Stay up indeed.
Got my 2nd son married off yesterday. Beautiful ceremony and know what I am doing. Been drinking pretty regular again but haven't started spiraling yet.
Thing is I like to drink. I like being able to sleep. I like not stressing on wanting to drink. I feel better mentally when I drink. Bottom line, I am going to drink and when I'm ready to stop again, I'll post here but being active again, I can't contribute to this thread and will bow out. Thank all of you for the words and support. May you be successful in your sobriety and I wish you all the best.
Embrace the contradiction and you'll feel us
RIP to the homies but long live the killers
--Lupe Fiasco