you need to be working on solid simples and no frills letters for a while, I have blackbooks filled with just simples, you might get bored but believe me in the long run you will be thankful, don't be ashamed of being a learner. To me there is a huge difference between a learner and a toy, being a complete toy is an attitude that you think you're dope but you aren't and you get all butthurt over advice.