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Taking one of them baths that’s so hot you instantly pass out so I’m keeping myself awake by sorting 30k pics in my phone

True. If Pozole stored in the freezer counts. Tpbm eats the same type of dinner for Christmas as they did Tday

Dear Misteraven, thank you. Sorting pics now

Hey! Still got the goods that were in the return package. Definitely have never received anything like it. Thank you things are alriiigghhhtttt. Hope you are well!

Dear 12 oz Gawds, i have to be honest and ill say ive never posted an image from a mobile device (and don’t be too harsh on me if this is a dumb question or one you think I should already know the answer to) -but- If I post an image straight from my device will the size be normal? Like I don’t want to post them big ass images. And if its an image that I took with my Camera but still post it from my device, will it be normal size or will it post as a big ass image because it’s a high resolution? just trying to be a friendly poster

I know you’ve seen what dogs look like when they get stuck- but have you ever tried it? We call it “two stuck dogs”

Dear Like minded people, is it normal for people to make make their own profile when you have em your Netflix/Hulu/Disney sign on because you wanted them to watch one show? Like just watch it under my profile. I feel like someone just used my toothbrush complaining at things old people complain about, SN

What if Amazon has (instead of secret shoppers) secret boosters and these are the fools delivering AND stealing back your amazon purchase so Amazon could sell it again?

So-I moved across the country a few years and a few months ago and the day I got there, was the last day I took my last pill. Started smokin trees (never cigs) and started seeing that I was causing my own misery and why would I keep doing that KNOWING it’ll never have a good outcome. I really had to focus on bigger picture. Staying off of em long enough to really see and understand how toxic they are. We can call ourselves “functioning_________” But now I look back and realize I was just a piece of shit and thought I had the wool pulled over everyone’s eyes and they didn’t know. While focusing on the bigger picture I was able to get healthy by being completely in tune with my body and the thought of an Opiod entering my body makes me gag upon the thought. Stay clean long enough to see the bigger goal. It’s truly worth it. now I’m bout to read a back few pages to catch up on yinz and see some good words hopefully

Dear Caligula. Hallo there friend. I always wonder about you and super glad to communicate a bit here and there and it’s just not the same unless it’s via 12 oz. haha. My plot is ready for your seed and I swear I’m not talking about a baby. Sincerely, the gardner

Hi babe! I hope your energy is the same. I never stopped wondering about you.

Dear people, please know when I use the term ‘boys’ I really mean 25 and older. Dear boys, Hello. Dear Noes -Happy BornDay dear other boys, tou will be relived tobknow i have accidentally deleted over 100 Dick pics that you all have sent. I shall restart growing my “garden”, as my friends would call it, (“aye-did your garden grow this weekend?”) I’m sure they are backed up somewhere, but I am also sure I was severely upset about it for a month if not more. Meh Size Mattahs

True. I’ll watch a doc on toasters if it keeps my attention for the first two minutes. Tpbm doesn’t need to run the ac currently

What to do pizzy boo

Yo that shit was difficult as it was. I couldn’t imagine trying to get an angle however I told him next time we are setting up the tripod.

Yo. That dog picture tied me in. Hahaha. Fuck. Speaking of dogs...... my dude and I tried a position the other day that we titled “two stuck dogs” and no-I’m not talking about a yoga position

Dear beautiful people, I have kept you in my head and heart. I miss our interaction and lookin forward to more. I forget when and what my last posts were about but my life is completely different and I am genuinely and soulfully happy. Pittsburgh living. (Left Vegas 2 yrs ago today) currently changing into different career path and my lil (college grad) baby is so-cal living and recently made it to ‘finalists’ for being a Laker girl. But no further AND equally as proud! I hope you all are happy and healthy or at least on your way. sizes

When crocodile tears’ girl signed on. Wasn’t there some type of connection with the whole “Harlem Shake” deal and DAO? I could be completely making shit up tho. But seriously. Best moments were meeting every single oontzer that I have ever met.

True. And just went back to school last week. (Training but same deal) TPBM drank a corona even though it was Modelo time

Dog sitting. Bobs burgers. Hyped to be able to sign on

Oh my. It’s been a few and I was finally able to sign in. But have been keeping slightly up to date via emails. Props on the 3 yrs, protester. I’ve been seeing a lot of reminders of POZ this past week so maybe there’s a reason. I moved from Vegas to Pittsburgh August 2017. And took my last pill on the move here. I’m in a complexly my new city and have only asked around a few times but pride keeps me from really asking I suppose. I miss them. And miss the comfort they provided. Yeah they caused a lot of other problems but physical comfort was it for me. It took replacing things I would enjoy while throwing back a few pills to getting used to doing those things without them. Retraining in a way. Or completely getting rid of those things that I would relate pills too. Make sense? But the main thing was moving out of a city where I had it at my dispense and even given to me. I’ve saved tons of money for fucking sure but I feel like I have zero creativity anymore and the pain is constant still. And I’ve really cut drinking down. Like a lot. I polished off a few bottles around the holidays after not even drinking a bottle’s amount in the last year -I felt it physically. I looked it too. Skin. Eyes. Body. Everything. Completely turned me off because I realize I worked too hard on my health to go backwards over a period of two weeks. Not worth it. Hope you all are doing well and thank you for hangin around. I missed you all.

dear 12oz, its like getting to know an old love all over again. I forgot what his favorite spots were but I know at one point I liked to touch em . sitting in a room not knowing where to begin eh SMski

checkin on on you fellas. firestarter on in the background

some good words spoke here . I'm still in shock over both but really having a hard time with awp .I just hope that both of thm knew they were loved as they passed on. we all are worthy of being loved. Don't be afraid to reach out even if it keeps you alive and sober for just one more day. We all know how decisions we think about can change in just 1 day.

hey everyone I hope you all are staying strong and doing well. ive just been sittin sideline ...reading this thread every now and then but not signin in to speak; super focused on major events. I have remained n touch with several of you outside of here and appreciate it more than you know. Hearing of Quincy passing was a tough one. hearing all the comments and such related to it just reinforces the good, solid person I thought he was. rest in peace to him, sincerely. I had reached out to another oontzer (anybody wanna peanut) to inform him of this horrible news because I know he would take in what Quincy had to say. it had been about a month since we exchanged texts and I found it odd that he was not responding after daily calls and or texts. I had to reach out to a friend of his back in NJ, only to be informed that CJ, (anybody wanna peanut) had passed last Wednesday. I know he had been to rehab several times and he had just finished rehab right before his death. I don't know the cause of his death but I am super bummed right now. we grew very very close and got some hang times in during one of my Pittsburgh visits. we connected like no other. I know he has a current gf and was getting his chef thing on, proud of his menu he was able to create and the dishes he would plate. I thought he was on a great path but also knew he would slip every now and then. I don't know if I'm posting this more to inform you or more to vent. hang in there everyone. the demons are strong