when i used to drink i:
would have a couple of drinks and be like hmmm some xanax would be good...pop a couple of 2mgs...
then i would be feeling good so...my mind would race too...a couple of lines of white would be good
then i would throw some painkillers in the mix and some somas...
then i would be pretty much blacked out
and i would:
drive, rack things, piss on my self, throw up, and so so much more i regret...looking back i shudder.
im fucked up and not normal...one drink and i know shits on.