone I don't know.
Then again, I'm a fuckin' hermit, so what do I know?
Cheers,
thePro