...and again, I thought you said you were leaving.
Disinformant...., you live in a fucking dream world dude. Use your head, if I was actively trying to deceive you think I would have been upfront about what I do? I openly said that as in order to be honest precisely so I didn't look like I had some stupid hidden agenda to nutjobs like you. But, obviously there is nothing that can be done and fools like you will always dream up some bullshit because it makes you feel good to think you are on top of things and know what is really going on. You stay in your comfort zone, kid, you keep smoking and telling yourself that you know stuff.
And I'm also an ex-soldier, so I've put my money where my mouth is on a number of occasions and yet I still don't say dumb childish shit like 'bring it on'. That's my point, easy for people who are not going to get shot at to say shit like 'bring it on'. If it was their arse getting fragged by IEDs I'm pretty confident the cavalier attitude would soon cease.