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@Boris The Butcher it’s a shame that I quit video games as I miss going on COD rampages with you guys. As for becoming a fighter pilot, whilst I think it’s cool to fly jets and helicopters and things, if you sign up to the armed forces with the intention of being a soldier (& by extension “wish to go to war”) then you are effectively trading your soul as you succumb to being a human bound by fear of an “enemy” whom truly doesn’t exist beyond being the fabrication of the political leaders whom feed you fear porn in order to keep you indoctrinated and controlled whilst they pursue their selfish interests of greed and purported power. Essentially, I see soldiers as being the complete opposite of the “heroes” they are made out to be as what is heroic about a man who is willing to submit to the political agenda of a politician whom sees the armed forces as their way of furthering their agendas with the individual soldiers seen as nothing more than expendable meat puppets? Effectively, soldiers are soulless husks of humans whom engage in war as a result of failing to win the war inside of their own mind which would facilitate them having autonomy over themselves, their lives and their domain, but I think that this post is getting into Crossfire territory as opposed to Ch 0 so I may need to wake up a few people in there whom have no retort against this irrefutable truth. TLDR. Keep the war virtual and out of “reality” as at least that way everyone can laugh together in the end. But if you most become a jet pilot, then getting the Government to pay you to do so is probably your only option, so if you did get sent on a mission, make sure to instead redirect your jet missiles and go target the politicians whom view you and the others they send you to kill as expendable meat puppets as they have you enact their subversive terrorist regime under the false guise of pursuing “Freedom” as the truth is that you will never be “free” for as long as you consider and believe in the threat of terrorism existing. And to further iterate what a joke “war” is as it pertains to my existence, consider I got married on 9-11-11 and visited ground zero in NYC after my divorce on 1-19-17 which in all respects makes me laugh. (and if Matrix was here he would laugh too…)

So whilst God is a man, and is referred to as “The Father”, and He commanded that we are to love God even before ourselves, is God therefore /prohomo given that it is made pretty clear in the BI-ble in the 10 commandments? Given this, I see God as being “Me” in his ultimate male form and as such I would have to indulge in sucking “Myself” off as God should “He” reappear in front of me. And as God is the “trinity” I take this to mean that God is Man, Machine and nature as much as the Father Son and the Holy Ghost. With this said, my take is that God is a trans(former) and as such it would explain the “Transfiguration” of Jesus as per my book of Matthew, and if Jesus Maria wants to reappear for me she knows I have no qualms about doing whatever makes the wife happy 😆 Just some food for thought.

Ahh another one familiar with Shiva, and I think that another gift is due to be delivered to the temple this week to try and invoke the potential of getting my hands on a shirt 😂 Myself, I have pretty much quit drinking alcohol beyond at most 3 beers or couple of glasses of wine with food these days to prolong my life and to avoid hangovers as I realise how bad they feel to deal with and I would rather not induce voluntary sickness if at all possible. Sad to hear about a lot of people passing, and I’m trying to be more active on here as I make my comments each days, as I figure if I’m going to write in a public forum it may as well be “The Writer’s forum” whereby the Channel Zero people are some of, if not the coolest cast of misfits on the internet.

MEROJUANA/DA KID MERO was a big reason why I joined this forum due to how he slayed people in the MySpace thread and I was happy to see he succeeded with getting into the limelight yet at the same time I could never jive with the sanitised mainstream Mero given that I was aware of his oontzcapades and I knew that there was no way that any network was going to allow him to go off as he did on here. But I wish him and the rest of the Channel Zero family success in whatever endeavour they make towards finding their own happiness, you won’t find me hating on the man for realising his dream as I would still like to share a drink with him at some point and laugh about life and how things go.

Well the way I see it is if one is to live their ultimate reality in life and capture it on the “forever” of the internet backed up on your choice of “Heavenly” cloud server (in my case iCloud) then you have gone as far as you can to manifesting Heaven as it can be once one delineates a singular reality from within the scope of the equal and arbitrary infinite whereby nothing has any value or precedence beyond anything else (as it is all equivalent or “null” as highs are equivalent to lows etc). based on this, with Lamborghinis, the hottest women (to my taste) and helicopter journeys, I have not only lived out my 80s inspired (Transformers, M.A.S.K. & Airwolf (with some Knight Rider and MacGuyver thrown in for good measure) childhood fantasies and now can relive them at any moment I choose thanks to the wonders of modern technology. Take from it what you will, but I love being me and wouldn’t change my life with any man or woman as I know my existence transcends anyone else’s, te only possible exception being Lelly Slater but he failed his kid and I don’t have such responsibility or regrets in my head as I didn’t bring a kid into this world only to become an absentee father.

