Re: Dear ________, - no homo
Dear whomever,
just when I believe life us becoming better shit occurs. It's as if an outside force does not wish for me to be satisfied or content at any time in life. I won't incorporate details within this post because I don't really feel like it.. Yet here I am in such a typical situation
I'm laying here at 1am, when I have to get up again at 6 for school. I feel like a fucking pussy because I've been crying, but all this shits gotten to be a bit much and there was no other alternative. My feelings for this one girl also continualy grow yet I'm terrified to take a chance, knowing I'll mre then likely get shot down.. On top of that i would never wanna lose her as a friend as it is.
And as if any of this other extra shit wasn't enough to fuck life up my family just really isn't helping anythig. From painnin the ass grandparents, smartass unsupportive aunts and others, and a continuously manipulative and unhelping father, where the fuck else to I go to vent..
Fuck it all u don't even care to vent an more.. I'll go continue to cry pathetic streaks of thick water onto my pillow as u try to fade into a depressive sleep. Maybe someday all this bullshit will straighten out and I won't feel so heartbroken..
Wishpplknewthefullstoryoner,
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