as i died..
my body temperature went up to 106 degrees. I was trying to get out of my clothes with whatever energy I had left. The nurses holding me still to try to cath me and put my spinal drian in. The Dr trying to put the second set of stiches in my head..My pulse/ox level was 30, last I remember looking at the machine..and I was struggling to breath, it felt like my throat was closing up, so i was sticking my finger down my throat to open it up to catch any amount of air.
not fiucking cool at all. ..I have never fought so hard in my life FOR my life.all I could think about was my kid, and who was going to take care of her.
Dont remember much after that..no bright lights, no one waiting for me to get me to the "other side".
I remember opening my eyes..maybe 10 min later..they say. To my close friend, mother, a few nurses and 2 of my Dr.s in the room. Mom and friend crying.
Dr told me.."dont ever do that again, you scared the shit out of me".
I told him...'try layin where i was".