BIG J

The more time goes by the harder it gets for me to understand. I look at your stuff every night. I wish you would have rached out to me sooner. I understand what you wrote on that note! People disapoint me daily too. I MISS U MANG! wish we could go back in time and start this shit all over. U4 FUK riding out with pack, wrecking shit, make em say uggghhhhhh! 2 raw outlaws 4 lyfe & Death! U live through all of us, and part of me died with ya.....

OIL LIVES! indeed, he lives within everyone he was down with. As Cread said if you had the honor of being down with Earl then be great full. But don't hate on others or question how valid they where. If there is one thing i knew about Oils its that he was a people person a socialite and he befriended people daily. So who knows, and who cares what kind of relationship they claim to have had with him. Just hold on to your memories and let others do the same. I miss you brother! we never got to do our round two! but its all good round one was classic, and the memories are endless. Thank you for everything u did for me dawg, thank you for saying goodbye :( I wish you would have stayed, but I understand. until we meet again... I will forever hold you down! 2 RAW OUTLAWZ! To everyone else that is reading... Bernie mentioned he didnt want anyone to morn him, instead he asked to have his life celebrated! and he stated he wanted all his crew to continue doing what we do best.... BEING THE BEST in his honor!