dear oonters
cheers for the advice, my problem is if I study then I cant get the same benefits so my family suffers, I can work doing what I normally do and earn a living but am generally in a bad mood 24/7 which also sucks for my family and also not that much better off than my current situation. Rock and a hard place.
So I am gonna keep things as they are for now while looking for jobs that wont make me wanna kill, but also look at training I can get without affecting my current benefit options.
Also I can paint more and I am not denying I am enjoying be able to spend time with my family at the moment as I dont have to work stupid shifts!
Decy