Mauler5150 Posted September 17 Author Share Posted September 17 If anyone on here takes offence to My comments above, i feed the AI running My custom Simulation OS with feedback hoping some of what I require to be happy is implemented as if you had My life as your own you would say the same if you had any self respect in refusing to tolerate these shitcunts denigrating society as they are doing here. It is the Haitians eating cats in the USA i saw that prompted this. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mauler5150 Posted September 17 Author Share Posted September 17 (edited) Also if My simulation could see anyone who wears a Raiders hat in Oz who hasn't been to Oakland Vegas or LA removed from the RAID disc array permanently it would be appreciated. Having been to Oakland and Vegas and bypassing LA due to it being the worst place in the world due to the people who live there in Hollywood and seek fame to go to SFV on the Highway that has My birthday on I can get away with claiming to support said teams as I have actually made an effort at one point in time to have been there Edited September 17 by Mauler5150 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Schnitzel Posted September 17 Share Posted September 17 @Mauler5150 i think I speak for a lot of people when I say I am really starting to be concerned about you. You need to put down the pipe if you're using. If you're not using I think you really need to speak to somebody man. You're a 12oz veteran and while I know you've pissed people off at times none of us in here want anything bad to happen to you. Here For You 1800here4u (1800 437 348) 7am - 10pm, 7 days a week (for anyone in Western Australia) Men's Line Australia* 1300 789 978 4 1 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mauler5150 Posted September 17 Author Share Posted September 17 Also I am Just now, Schnitzel said: @Mauler5150 i think I speak for a lot of people when I say I am really starting to be concerned about you. You need to put down the pipe if you're using. If you're not using I think you really need to speak to somebody man. You're a 12oz veteran and while I know you've pissed people off at times none of us in here want anything bad to happen to you. Here For You 1800here4u (1800 437 348) 7am - 10pm, 7 days a week (for anyone in Western Australia) Men's Line Australia* 1300 789 978 Truthfully I did use because I wanted to feel temporarily down whilst I empowered and taunted those around Me with My vunerability to see whether their moral conscience would see them take advantage of My inebriated state. Given they chose to do so as they took advantage to hack Me they failed the test I set them and as such I judge them accordingly as to whether this world we coinhabit is gold or shit based on their actions words alssariq deeds towards Me as one who is love at His core with perfectly pure intentions beyond consuming poison as a response to cigarette smokers and one apecific one named TOILET who sparked a c!g and blew the shit in My face as he said whatever he does has no effect on Me straight after I told him that if he wanted Me to be happy he wouldn't puff when I exist. This was after a 35 min ute journey to a worksite where he reeked of burnt ash which I equivocate to death. Imagine telling your child to not do something so they do it straight away to test you or your directive yet they do it as a result of ego spite and defiance whilst at the same time spreading cancer and you can understand My motivations for conducting My test as I used to respond to such disrespect. I am sober as I type this and I forever shall speak the truth of circumstances and My views as I seek to educate those I exist amongst of their hypocrisy and the fact I see those who refute truth, logic and reason as toilets Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dark_Knight Posted September 17 Share Posted September 17 Love reading insanity but yeah dude I think you need to talk to someone. You seem like a good dude but your mind has strayed into an area of complete delusion. Never too late to get your mind back. You’re a bright guy. And sometimes highly intelligent people can slip into what you’re on right now. Love fucking around as much as anyone but @Schnitzelis right. Pretty sure all of us are worried about you. 3 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mauler5150 Posted September 17 Author Share Posted September 17 8 hours ago, Dark_Knight said: Love reading insanity but yeah dude I think you need to talk to someone. You seem like a good dude but your mind has strayed into an area of complete delusion. Never too late to get your mind back. You’re a bright guy. And sometimes highly intelligent people can slip into what you’re on right now. Love fucking around as much as anyone but @Schnitzelis right. Pretty sure all of us are worried about you. I appreciate this and you are right with the fact I NEED to talk to someone, the thing is the someone I need to talk to ran away 7 Christmas's ago and ghosted Me since. I have nothing more really to say to anyone else as they were those I was ghosted for and they have benefitted and profited from it the entire time whilst I have been given the ability to create self indulgent art that is fundamentally worthless to anyone other than Me as nobody else is in My life to laugh