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LiliStCynical

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  1. agreed.

     

    I have never really had the patience to take a step back, just kind of barreled through and dismissed things to myself with every excuse in the book. It resulted in me taking the blame for a lot of shit and being too serious. I am trying to learn how to be patient in general, and patient with myself most of all. Life takes time. It's difficult to figure out that balance between "damn, there's not enough time in the day, lets fast forward to all the good parts" and remembering to slow the fuck down and take my time with the good parts.

  2. T;6040151']I need a girl that talks like that as long as she dont look like snoop from the Wire.

     

     

    I wish I had this kind of mental clarity about my situation all the time instead of when things are all fubar...

     

    so it's kinda null and void in a sense.

     

     

     

    haha, and no, it's not another Blood Farts, I don't have that kind of spare time or desire to post as much. :huh:

  3. T;6040091']This nigga face so fat he can barely open his eyes and cant see the top of bottom of the screen hence him missing search option and finding the almost 10 page thread called bitch about your girlfriend.

     

    I think his post left the option open for the positive as well... maybe it should be "current woman situation" or something...

     

    My current man situation is kinda wack. I moved somewhere new, practically threw myself at this guy out of loneliness and fear of being in a new place. (never lived outside of my home state before) We've been smashing since September. I realized I like the guy, and he's worth getting to know, but he thinks I'm a "random skank" because of the circumstances. I think I have to cut homie off, since my attempts to turn the situation around are going nowhere.

     

    But on a good note, it has helped me realize how hard I played myself, and how I've played myself in the past as well as giving me motivation to work on my self-esteem/self-respect/self-love...

     

    plenty of fish, yadda yadda, I just need to learn how to fish...

     

    enter the 12oz machismo-ridden peanut gallery:

  4. ...a job working with crazy homeless people

    ...visited Portland, Germany, New York, and Dallas

    ...learned to speak Spanish and either Italian, French, or Portugese

    ...found a dope apartment in the Mission

    ...taken the GRE and applied for grad schools for 2009

    ...paid off my credit cards and kept a low/no balance

    ...learned to cut hair

    ...done more with fashion design and possibly learned to screenprint

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