Somebody I was seeing called me a "fucking heartless bitch" today.
I ran into a guy I've been lusty over for a long time. I couldn't stop thinking about him after I saw him. I felt so anxious and happy around him. A few days later, he expressed his interest in me, and it became an unstoppable force.
My feelings for the person I was orginally seeing diminished INSTANTLY. I found myself acting different, so I broke it off. He was shocked and confused, and demanded a reason... so I fessed up. He told me he loved me for the first time while I was saying my final good bye, hoping to anchor me in some way. Now he hates my guts.
It's unbelievable how quickly I had a change of heart, after months of bonding and trying to build a relationship. I never had any intention to hurt him, but I had to follow what I was feeling inside. I've been severely punished for infidelity in a previous relationship, so I wasn't too apologetic. Now I'd rather have somebody hate me, rather than trying to be "nice" by listening to what a piece of shit they think I am.