.hopeless.

forreal.lemme show you how its done... BAM!

THIS BITCH AINT GOT NO NIPPLES.FIND ANOTHER.

FIRST! wait what?

ive seen you once on tinychat.you looked quite white.unless you were the fat one.then i could see you being some kind of spanish or something...

twinky you must be white...no one says chillaxin anymore.

double wides are essentially houses.you know nothing of the trailer park life. FAGGOT. double wide...where im from all the rich folks have one of these as a summer home.okay not really but they are quite roomy and nice compared to single wides. single wide.like the kind i live in.completely unsafe and tiny.just the way i like it.notice the currogated metal siding,like you would find on a small shed or a grain silo.thats how you know its built to perfection with only the highest regards to the residents safety. and this is what people live in when their too broke to afford a trailer but not broke enough to be on the streets yet.or they just came out of the skreets.either way.there is a 70% chance who ever lives in here has some kind of substance abuse problem. branging it to ya live my nigga.been livin in trailers and shitty apartment complexes my whole life.the embodiment of white trash.word.

soulja boy looking confused about his own sexuality after seeing this manwomanthing.

tobacco laws are ridiculous.by the time your in middle school like 80 to 90 percent of the kids already have been told and know that smoking cigarettes is bad for you.weve all seen the diseased lung picture.so it can be safe to say by the time you graduate highschool,unless you are mentally impaired or have lived under a rock your whole life,that everyone should know smoking will fuck up your lungs.the average age at graduation is 17.before your even old enough to smoke.so the way i look at it by the time you are of legal age you have had it drilled into your head that smoking is bad and you shouldnt do it.so if you choose to disregard that and smoke anyways than its on you.and this bullshit about light cigarettes being better for you is bogus.you'd have to be stupid to think that light cigarettes are somehow better for you.thats like comparing getting attack by a polar bear to getting attacked by a grizzly.either way its still not gonna turn out well.i dont smoke besides blacks but i have always been under the impression that light cigarettes meant that they were less harsh on the throat when inhaled.not necessarily better for my health.just a smoother taste or whatever.i thought this was common knowledge.some basicly what im saying is ILL BE GODDAMNED IF YOU TAKE AWAY MY AND MY BLACK AND MILDS MOTHERFUCKERS. i dont know.it just feels like they keep adding on new laws less to get things done or anything,becasue we all know most go uninforced after a year or two anyways.its like they just do it to make it look like their actually doing something when really their not.idk just my thoguhts on the sublject.i need to fuckeding sleep im slurrin g as i type.hahahahaga

play the race card..everything will work out fine my brothah.

wow im hearing alot of hate for the anti anxiety and depressant drugs in here...well anyways i just wanted to throw my 2 cents out there.. ive been struggling with depression ocd and panic attacks since about the 6th grade.and for the longest time i felt the same way.that i could beat it without pills and that i didnt need to take any.i had the same mindset that i could beat it with shear will power.unfortunately i was wrong and after 5 or 6 years of trying to supress all the anger and sadness and whatnot it all just boiled over and i was having some hardcore panic attacks everyday all day.i would maybe get like 2 or 3 hours of peace throughout the day.my life was hell for about a month and a half before i just couldnt take it anymore.i didnt sleep.i went a week without any sleep period.i wouldnt eat.i went from 185 to 158 in a months time.i probably would have died or gone completely skitzo if i didnt go get help.now that im on ativan and xanax it calms me down enough to one where i can sleep through the night without waking up every hour or so but more importantly it lets me calm down to the point where i can think straight and get through whatever im stressing on. so its all relative.i say try to get through it without meds first and if you just cant cope do what i did and get help.because i honestly think if i didnt i would have offed myself.not on some emo shit like "oh the world is so cold" or anything like that but just because i was so unbelievably stressed out and having panic attacks all day everyday i couldnt take it.i honestyly wouldnt wish that on my worst enemy.shit was lame on so many levels.im much better now though and only have panic attacks maybe once every two weeks and they are not nearly as severe.plus im back up to 175 180 pounds so good for me. anyways just thought id throw that out there.but i respect all yalls opinions.do what you do if it works than do it.if its doing more harm than good find something else.

i think i was already in here before said lock but just to be safe...

i love rooting for these guys.yes. which reminds me what ever happened to that dalton kid?did he get caught yet?

