This is santos mendoza. as ahamed as i am, i would like to say that this experience really opened my eyes. obviously this is some sick shit, i know its sick, we all know its sick, and this is why i come to you people. i have no pride after reading these posts, and looking at this forum, i dont expect anyone to feel sympathetic towards me, and i dont blame you. THATS FUCKIN SICK, i dont even know what i was thinkin. now i know how it feels to be labled, and recognized as a pedophile/sexual predator. i have never felt so low in my life. i spoke to the guy that made the post today, and i just felt like crying. an appology would do absolutley nothing in this case, i can appologize, but whos to say that i wont go back and do it again. an email to my school is unnecessary, an email to the police is unnecessary. i have been humiliated enough through this post, and put on blast. my full name, myspace page, email. and i got maaad myspace messages with threats, and more humiliation... i dont ask that you people take this post down, i dont ask that you stop humiliating me, because i do deserve it. all i ask is that this isnt publicized, and that my school, or authorities arent notified. this isnt who i am. i have plans for my life, places i wanna go. please dont let this mistake ruin my life. i have honestly never been so depressed. im willing to do anything to gain the forgiveness of this community.
