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Discussion in 'Channel Zero' started by random, Apr 22, 2004.

  1. random

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    awful

    Discussion started by random - Apr 22, 2004

    one of my friends killed himself a few days ago. we weren't especially close, but we were friends, and he was a really good kid. i feel so awful for him and his family, as well his/my friends. i don't know why i'm posting this on an internet message board.. i just feel kind of despondent about the whole thing. i can't believe he actually killed himself. i guess i just feel clueless about the entire situation, what to say or do or feel. its like it will be out of mind for a little while, and then i suddenly think about the reality of it and it's like a bad dream. i dont know.. sorry for wasting your time here. i just haven't talked to a lot of people about it.

    rip
     
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  2. fatalist

    fatalist Dirty Dozen Crew

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    fatalist - Replied Apr 22, 2004

    its good to vent....don't be sorry
     
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  3. GucciCondom

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    GucciCondom - Replied Apr 22, 2004

    the other day some kid stuck his head in front of a train.
     
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  4. villain

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    villain - Replied Apr 22, 2004

    Sometimes I still expect to see some of my old friends....
     
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  5. slave_one

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    slave_one - Replied Apr 22, 2004

    sorry to hear that man...rip
     
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  6. 26SidedCube

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    26SidedCube - Replied Apr 22, 2004

    Yeah man, that's terrible. Thoughts go out, I've
    never lost a friend to suicide but just last summer
    two of my long time friends died in random acts
    of god jealously. Don't forget that kid, keep
    his name alive among friends as if he were
    still around; in a positive sense. I'm sorry.

    I hear that. Like someday you're going to run
    into them somehwere and get to say what's up again.

    .life's ill, sometimes life might kill..
     
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    2 blaazed - Replied Apr 22, 2004

    r.i.p.........sometimes you still think that like you can go ring there bell or call them and they gonna be there...or like ull be sittin at home and just ferget bout what happen and just be like "damn i havent talked to so and so in a minute...oo shit hes dead" its the worst feelin
     
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  8. duh-rye-won

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    duh-rye-won - Replied Apr 22, 2004

    i've lost a lot of close people to suicide. The shit has worked it's way into my family tree like a fucking disease.

    sorry to hear about your homie.

    RIP
     
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  9. High Priest

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    High Priest - Replied Apr 22, 2004

    Dont be Sorry.
     
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    InDY_500 - Replied Apr 22, 2004

    im sorry for your loss good sir....its never easy to loose a friend.......
     
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