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i came to terms with the fact that i missed my opportunity to live a life that would make sense to me. i pretty much get drunk and do nothing most of the time. i don't even cook for myself or clean my room as much as i supposed to, and i've been back in the country for like 3 months and still haven't gotten my own place (i was in samoa for a while, now i'm at my mom's til i figure something out)... but i don't really have any motivation to make a life for myself since i feel like the train's been derailed. it's just wake/work/sleep nowadays with no prospects for a life i'll care about. i used to want to marry, and i was always the smart kid in school... but these days i rarely like a girl past a certain point, and i finished college and social workers don't get paid a lot. i might have more focus if i hadn't had a friend die in college... took up a lot of my mind that should have been dedicated to planning shit.

 

in a way, life is easier now... it's just weird seeing nothing in the future that i'm not indifferent about. food is the only thing i can say i like anymore.

 

it's weird to watch the ship sail away though.

 

She had what it took: great hair, a profound understanding of strategic lip gloss, the intelligence to understand the world and a tiny secret interior deadness which meant she didn't care. Everybody has their moment of great opportunity in life. If you happen to miss the one you care about, then everything else in life becomes eerily easy.

 

^ Douglas Adams - Mostly Harmless (Book 5 of the Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy)

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I'm becoming increasingly unhappy with my life every day, but this is just something that happens to me sometimes due to various unchecked mental problems

 

me too but now im on prozack fuck yea, how are those klonopins treatin ya

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I'm becoming increasingly unhappy with my life every day, but this is just something that happens to me sometimes due to various unchecked mental problems.

 

me too, the prozac seems to help haha but how are those klonopins treatin ya

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I could outline my current circumstances and make each and every

one of you thats "going thru some things" feel better but whats the point.

Let me just say this tho. No matter how fucked up shit seems to be

It can always get worse. Dont forget that.

mental health superstar

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