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    everyday life tips and tricks

    in Channel Zero

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    quotedforthemotherfuckingtruth!

     

    did you know that newspaper is an odor eater? use newspaper to

    absorb odors. hang a page of newspaper in your closet, refrigerator,

    and under your stinky shoes and everything will smell fresher

     

    I will try this. propped.

    Alcoholism

    in Lifestyle

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    i hear ya CHEF, thing is that i got my list and i think the issue here is that my job market sucks so i never got my certification. that time lapses next year in August. so my 'thinking' time will be to crack open all my old books and study and pay so i can sit for my boards.

     

    i was blinded when i was finishing school and was in denial about drinking and that formed a negative rebound effect which led to this cycle i am trying to break. the past 2 years revloved around alcohol and denial.

     

    i am no longer in denial and i'm taking the appropriate steps on getting help. I do believe that the mental anguish helped fuel some of the physical pain.

    Alcoholism

    in Lifestyle

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    Quote:

    Originally Posted by swordfish meatloaf (View Original Post)

     

     

    had an EXTRA terrible night last night/this morning guys. been awake since yesterday morning at 5am. cant really explain everything but there was crack and a black woman.

     

    i feel so disgusted with myself right now. i think ive finally come to the conclusion that i need to see a therapist, psychologist or go into inpatient rehab or else im going to end up dead or in prison.

     

    i just want to curl up into a ball and die... or at least nap.

     

     

     

     

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    Originally Posted by Smacky021 (View Original Post)

     

     

    i feel your pain. i had a seizure at work, mainly due to alcohol abuse. lucky me i guess since i work at a hospital. my reoccuring habit is leave work sunday night, go home drink, wake up monday and continue until i passout. tuesday, drink. wednesday drink then withdrawl thursday drink to help with the anxiety and stomach pain. try and make it thru friday with as little alcohol as possible. work a double sat, in pain throughout the entire shift, sometimes puking. get off of work and drink to help me fall asleep.

     

    this is my cycle. i've tried to squash but in the past it was a physical/psycholocial addiction problem. once i get past the physical part is what i need to work on. this my selfdestructive cycle. I've been able to label what needs to be done

     

    if you think you need to talk to a therapist, you probably do. it's up to you to get there, thou. it's up to you to suck it up and ask for help. it took a seizure at work for me to realize i needed help but relapsed after the seizure and then again after i checked myself in for a detox and monitoring.

     

    thankfully my gf has been by my side through all of this and she wants to be a part of my life.

     

    i relapsed again and now i'm going on day 3, i made it through the physical part, which in alcoholics and benzo pt.'s are the worst.

     

    I feel your pain but check-in to detox and some monitoring. the facility you goto should be able to give you outpatient places to go. also, goto the alcoholism thread, fat ralphy & others are there for others who are looking for help.

     

    pm me dude

     

     

     

     

    thought this would be an easier way in explaining where i am.

     

    3 Days Down, cant wait til i can say "1 Week"

    Alcoholism

    in Lifestyle

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    TODAY I AM STILL ONLY WORRYING ABOUT NOT DRINKING IN THIS 24 HR. PERIOD AND WILL CONTINUE THIS ATTITUDE FOREVER.

    BECAUSE I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO LOOK AT ANYTHING PAST 1 DAY IN THE FUTURE BECAUSE THATS WHEN I START TO SHAKE AND GET SCARED.

     

    this

     

    I checked myself into the ER for alcohol abuse and observation, just recently. I made it through the 1st night stay at the hospital i was checked in and was sent up to the floor for monitoring. A doctor came by and said i was 100% physically healthy. I left the hospial only to make it 4days until i relapsed.

     

    What do you guys do to help a racing mind besides goto the liquor store. i have too much free time on my hands. the anxiety and stomach pains gets so unbearable that alcohol, seems to be the only thing to calm down my mind and it helps with the stomach pains. The doctors prescribed Reglan for the stomach pains but it doesn't always work.

     

    For all you cats, how do u make past the physical pain and deal with the psychological once you've gone thru detox

     

    been about 50hrs since my last drink.

    YOUR THEORIES

    in Channel Zero

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    1. Virtual reality will soon take over actual reality where everyone will be obsessed with their online

    persona. Rather than real life.

     

    2. Religion needs to be destroyed by science for humans to survive.

     

    3. Popular humor will get less and less funny.

     

    4. The Internet is killing books.

     

    5. Your tv is watching you.

     

    6. Water will be traded as a commodity like oil.

     

    Plenty more but I just woke up.

     

     

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    NHL 10-11 SEASON

    in Entertainment

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    i wanted Detroit to win, i'm also a Devils fan and they never made it so i'm going with Vancouver.

     

    Winning is winning. do you really need a Fast and the Furious pic of Vin Diesil to tell you that??

    Do you guys still go out at night and play 'Ninja"??

    in Channel Zero

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    http://ca.news.yahoo.com/police-us-dad-left-sleeping-son-4-home-20110311-070453-782.html

     

     

    ..SCOTTDALE, Pa. - Police say a man left his sleeping 4-year-old son home alone while he went outside and prentended to be a ninja warrior.

     

    Online court records show 28-year-old Ross Hurst has applied for a public defender but has yet to be appointed one.

     

    The Daily Courier of Connellsville reports Hurst was charged March 3 after police found him outside about 1:30 a.m. dressed all in black and "playing ninja" on a borough street. Scottdale is about 35 miles (55 kilometres) southeast of Pittsburgh.

     

    Police say Scott told them his mother was watching the child, but the boy's grandmother said Hurst never asked her to babysit.

     

    Hurst's listed telephone is not in service. He faces a preliminary hearing March 30 on a charge of endangering the welfare of a child.

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    :p :D :p

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