Guest Risky Sizzle Posted October 18, 2001 Share Posted October 18, 2001 In a 10 minute period I'm capable of being "at edge" and feeling bliss.. but for the most part i've gone in and out of depression since I graduated high school two years ago. Its pretty cripling shit .. I've stayed away from working and dealing with people and been pretty lonely .I cant help myself and it seems like nobody else can either.. but bottom line is when i get so desperate it seems like to end it all would be best , I start living for other people and eventually the rain subsides. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tookthetime Posted July 19, 2009 Share Posted July 19, 2009 i dont know where i stand on suicide. i never really thought i'd live past the age of 21. i dont know what i thought would happen when that day came... but im still here. strugglin son. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
a/s/l? Posted July 19, 2009 Share Posted July 19, 2009 8 year old bumped threads FTL. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pedoe Posted July 19, 2009 Share Posted July 19, 2009 i had depression. i still have days where i'm sad, frustrated,etc., but i just think suicide is a pussy way out. i take my frustrations out on public property. this Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
swordfish meatloaf Posted July 19, 2009 Share Posted July 19, 2009 ANYBODY GOT A PISTOL I CAN BORROW Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
the_gooch Posted July 19, 2009 Share Posted July 19, 2009 quitters never lose. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seppuku i think... ahh it doesn't matter what i think. well... if you are a human piss and shit machine and lost all form of dignity in your life and/or living with chronic and incurable physical pain and suffering, sure it's an option. at least for me it would be. but everyone is entitled to free will and their own personal choices. if your sad...try to cheer up, and in that case... don't do it! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Smacky636 Posted July 19, 2009 Share Posted July 19, 2009 does anyone wanna hear a death rattle? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
complex Posted July 19, 2009 Share Posted July 19, 2009 yeah? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BillClinton Posted July 19, 2009 Share Posted July 19, 2009 as for suicide, ive tried and failed and was found, there is nothing like the feeling of hopelessness, but thank god my friend stopped by....and i thank him everyday for it..suicide isnt a good way out..... seriously 1-800-suicide...use it...and just talk.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jugzer Posted July 19, 2009 Share Posted July 19, 2009 yall already know my stance on suicide Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Smacky636 Posted July 19, 2009 Share Posted July 19, 2009 drop dead Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BillClinton Posted July 19, 2009 Share Posted July 19, 2009 if your going to do it, do it live via internet for everyone to see Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
earl broclo ESQ Posted July 19, 2009 Share Posted July 19, 2009 8 year old bumped threads FTL. New member who knows how to use the search button --FTW. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
the_gooch Posted July 19, 2009 Share Posted July 19, 2009 New member who knows how to use the search button --FTW. :lol: exactly! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BillClinton Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 do it on utube.....i wanna watch some faggot emo kid blow his brain on his moms wall Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
allfreetime Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 do it on utube.....i wanna watch some faggot emo kid blow his brain on his moms wall Off those meds I see... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
twinky the kid Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 iamsam, i thought you just admitted to trying to kill yourself? now you wanna see someone do it to themselves? get the fuck out of here. boo urns. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
allfreetime Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 I recall Sam's "I want to be banned" thread. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lil_spenty Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dudebra1 Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 My family has a history of depression. My uncle committed suicide when I was 10 or 11 and after seeing how devastating the effects were it's hard for me to say that it wasn't selfish. He left his two sons, wife, mother, sister, etc. totally dumbfounded and hurt. Ese is right on about the way depression can skew your view of the world, but that doesn't make suicide the right option. When you are in that bad of a situation you generally don't think about what effects your actions are going to have on the people around you, and that can be dangerous. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MrChupacabra Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 I recall Twinky's attempted suicide thread. fixed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
twinky the kid Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 but alot of people need to realize when someone is diagnosed with something like depression they dont realize how hard it is for the mentally ill person to think logically. depression usually comes with another illness, like anxiety. which also makes things alot harder. alot of people see it as selfish because they cant comprehend it or understand. its one of those things you have to experience to understand. i do think suicide is selfish, but at the same time i know how it feels to be down that road. its not fun at all. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dowmagik Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 ^^ real talk i still curse at my homie for shooting himself, but in the end, i dont know what pain he was feeling, all i know is he doesnt feel it any longer Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
twinky the kid Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 yeah, thats one of the best ways to look at it. as messed as it is. RIP your boy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BillClinton Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 i did saw help and got on the right meds to keep me even.......ban me i dont give a fuck Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
twinky the kid Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 lol you suck so bad. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BillClinton Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 yeah i do. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dowmagik Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 i did saw help and got on the right meds to keep me even.......ban me i dont give a fuck I'm not usually an advocate of anti-depressant drugs, but the fact of the matter is some cats need them... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
publicenemyno.3 Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 what really sucks is when you dont have them after being on them for awhile. thats enough to make you want to kill yourself. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TRILLionare Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 helps me up when i feel down. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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