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    I wanna see your...........PETS!

    in Channel Zero

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    Re: I wanna see your...........PETS!

     

    Brother got a new camera, took sky for a hike in the frigidness .

     

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    second picture is the only one he got of the hike but its a cool little look out point so i figured i include it.

     

    I put a plate down in the kitchen last night waiting for sky to come and do some cleanin, I had to put her down the night before. Im gonna miss her alot. She also liked listening to Billy Preston.

    The Nonsense thread

    in Channel Zero

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    UMMMMMMMMM....... did you know you are already logged in even though it says you are not, please do it again. Have I missed the solution ?

     

     

    Every time I have to do that I feel like some teenage receptionist valley girl is reminding me to do something I have already done.

    What are you doing RIGHT NOW.

    in Channel Zero

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    I had a dream I hit Steven Seagal in the neck with a sword because he was going to diddle some little girl and then two trains crashed into each other in front of my apt, everyone was like what happened to Steven and I was shook so I went to the park.

     

    fucking weird , it messed my whole day up. enddreamrant.

     

    I am tired but not sleeping because of the day in pies thread.

    Alcoholism

    in Lifestyle

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    Hit the 1 year mark in another 2 weeks or so.

    Still floating damn near every day with the relief that i'm no longer at the hands of liquor.

    Even a breakup with GF of almost a year has me thankful to be feeling it from reality's perspective. I still do not attend meetings... i'm just fine without them, though sometimes i yearn for a sober friend or two. I have continued tagging along with friends to bars... just sip that soda + lime.

     

    Right now i am sitting in my boss's house (one of two awesome jobs i have these days) watching his animals while he's out of town. I feel completely out of place, very alone, very uncomfortable... but i am so happy. My mind is constantly at work, throughout every single day, and i wonder why i spent so much time stifling that. It feels unreal, these endless streams of relatively profound thought. This is something that i did not uncover until i quit drinking. I feel like i'm working toward something great. I have spent the past year climbing the tiers of my potential that i had lost for so long. I've been able to handle stressful situations with grace and poise that i couldn't have considered attempting while drinking. I've been a good friend, i've been a good boyfriend, i've been a good person. Life is fucking good.

     

    I'm glad to hear that most of you are still working through this. Cool seeing new names in here as well.

     

    I have a lot to say, but it needs to be written a little more coherently than i am [apparently] capable of right now... haha.

     

    After a particularly shitty weekend, embarrassing fucking shamefully unpleasant behavior included (not the first) I decided to stop by and read a bit. This POZ post resonates and for sure is helping the anger and guilt subside. Trying to figure out the next move,

     

    hope everyone is doing alright.

    The Walking Dead.

    in Entertainment

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    fucking badass episode! shit is gonna get crazy.

     

    rip axel, even though he didnt do shit

     

    axel did do something, he was the ultimate human shield for carol. He got lit up.

     

    I hate that shifty ass one eyed governor.

     

    I have a feeling andrea is going to slow everything down and prevent anything cool from happening in the next episode, fucking andrea.

     

    I would like to see the group take care of some goddamn business and stop bitching for a bit.

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