The struggle is real. I hate that phrase but it is true and worth it. Don't quit quitting.
There was a time when I thought that not drinking would mean not being true to who I was but the sober me realizes what a fucking cop out that is/was. You can do it.
Started hitting some meetings again and forgot how much I missed them old drunks. It's gotten a whole lot easier these years but it's cool to touch base with the cats that helped me get here.