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damn that is distant. @Drue_Downdef just keep it on your radar when ya get the chance.

@Drue_Downthat video brings me more joy than i belive is moral.

They opened one in Vegas right before I moved. But went everytime I went to Phoenix. @Drue_Downyou like this place?, assuming you have been of course.

I’ve heard nothing but great things about Wholeys. I’d def try that sammich. Thanks for the recommend

Go for it @LUGR

I’ll go backwards for some sex but I don’t think going backwards for any type of relationship is good. I just had an epiphany the other day that I feel like it’s time for someone to adore me. Sounds like some teen ager type goals haha. I wish I could take a piece of some men I have interacted with and form one whole man. At the beginning of this year I received the best mental head, from someone I’ve never physically met,and realized that that trumps everything else. Time to stop playin with boys. sorry. I rambled. Carry on.

Primanti’s (don’t really announce the T) if you swing through I’ll treat. I won’t eat. But I’ll treat. I just couldn’t get into the hype about them sammiches.

these are a current fav

My day off this week went downtown and such. there is an alley known for its “cell phone disco” there is also often random kinds of art displayed in the same alley. when it’s nice in Pittsburgh, EVERYONE is out in the sun. Covid or no covid. fountain is emptied for winter but hasn’t been filled yet -I’m sure to prevent people from gathering Pittsburgh has 446 Bridges. Including train and pedestrian bridges a lot of this when it’s nice out also this is where the train derailed last year my kids old apartment downtown bus went by some cool rap letters and the airbnb spot where myself and ‘anybody wanna peanut’ stayed when we met Ended my day like this

I couldn’t help myself

Is that Fletch?

I saw this on my way home

When he came back to Vegas he would always at least try to stop in and say whattup and in Pittsburgh he and a friend came and stayed with us (see below) a few nights and visited another time. They even all went painting together. it’s only awkward if you make it awkward oh yeah I’ve had someone in my life for a few years. We have a different type of relationship or whatever you call it. It’s an easy concept it’s just people have a hard time believing it’s actually like that. I’m askin-men don’t feel creepy knowing they pulled the V card? It’s not guilt I’ve held onto all these years it was just brought up again recently. He’s not afraid to tell me about his on and off again “crush” on me But also lives his own life. Was in a serious relationship a while back-he even proposed and all that. Sounds trite but we have always been cool even without physical relations (which has been yeeeaaars) I just think I’m ready for somethin different than how I’ve dealt with men in the past.

Oh I know I’m not. I trust what I know from him but would that explain the fucking gifts and flowers every valentines day ? Sand we haven’t lived in the same state for about 7-8 years. (I know that’s not the reason for flowers on v day)

@NightmareOnElmStreet I don’t know what took him so long to tell me. I should ask. It’s not like it was the only time. Also. I’m tryna to get him to come see me

There was NO WAY I could tell

I’ve mentioned this with a fellow oontzer recently but I just want a lil more male input. I’ve learned in the recent past that the first time a certain guy and I had relations was actually HIS first time ever. This was round about a decade or so ago. We’re still very much In touch but when it comes up I feel like such a fuckin creep. And it’s not the first time it’s happened to me. Like I feel Like a creep. Both times I found out a long while after. How do you guys live with yourself?!?!? Hahaha. Just goin in aimin to be the first. I feel like a real pos finding out later haha.

Like we just discussin thangs in here? I would like to discuss something I feel is not thread worthy.

I will, without shame, tell you that I did not. I might need a partner to do further investigations with me. But I’m sure I’ll go up there enough to get brave. Maybe I’ll just bring some kitty food. Like that boat, I have zero clue how it got there. was it wedged in there or has that tree grown around it? Who ever got this where it’s at, I’m not tryna stir his camp up one bit. You either go up these stairs or up a hill with the equivalent grade.