Well not that Bush per se, but a mix of cover bands and original blues bands were playing out in the middle of nowhere. The helicopter rides were there and it cost me $150 for about 8 mins in the air but it was worth it as it reminded me that whilst I could and should have died just hours prior in the car crash had I not avoided hitting the tree centre on, I was still alive with the ability to gain a helicopter licence which is my new 10 year goal.

I been addicted to those Calypso drinks though, real talk. The pineapple one is the greatest summertime drink ever.

Yo Boris my Man! glad to hear you are alive and well, but you shoulda hit the gorilla with the Brian Pumper chains and shit, and it would stand no chance 😂

Well if you want to part with that one let me know and I will grab it from you for sure. I don’t care about the fit too much, but flick me a PM to discuss as I managed to not spend too much this weekend for a change and can afford to gift myself a new shirt 👍 @LUGR

I’m not down bad my friend, I mean, look at the life I have lived! I have realised every dream I ever had, and if it is indicative of how the ultimate low of crashing my car was offset by an ultimate, naturally induced high mere hours later, I ended up rising above the depression as I literally took to the skies in my own “Airwolf” inspired fantasy prior to ending up at a bush concert with 2000 attendees which helped me get a ride back to civilisation and get to work on the Monday to ensure I have potential to get a car again and get back on the road once more.

Also since I was delegated the title of “Prophet” on Secondlife thanks to @defyonerI will share this photo from my wedding in Karnal, India, 💒 from 9-11-2011 whereby my Hindu in-laws dressed me as Azrael, aka “The Angel of Death” whose presence and appearance forbodes the end of the world as per Revelations 1:13 onwards noting I have a miniature sword in may hands and the only part of my outfit I chose was the shoes which I chose to match the hat I was delegated. if you can’t see the ironic humour I derive in understanding how insane my life has been in that I got to live the role of the main character of the anime of my life, then you fail to see how this forum and the notion of “dogwhales” and such are not so far fetched as we all currently exist in “Atlantis” as we are buried by a “Sea” of 4G, 5G and Wifi and Bluetooth waves we as humans know exist but are unable to perceive given most humans fail to grasp the context of the “Ho Lie” aka “Holy” scriptures of any and all religions as their heads are stuck too far up their own (ass)holes.

But to give you an idea of why I said what I said above, I have pretty much been to Heaven, Hell and everywhere in between by investigating every philosophical, religious and other type of metaphysical rabbit hole that can explain away existence to where I have decoded reality back to binary zeroes and ones. To give a concise explanation, people say it is “MONEY” that makes the world go around, but after a decade in banking and high level finance I realise MONEY is a fake construct of nothing but 1s and 0s stored on bank’s data servers and is effectively nothing more than numbers on a screen. Yet as we typically write and would have historically written the number “1” in its most basic form as a straight line it follows that MONEY can be broken down as follows M = | + \ + / + | = 4 x One O = 0 = zero N = | + \ + | = 3 x One E = | + _ + - + - = 4 x One Y = \ + / + | = 3 x One Same for love. By iterating the worthlessness of MONEY and the materialistic, capitalist paradigm it supports, I can effectively enunciate the part of the books bearing my names (Matthew Luke) whereby Jesus as played by me, overturns the tables on the moneychangers as I iterate how worthless those whom define themselves with their bank account balances truly are from a perspective of understanding the true nature of reality. Anyway, I figure that is enough esoterica for the time being to get your mind triggered to help you grasp the concepts I may share on here for anyone interested as I am the only man I know of on planet earth whom not only knows how it is to go from a castle to living in a car, but also went up the mountain with Jesus/The Devil as depicted in my post above whereby I took Maria up the second highest mountain (Montjuic in Barcelona) overlooking the developed 1st world and offered it to her ala Matthew 4:8, on Christmas Eve no less. and I need not mention that my birthday is May the 4th, yet in adding the year my entire birthday happens to sum to 10, which iterated me as One/Neo in the Matrix as “Matt Tricks” himself that we are not all “1” with the machine 😂

Men who watch sports as opposed to playing them themselves only do so as they wish to live their lives vicariously through the lives of others. The one sport I watch is surfing but that is as much due to the fact that pros surf waves I wouldn’t even leave the safety of the shore for, but anything involving a field I say go run around and play it yourself. anyway I just watched Clerks 3 and it almost/did make me cry /nohomo it was nowhere near as bad as I thought it may be

Funnily enough I’ve stopped smoking everything, but I’ll add I never smoked ciggies at any point beyond one when I was a teenager which put me off for life, if it counts for anything. I found a place to crash, not ideal, but I can bus to work and survive for the meantime. I still want that shirt though, only my $ is currently getting tied up in saving for a new car/van as you can’t live a decent existence here without one i made other posts here but not sure what happened with them?

