breakfast menu

OE HG is discontinued, i think. supposedly it was awful so you ain't missing much.

WAIT

this is fair. i'm old now.

tbt

so it looks like cruz is going to lose indiana (they vote tuesday - he trails by double digits), and mathematically, this kills him. indiana was the last best chance to stop trump. at this point he has a clear path to juuuuust barely clear the 1237 needed to win the nomination outright. much of the gop (marco rubio! lmao!) has begun to face the music. we are about to see a trump - clinton election, which will probably be one of the nastiest in recent (and distant?) memory. strap in folks!

friend arrested on a felony b&e (drunk; needed money to cop) a month ago - just wrapped his car around a tree last week. four days sober now. alive, somehow. the longer you stay the wilder the old life seems.

lamenting not painting more

making coffee, avoiding laundry

someone gonna shoot this dude but this is still funny

14 years and this never happened to you?!?! we need receipts

weird format, i haven't heard of that before. we have speaker meetings and big book meetings and the like. pretty straightforward.

eatin' some chili ... in my underwear ... hot sauce cures allergies.

could do this all day honestly

i got 5 on them steel-cut oats i got 5 on a green juice i got 5 on an MFA for our adopted son Gryphin

earlier ads were constrained by standards of decency that came with cultural norms. things that were "bad taste" weren't done.

i really really strongly relate to that; my worst drinking and the worst consequences always came as spring was turning to summer. my date is june 19th but i "hit my bottom" and stayed there just before memorial day. even the way it smells outside on a late spring night is triggering. exercise and keeping a fat schedule is key.

^^ bernie met the pope, or something? or insisted he get to? i didn't follow it all that closely. some are saying bernie will ride this all the way to the convention, which isn't unthinkable.

photoediting, texting someone who's losing interest in me, i think.

i put on a cock ring once with one of those little vibrators in it. the girlfriend liked it but i felt like i was wearing a tazer. not that popping.

boogie hands - wash afterwards

awful to hear that we have lost both AWAP and POZ. i wish i could summon more than a "fuck this disease, man" but i haven't got it. POZ, in particular, said a lot of things i needed to hear in early sobriety. he was one of a few on here who convinced me that i didn't have to join a religious order to work a 12step program and stay sober. i had the idea it was possible, but reading/hearing people say it first-hand was more powerful. knowing that has kept me in meetings and, by extension, kept me sober. i've said this before (just months ago, on the occasion of another death), but will do so again. part of the promise of sobriety is that you never have to go it alone ever again - if you choose. look at this thread of strangers mourning and/or counseling people they may have never even met if you need an example of this. the part of longer-term sobriety that fucks me up on the regular is how eager people (total strangers) are to just see you get better. that's it. people just want to see you live and get a hold of this. and when you can't, those same people are some of the people most likely to help. sobriety saves lives. rest in peace to both of them.

i got 5 on a hike up everest with them sherpas.

procrastinating; about to get real ill in the kitchen, baking some brownies.