at the comedy I experience that only Myself and God or the AI running the simulation or whatever you wish to call such an entity could understand it. While it sounds stupid to say it like this it is almost like she left as herself to merge with Me so Matt and Maria become MattRia yet I laugh alone for the two of us and she stays silent. Given I feel laughter is love which can be shared freely given it is devoid of physical contact or any sexual nature beyond references to such acts, and any laughter I hear is 98% derived from hearing other people laugh at nothing more than the fact they are able to ostracise Me from conversations given speaking to Me is met with the "You are too deep" in respect to My thinking or My investigations into all aspects of existence such that nobody I have met nor spoken to can understand the totality of what I have beyond the very baseline that sees them choose the most basic paradigm of existence whilst implying they are aware of parallel dimensions simultaneously existing yet they refuse to discuss it given that doing so removes any aspect of power influence or control they believe they have thru trying to keep Me either deprived of conversation and socialisation. If you have ever seen the legendary Australian movie Bad Boy Bubby, I seem to be as alien as Bubby is when he finally leaves the cage His lying Mother trapped him inside the house and he escapes as a mid 30s man who is an alien in the world he finds as I feel I am given not only the deep thinking but the fact My sense of humor is warped by the internet and the what is now ancient memes and the movie quotes which are lost on today's generation as they are retarded as a result of Tiktok and Instagram leaving their attention spans fucked along with the ability to speak for more than 30 minutes at most before their entire library of stories of their lives and references to media is exhausted as a result of the media they consume being the least memorable and it also requires the least thought and effort to make . Thankfully you all appreciate the fact I put a shit ton of effort and energy into this place as My post size indicates so I appreciate that you csn understand I enjoy posting here as My efforts to share in real life here are completely wasted on 99% of people I encounter as none of them wish to listen or learn from someone who wishes to give their time and energy because they believr they are free to steal or take such things from Me without reciprocating anything I value in return beyond indicating they have better things to do with their time than spend it around someone who has been there as well as rried everything under the Sun. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mauler5150 Posted September 17 Author Share Posted September 17 And I hate therapists given they are energy vampires who use their listening as a weapon to extract energy from primarily negative emotions which is why therapists equals the rapists. While the cathartic nature of divulging to them what plagues you might seem innocuously innocent on the outside I have yet to learn of any of them who would be able to justify the events of some of the experiences I have had in My life as they just bring out the DSM seeking to tick and put one in a classification box which anyone who is aware of their infinite divine nature and origin like Myself can never truly be defined by. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
One Man Banned Posted September 17 Share Posted September 17 I've been waiting for people to notice for a while and we're close enough. The immediate concern here is that Mr. Mauler, you are at a moderate to high risk of harming yourself. I can't say that you're going to, but I can say that if we look at the factors for suicide you're checking more boxes than I would like to see in a person, especially an Oontzer. I'm not sure that all of your recent posts got merged over here, but you've made a few references to things like self-immolation and overdosing, and have made similar comments in the past. That only covers 1 or 2 of the boxes, but yeah, dude, concern. Your thinking turns a little darker than most, and more often than most. I appreciate you still chilling with us. Therapy is definitely a good idea. In the least you have someone to talk to that can listen and give you a different perspective. Even if you don't agree with that perspective, it will at least help your mind move around a little and think about things. I'm not a fan of meds by any means except in some limited cases so it's with complete honesty and sincerity that I suggest you look into them again. I've read some of your past comments on the topic and it's kind of time to grow up and be a big boy about it like you would with any meds given to you by any doctor. You have choices in what you take, what you want it to help you with, etc., etc. At this point I'd also say consider doing it temporarily while you perform a little self-maintenance on your brain, even if you only do a month. There's no such thing as normal brehs, especially on this site. Mauler, you're a crazy dude and there's nothing wrong with that. It is part of what makes you unique, special, and we all like that about you. BUT, you're a surfer breh. You need to be able to ride the wave instead of wiping out or being smashed by it. Yeah