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Moe Szyslak

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  1. 2 hours ago, auf said:

    Not having the confidence to initiate action because of uncertainty caused by confusion leaves me in a state of oppression and leaves me alone with my thoughts. I'm in trouble.

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    Fuck the oppression let all that nasty shit out. Youll feel better.

  2. For a long time i havent felt like myself. Like without drugs or alcohol. Its hard to feel the way you want when im always assaulting my body with different toxic chemicles. I had a little little little glance on the old me after i stepped out of detox. I was happy and smiling some. It was crazy there was a counsilor asking me questions about my life. She asked me how long ive felt depressed and not feeling like myself for like every day type style. I sat for a second thinking and told her "about 5 years." Its hard for me to get into the right mindset to quit drinking. Im just sitting in my appartment all day telling myself not to drink. There needs to be a substitution instead of just a "mind over matter" type approach. I dont know i need to get out more.

  3. 11 hours ago, One Man Banned said:

    What did your sign say?  Curious.  I had ideas for a bit for funny flags for those in need.

    Mine just said "Hungry homeless. Anything helps. God bless." I know some funny ones i used to fuck with tho when i used to fly a lot. "Pirates kidnaped family. Need money to built a ship to seek revenge" or "too ugly to prostitute" "cough it up whitey" use to always get reactions at hood places

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  4. On 3/3/2020 at 5:26 PM, SMdoubleXL said:

    @Moe Szyslak

     

    you need to re-read your introduction to this thread. 
     

    remember where you were and how happy and proud of yourself you expressed to us about this advancement 

     

    dont fuck it up 


    😘

     

    Fo sho still here. Still helping homeless friends. 💙

  5. I went to medical detox for 5 days in a city out in the country. I woke up the morning before going with my head spinning then took my blood pressure and it was 185/120 so i almost had a stroke or something. They took good care of me but there was nothing but country bumkin ass people there. Oh well. Im good tho now. Preciate the concern.

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  6. 22 hours ago, +plus+ said:

    So you can survive Opiate withdrawals

    but Benzo/Alcohol WD can 100 % kill you. 

     

    What are you taking 3-4mg a day of? If its valium/ativan that's not much,

    if its xanax(alprazolam), etizolam, or klonopin(clonozepam) you are in for a BAD time 

     

     

     

    Klonopin

  7. On 2/27/2020 at 10:43 AM, where said:

    When someone goes to fist bump you put your hand under theirs like theyre gonna drop something in your hand 

    Or you could high five thier fist and say "turkey!". You kind of have to physically do it to get it.

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  8. For the past 2- 2 1/2 months ive been taking benzos. Up to 3 or 4 mg a day now. Plus i drink. Not much but still enough to be harmful when mixed with the benzos. Ok so theres that, THEN my feiend got an oxy hook up where we get the 20mgs for 1 - 2 dollars a piece and morphines and shit too. Im not too dependant on the opioids rn, but i didnt take a benzo for like 6 hrs after i woke up and i was trippin out. Sometimes ill be chillin and ill have this "electrical" sensation shoot in my head and arms. Ive never had a seizure but i can tell that that is like a mini one or the early signs of one. Im gonna go to our PES and tell them all this and say im suicidal hopefully i can get in. If not im not even sure what im gonna do...

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  9. 9 hours ago, where said:

    Just walking around an empty grocery store trying to follow dark spots of “energy” or whatever on camera, like other rational people do

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    They out there 👻

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