COMING TO THE REALIZATION THAT NOTHIGN I SAY MAKES SENSE. I NEED TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL.

i had a feelin that nigga was on some shit.hahaha. im fucked up right now too.

word.i hear alot of people mix it with alchohol to get fucked up..i never did it though because im too scared id over do it.plus im not big on taking drugs anyways.though promethazine is the shit...makes you fall right the fuck to sleep.

your not supposed to drink on them.i think i have already stated that.and it says so on the bottle. but yeah thats only if your taking a whole lot of them for a long time and then just stop taking them all together with no easing off or anything.then you run a risk of seizures...but if you take them as prescribed you should have no problem with them at all.

"thats how we get down niggga,the temple of motherfuckin christ nigga,you bettah trust an believe nigga" hahahaha.

this fool bizzy got fat mayne.

ativan only goes as low as .5 anyways sooo....plus technically ativan is a stronger med than xanax.xanax is just faster acting.

their only like .25 milligrams on the xanax.the ativan was like .5mg. at the time.

sell them for anywhere from 3 to 5 a pill.idk how much other people do them but thats how i "would" do em.and then 5 for 2 on the xanax. the reason you cant drink with ativan or any other benzodiapines is because they are both(alchohol and ativan) central nervous system depressants and therefore strengthen eachothers effects on your body.which means that you run the risk of it complicating your breathing by supressing it.or you could also end up passing out and choking on your vomit.i cant remember which.more or less you stop breathing and die if you over do it.so dont drink with it to be on the safe side. dont worry the vision thing will go away within a week or 2 of you taking the pills.but unfortunately so will the drowsyness your feeling.which sucks i know but the pills still do their job which is help manage anxiety attacks and whatnot.

i dont know what your going through with the anxiety or anything but if its anything like what i was going through about a month ago,which was not being able to leave my house because of the panic attacks,this shit works wonders dude.i went from a constant state of terror to just zen over night.its pretty dope medication.but thats just me idk how it will work for you.just dont take them to much...seizures and all.

not really.xanax pills are like 2 or 3 dollars a pop and ativan is maybe 5 at the most. better to hold onto them for that price.and yeah i cant remember shit when im on them but it goes away after you stop using them.trust me on this.you will forget shit like certain words and shit when you take them but that usually goes away after a while.

im currently taking zoloft ativan and xanax okay so i have no clue about lexapro never took it but ativan is probably the best drug ive taken for anxiety.it takes about 30 minutes to an hour to kick in more or less.depending on how much your taking it will either just make you really calm and relaxed like in my case(i take about a milligram or so) or it will straight knock you the fuck out and put you to bed (2 to 3 mill) in the beginning your gonna have a hard time getting words right they will be mixed up and slurred your gonna have a hard time drawing or sketching which if your into that kinda thing sucks but that usually goes away after a few weeks.the biggest thing is the drowsiness.its not super bad but it makes you feel like if you laid down you could fall asleep pretty easily.it also lasts for most of the day.i know you like to drink and id just like to say WHATEVER YOU DO DONT DRINK WITH IT.even a little bit will fuck you up.trust me on this. another thing to note is to not take it everyday but just when you are having a panick attack and whatnot.if you take it everyday your gonna start having to up the prescription and thats not good.plus if you take them for a long time and then just stop cold turkey you run the risks of having seizures which could be life threatening. more or less htough my experience with them has been really good.they work great for anxiety and if you take them with like 2 benydryl or someshit it will make you go to sleep real quick.good stuff.i should mention though that you have very vivid dreams on ativan and xanax.not necessarily nightmares but just very weird and surreal dreams.very lifelike.so that might be a good or bad thing for you depending on if you have alot of nightmares or not.some people say it gives them nightmares but in my case its been more lucid dreaming than anything else. hope that helps and hope you get better.panic disorder is a bitch.trust me.