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i have really intense dreams on vacation, which is basically the only time i'm without weed.
..and i don't seek it out, i'm sure i could find it like back in the day, but i kinda like the break.
i don't smoke a lot of it, but i do puff a small amount every day
and yes, when i don't have it i get the crazy dreams, sometimes nightmares.
i'm sure it's normal, for me anyway.
i wouldn't see a pro about it unless it's really bugging you
a counseling session or two prolly wouldn't hurt anyone, regardless.
i used to have problems telling the difference between reality and dreams when i stopped drinking, now that i think about it. but that went away over time.
inj, just fyi i ain't engaged. we've just been together for ages.
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dear scandinavia,
youre expensive
but beautiful
!@#$%
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oontz is dead as a doornail.
so i'ma move it back for the thirteen people who still peruse Ch0
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on another note, i got a bottle of rum the other day
and still haven't opened it
times done changed
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just fyi, for those discussing forgetfulness, alcohol does not kill brain cells.
it does of course disrupt brain activity, but it shouldn't be doing any long term damage that affects your ability to process information while you're sober.
it may impact your ability to form memories while you are drunk, but not otherwise.
"For moderate drinkers, a number of studies from the last 15 years suggest that, far from killing brain cells, a little tipple is actually associated with a reduced risk of cognitive decline and dementia."
if you find your memory is leaving something to be desired, try brain training.
or doing crosswords, sudoku, playing chess, etc.
http://www.mayoclinic.org/healthy-living/healthy-aging/in-depth/memory-loss/art-20046518
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workin
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someone's prolly actually gonna be the last replier shortly...
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hahahaha can't follow that
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after a 8 or 9 year hiatus of 12 oz
im glad to be clean feels good
with a registration in 2007 you must be posting from the future.
but fo real. good for you.
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dear vacay
one month
then i don't have to deal with S****** for a week.
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oontzin
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damn. nice. really. you make me think it might still be an incredibly fun experience
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weapon x ever check in?
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He rolled his truck right after he left my house. I feel like a complete asshole for letting him leave. Fuck it all i guess.
the most you can do is support people
they have to make their own choices.
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i hate the bullshit science in lucy.
i don't think i can stomach a film in which the entire premise (the amount of our brain we 'use') is bullshit
(cuz we all use basically all the areas of our brain, regardless of whether we are using it to it's 'potential')
https://www.yahoo.com/health/5-brain-myths-that-wont-go-away-92839871807.html
anyway i had to sit through Pompeii on the flight to Peru (played to the entire plane since there were no individual screens.) twas suckage to the max brah
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:(
cutie and the boxer looked interesting.
just got gatekeepers from netflix.
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wordup
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dear symbols,
what does a person who looks like they give a fuck look like?
cG
p.s. rhetorical question
i know what rhetorical means, but i can't help it...
this is a person who gives a fuck.
this is a person who looks like they give a fuck
ha. ha.
why do i still come on this site?
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good luck cali.
are you on researchgate?
https://www.researchgate.net/home.Home.html
they have jobs on there.
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checking in and trying to catch up.
any word on weapon X..?
a steady search for that feel good feeling that you never get again as you did in the beginning-minus a hundred bucks or so
honestly-if it landed in front of me now/tmrw/in a week-id take it. forever craving.
but this (last 7 months) have been the cleanest ive been in 12 yrs. (a few weeks away)
ive put on weight. im super bitchy and miserable. back to zero sex drive. ZERO.. and i feel, fuck that, i KNOW my creative side has dwindled down to bare minimum at best. ive lost some clients because of my attitude.im in pain.
so -im really struggling with seeing the benefit to sobriety. (for me,no pills)
I had the ability to obtain the legally.
i was definitely more pleasant.
my work definitely stood out way above anyone elses.
i didnt feel lazy
I had a lil more drive
i was just out a few extra bucks each month.
which is the ONLY good i can pick from this because tuition is a muther fucker.
im glad i could check in and read the las few pages.
no words from weapon yet.
i hear on the steady search. was a major reason why giving up pharma was the right thing for me
i end up living in a fog or feeling like shit and never quite getting to where i was once.
not really worth the chase for me
that said, i am still steady smoking daily and things don't seem to be changing on that front
good luck to you
and yes, tuition sucks. i hope someone can pick up a scholarship somehow.
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I wonder if any of your work crosses paths with my brother. He does erosion stuff relating to mangroves out of USF.
Studying for last chapter test of the semester. this then 2 finals to go for my week and a half off before fall starts...
prolly not even a little
i love science in all forms.. psychiatry, geology, astronomy, physics etc
but my area of expertise is biochemical genetics
i mostly work on the molecular mechanisms of human disease and physiology
i'm up to 24 publications. not too shabby.
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finally got a handful of buprenorphine. i had basically been reluctantly using the past five months to be able to work (can't work sick... blah blah blah). i know - you've heard it a million times and i know a few of you have been there. december my state funding ran out @ the methadone clinic and i slowly picked up right where i left off - i can honestly say post-acute withdrawal syndrome is a mess & threw me off my entire gameplan. i'm embarrassed that i've had to live this "secret" again while i visited my girl in prison with needlepoint pupils. but it's crunchtime now - she gets outta prison tuesday after three years locked up. i moved outta the hood and i will NOT drag her back into that lifestyle. i'm ready to be clean, or @ least not using heroin and i hope to god it's the last fucking time. i truly believe that having wifey back & getting back into narcotics anonymous will be enough, for now. but i'm not looking that far ahead. just focusing on TODAY.
i hope things have gone well for you since this last post.
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nice. habits are hard to break
but if you make new ones
like putting it down instead of picking it up
then things improve.
i wonder whats up with weaponxer no activity since the 14th but who knows if it's a login problem.
Halloween Costume Thread (too early?)
in Channel Zero
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kool aid man looks like prop joe