fuck i need to vent this somewhere... my girls been away with her fam and best friend all long weekend at a ski resort. turns out they dont get cell phone reception so i've talked to her a total of like 10 minutes over the last days... she tells me saturday morning shes not feeling good and is going to stay in, sunday i hear her and her friend went to the bar and ended up at some frat house and her friend met a 'real nice guy'. fuck that, as much as i trust her we've only been together for 6 months and the lack of communication has been killing me. even if she hadn't gone out, im not used to being shutoff from the person i love like that, it fucking sucks, and shes not making much of an effort to call me, i think theres one payphone thats like 50 cents a minute..... grrr sorry bout the drama... im pretty frustrated right now