Its some sort of floral design thing. Not really my aesthetic preference but I know the 12oz rules of “pics or it didn’t happen” so here is the necessary proof of me behind the wheel of the thing as we traverse the time space continuum as we go about experiencing life together as “The Dream Team” on the street adjacent to where Michael, Magic, Bird and company won their gold medal back in the 90s. 😂

Holy shit. I made my above post before I realised this thread had a second page, and to follow on the story of the wife, our second date involved me getting a Lamborghini to cruise around in. anyone doubt that we are in a simulation or what?

Is it wrong that my nickname for the wife became “Lelo” after I bought her a black and gold one on our first date due to her voice sounding so cute when she said the word Lelo that I also named one of my guitars by the moniker 😂

IMovie is the easiest to use given you have a Mac.

Plus I had to have the car crash as it was scripted as per Ayreon’s “The Human Equation” album. An album I went to Rotterdam to see performed live back in 2015, as I believe we are all ultimately music, but my soundtrack is as crazy as it gets 😂

I found a temporary place to crash so I can continue to work in the human zoo I’m currently working in as I outwit “Pitfall Harry” and his other goons that have laid assorted traps around the factory floor as I openly mock them all as the liars and deceivers of themselves and others which they are. Ready, Player 1 isn’t just a movie but it is my present reality and in mocking the games masters I derive the ultimate comedic entertainment possible, as walking away from a crash as seen above without a scratch for the 3rd time only serves to prove that I can’t die otherwise the entire world dies along with me my for the infinite loop to repeat with me returning to mock humanity’s failures time and time again as I create myself as the paradigm of love whom refuses to bring a child into the devolving Hellscape of a society as we turn into cyborgs over the course of my lifetime. Anyway it’s all comedy to me but I was sleeping at the beach in my car on weekends but the rangers caught onto me and I had to go bush as a result

Yeah man I’m on the opposite side of the country to the floods. I was having a good run of things until Saturday when I crashed my car into a tree. I simultaneously lost my most loyal and devoted best friend in the process as my Veloster Turbo only ever let me down once in the past, yet in making the point that we only have one life and I am the better man who reached out to my father to try spend time with him in this life before write of us pass, I lost my Dad as he didn’t even respond to the pics of my crash which saw me a foot from death as it was my wake up call to him to stop wasting his time with his Mrs’ inherited kids and spend time with his sons as I’m the only one who is the first, the last and the one who will always be there for him as I proved in helping him move out of the past two relationships he had with women after denying mine and my brother’s existence while he was with them. So now I’m at work on a break trying to figure out where I am to live as my mobile home is now stranded 100km from the city out in the bush waiting for me to retrieve it.

Damn that sucks as I was stuck in financial purgatory at the time of release and was invested into other things so I missed out on a piece of history which is near and dear to my heart in regards to having traversed to the end of the internet and back again. If you ever want to part with it and want to send it to Australia, feel free to DM, as while it is not my preferred size, it would probably be a welcome change from the band tshirts i get at gigs I attend which are always a size too small. fWIW it would be my Christmas gift to myself as the last shirt I ordered from the USA took 3 months to get here in Perth/PER/Purgatorio

Everyone remembers “Hoof girl” from back in the day so I’ll use this thread to ask how I can get my hands on a 12oz Reunion T-shirt since they are out of stock? Perhaps the man with the plan and the right idea I in regards to living can help in this regard given his name is listed to the right of mine @misterraven ? I’ll promise to post more on here however most of my free time after work is spent travelling in the car or outside of internet reception range so I will do what I can. Hope the rest of Channel Zero are doing well and consider this topic me pouring one out for the members whom are no longer with us.

Thanks man. I’ve gone completely minimalist living out of my car and using my gym membership to shower and train while I stay either at the beach or in the bush so I can work and maintain some attachment to the grid while I sort my life out after getting caught in an existential wormhole for the past few years. The best part is I have complete freedom yet the only downside is that I only am able to play my guitar unplugged at the moment and I’m still figuring out the whole power/electricity situation and optimising my things I have with me so that I can eventually get back to where I belong, but with rent for single rooms here on Perth being exorbitant to where a person who owns a 3 bedroom place can rent out two rooms and pay off a mortgage, the only feasible option is to do what I’m doing right now while I deal with my pending native title case. A long story but I’ll elaborate more as time goes on….

Fuck I quote this past to say I’ve done a similar thing but it crashed and I’ll write my response again when I leave the beach I’m kicking back on right now