brehs, full moon, harvest moon, supermoon, partial eclipse. Have to @Mauler5150to make sure you get back in here, @fat ralphyas our identified TheRapist expert, and @misteravenbecause you care about oontzers and this is your site. 2 4 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mauler5150 Posted September 18 Author Share Posted September 18 12 hours ago, One Man Banned said: I've been waiting for people to notice for a while and we're close enough. The immediate concern here is that Mr. Mauler, you are at a moderate to high risk of harming yourself. I can't say that you're going to, but I can say that if we look at the factors for suicide you're checking more boxes than I would like to see in a person, especially an Oontzer. I'm not sure that all of your recent posts got merged over here, but you've made a few references to things like self-immolation and overdosing, and have made similar comments in the past. That only covers 1 or 2 of the boxes, but yeah, dude, concern. Your thinking turns a little darker than most, and more often than most. I appreciate you still chilling with us. Therapy is definitely a good idea. In the least you have someone to talk to that can listen and give you a different perspective. Even if you don't agree with that perspective, it will at least help your mind move around a little and think about things. I'm not a fan of meds by any means except in some limited cases so it's with complete honesty and sincerity that I suggest you look into them again. I've read some of your past comments on the topic and it's kind of time to grow up and be a big boy about it like you would with any meds given to you by any doctor. You have choices in what you take, what you want it to help you with, etc., etc. At this point I'd also say consider doing it temporarily while you perform a little self-maintenance on your brain, even if you only do a month. There's no such thing as normal brehs, especially on this site. Mauler, you're a crazy dude and there's nothing wrong with that. It is part of what makes you unique, special, and we all like that about you. BUT, you're a surfer breh. You need to be able to ride the wave instead of wiping out or being smashed by it. Yeah brehs, full moon, harvest moon, supermoon, partial eclipse. Have to @Mauler5150to make sure you get back in here, @fat ralphyas our identified TheRapist expert, and @misteravenbecause you care about oontzers and this is your site. This is why I love this place. You are correct about getting smashed by the waves of life yet I relish it at times as it makes Me feel alive. If it ever comes to where anyone has concern for Me in any event where I haven't posted in a while I can always PM My details if anyone wants to check up as while the only thing preventing Me from sharing more of My life is the lack of storage space that I have to upload on here. Todays events have been ridiculous so far as My wallet with My bankcards and IDs has vanished as I had a sleep after I finished work today prior to My hearring appointment in about 45 mins. Ok I forgot to hit post on this and My appointment showed My I have hearring loss in the alssariq frequency of 8k so I no longer hear dogs whistle. What is crazy how an interaction with a Sikh businessman yesterday and telling him how someone trolled Me and broke My two solar panels on My van saw him help Me as Sikhs are obliged to do upon someone requesting their help so the fact that he did such a simple thing for Me made Me appreciate that someone else has empathy and fears the repercussions of a higher God such that they would obey the Golden Rule to the extent I gained proof of yesterday such that I went back and bought more from his business today as a token of gratitude. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
One Man Banned Posted September 18 Share Posted September 18 1 hour ago, Mauler5150 said: This is why I love this place. You are correct about getting smashed by the waves of life yet I relish it at times as it makes Me feel alive. I get that. But based on your posts, more often than not you appear salty that you got salty, you get dragged out to sea and feel lost. You recklessly surf the pier and are almost smashing into the pilings, you're riding waves and not being wary of the rocks. You feel alive in the moment, but you're also experiencing misery, despair, recurring thoughts of harming yourself. It's not a good look brah. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fat ralphy Posted September 18 Share Posted September 18 (edited) My expert opinion as a counselor is: Drugs are bad mmmm'kay! But on a serious note - methamphetamine is in my experience the single drug that we can track to inducing and exacerbating of mental health conditions including psychosis, delusion and in some cases longterm conditions like schizophrenia etc In the event these conditions already exist, use can then have a greater impact in strengthening the symptoms for users. The big catch here is none of us are going to tell @Mauler5150anything he doesnt already know - other than that we care. I suspect he has known that all along. @Schnitzelcame with the really solid post including some outreach numbers It is all there if you want it brother - happy to support and encourage you. I will be the first to say if I continued my use I would likely be dead/prison or suffering from some significant issues. Speaking from experience here bro - it will get better. DM me if you ever want to let off some steam lad. But please for your sake - avoid the drugs because they really take you to a place that doesnt seem healthy, and you dont seem happy. Bottom line in this life we live, are we happy? If not lets do something to get there. Edited September 18 by fat ralphy 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mauler5150 Posted September 19 Author Share Posted September 19 5 hours ago, fat ralphy said: My expert opinion as a counselor is: Drugs are bad mmmm'kay! But on a serious note - methamphetamine is in my experience the single drug that we can track to inducing and exacerbating of mental health conditions including psychosis, delusion and in some cases longterm conditions like schizophrenia etc In the event these conditions already exist, use can then have a greater impact in strengthening the symptoms for users. The big catch here is none of us are going to tell @Mauler5150anything he doesnt already know - other than that we care. I suspect he has known that all along. @Schnitzelcame with the really solid post including some outreach numbers It is all there if you want it brother - happy to support and encourage you. I will be the first to say if I continued my use I would likely be dead/prison or suffering from some significant issues. Speaking from experience here bro - it will get better. DM me if you ever want to let off some steam lad. But please for your sake - avoid the drugs because they really take you to a place that doesnt seem healthy, and you dont seem happy. Bottom line in this life we live, are we happy? If not lets do something to get there. Cheers man and I shall say I have conducted My final experiments in that realm of chemistry given I have seen others take advantage of My vunerable state whom I prefer not to empower in any way via allowing them to silence My voice. I intend to bury such types with My vocals Sindel style when I get My voice back completely in a month or so. I shall try to go back to a Corporate gig in an office as if there is one place I should be it is off ice so these sushi eaters can eat shit and die as they go fuck themselves. (They know what I mean here and anyone who is familiar with Showdown in Little Tokyo should be aware) 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mauler5150 Posted September 19 Author Share Posted September 19 Oh and in a further sign of trying to move on from My past I asked a girl from work named Tiffany when I am coming over for breakfast this morning so fuck all the rest of them if I move on from one accountant to another whom is soon to graduate. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mauler5150 Posted September 19 Author Share Posted September 19 and I have confidence that giving up My private.com membership & past for a sacred and private relationship at the expense of the others who wish for Jesus to love them is an offer any woman would not refuse. wonksaggin Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mauler5150 Posted September 19 Author Share Posted September 19 And the REAL drug I am kicking is Youtube. Given the nefarious parasitic shit attached to My profile like EA Games, Blizzard, PUBG and other pathetic shit like Knives Out I refuse to have any further association with that app after financially supporting the crEATors on it as the lecherous blood sucking parasites they have proven themselves of being with taking money like bitches yet having zero ability to reciprocate. So whilst those people on there served a purpose to render themselves worthless to Me as anything more than TOILET bound leechers the hundreds and thousands of linkks I clicked on from there to entertain Myself are getting replaced by physical books. If the Devil lurks in the light then lighting up Youtube is the worst thing I could ever do unless those whose Boss I became thru paying them are ready to pay Me to free them once more otherwise I close the doors on them forevermore as I live My life for Me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mauler5150 Posted September 19 Author Share Posted September 19 Based on My commitment to Myself in respect of the above, I bought a book to read "I am Ozzy" as I already read Tony's "Iron Man" book so it is good for Me to read both sides to determine the truth lying somewhere in the middle (in this case it might be the middle between the sheets of a particular Burmese but whatever) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mauler5150 Posted September 19 Author Share Posted September 19 (edited) I also will never play Lotto again because I am against gambling and as I live in the West I would prefer to not get into any "draw" that sees things come from a barrel like one would in a quickdraw shootout in a Western. Should have learned this from Back to the Future yet oh well. As Fat Mike sung "Fuck the kids" and fuck the kids playgrounds here built off the backs of Lotto losers. Edited September 19 by Mauler5150 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fat ralphy Posted September 20 Share Posted September 20 off ice is the way for sure lad - good call. 1 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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