TrustyRusty
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Well im back, at this stage you dont even know what the thread is about but i bet the "Yuppie mamma boy fag....i live in the ghetto and work hard for my shit" lines are already going through your head as you press the reply button. Go ahead. Im not really interested in your replys, im here to vent. 1- I am convinced i have some form of obsessive compulsive disorder, i arranged a 5 visit block with my psychologist and he seems to think nothing is wrong and that i'm fine. I didnt want even want to be prescribed any for antidepresents, I thought there might have been some activities i could have done to relax and be content with what i consider the rougher areas of my life. What do i mean? why do i think i have OCD? well here are some examples. Firstly, my room has to be super clean all the time, vaccumed, spray and wiped.. clean sheets everything folded other wise i panic, just the other day we had people over and i was so tired and feel asleep to be woken up by butterflies in my stomach to clean my room, i was worried about it, i had to fold all my clothes and open the windows and spray air freshener, im like that with myself as well, i have to always be super clean. Hair shampooed and conditioned body washed ALL the time, even stupid little products i have to buy that i dont need like foot deoderant and over prised face washes and moisturisers, i will get paranoid and think i'm dirty if i go with out a shower, and it will bother me to a sence that i cant enjoy anything else as this is in the back of my mind, why do i care that my recycle bin on my computer has to always be empty? why? every file has to be in an appropriate folder or sub folder and resized, why does it bother me? 2-Im living with a roomate, and his paying the majority of the rent on his really nice appartment, i have finished, graduated and still no sign of employment. nothing, i have searched for jobs and nothing....5 years of school. what did this do for me? i worked my way through it to be working a charity job my dads friend gave me putting data into a computer, for $10 an hour im not even on the payroll. Weak! if it wasnt for the $5000 my uncle left before he died i wouldnt be able to live in this place, my parents still hate me and i havent talked to them in 3 months. i dont even have a car. feel sorry for me. what do i do at this point? well heres what i did. fuck your advice, i bought a ticket to an overseas country to try my luck, not bad for the early stages. idiot friends email me asking if i want to go out this weekend, its been a month and they havent noticed im not there, morons. that is all. resume doing what ever it was you were doing.
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actually i'd say i'm doing pretty damn good.
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does she have a number?
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whats funny to me is that people thoght i was bragging..:lol: if i was to brag i would have done it over something worthwhile...like the inheritance that i'm being left or the property i have in my name...its obvious that the haters and all the ones that made all these assumptions about me are both financially and mentally poor. $500 paint bag :lol: you dont know shit pal, go assume some more stuff about me, and yes my court case was graff/theft related. why do i need to steal? well, if i bought the paint i needed it would come up on the statement wouldnt it....guess who pays that? (well used to) and they know i wouldnt normally shop at walmart...not that i need to justify myself but i thought i would let you know.
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i chilled with a dude for about 6 months (even painted with him on occasion) i later found out he was some HUGE sensation in turkey, guy had his own fanclub and like 50 websites devoted to him.
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i wasnt bragging about how much stuff i had pfffffft! if i wanted to brag i wouldnt talk about the stupid shit i lost in my car, i would be talking about things like property....... i was upset cause i was robbed in my friend house, i didnt think anyone would be that cheap. the only thing i was upset about losing was my little cousins gameboy, and my laptop because it had all my assignments on it, yep i backed em up on disk but guess where those disks were? the majority of those clothes were free, from modelling, and from a friend who payed me in clothes to do a lot of stuff for me...his a spokesperson and does a lot of promotions work so he got it for free as well, those can be replaced in a few days... yes, my PARENTS are rich, but they have worked damn hard to get where they are...my dad moved to this state with $50 in his pocket.. he worked damn hard. ive lived in extremes of wealth and poverty, from sleeping in my friends club living on ramen noodles and cereal, or anything i could get for free..to being at home inside a gormet kitchen getting $40 meals delivered to my parents house daily and putting it on their tab.... casek, dude...i know your probably jelous of me (dont worry bro a lot of people are) but right now i have the outfit that im wearing and $4 to my name, im hungry and dirty and have a crappy little matress to sleep on, if my key still works i will perhaps go into my floks house when they are not home, and take a bunch of stuff from my room and rack food out of their damned fridge like a poverty stricken bastard...but until then if you have enough for a burger, you have more than i do....
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hahahhahahha this is hillarious, i got off the phone with the credit card company, the dudes ran a $438.55 tab at the gas station...the fucking gas station!!..how can you run that much at a gas station...they have spent more, shes gonna call me back and tell me the locations. why do i find this so funny :lol:
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yep, i know leaving the wallet and keys where i did wasnt smart, but i always leave them lying around at friends places because of that level of trust.... and the whole "fixing the relationship with the parents" wont be happening any time soon, i think my grandpa might hook me up, with some cash to tide me over...
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The agreement i had with my parents a year ago was that while i stayed at university, they covered all my costs. Any money i made through jobs etc was my own, but they covered general expences (food, rent, credit card, bills, clothes, etc etc) so anyway, recently i had some BIG legal problems and had to go to court, needless to say my parents were pissed and cut me off completely COLD TURKEY! my mother was so angry she came to my appartment and removed a lot of my furniture, and some of my clothes..after a good few weeks i realised i was completely BROKE. there was no way i could afford the rent on my appartment with the casual work i was doing and my agent and i got into a argument over the legal problems as i had to miss 3 BIG auditions.. to cut a long story short my friend told me i could live with him for a few weeks until things got better.... so basically i had the entire contents of my appartment in my car (which couldnt fit much as its only a two seater) when i get to his house i see theres about 50 people in a 3 bedroom appartment and him blind drunk...turn out he was hosting his cousins going away party, so i leave my keys, wallet and mobile phone on top of his fridge and join the fun.... about 3 hours later, my friend wants me to go get some stuff from the grocery store, i realise my keys, wallet and phone are not there....this is fucked up, i go outside to see my cars gone THIS IS NOT GOOD....so after doing some investigating it turns out that there was no way i could find out who did it as a lot of people at the party were friends of other friends. the next morning i get a call from the police saying they had found the car and it was trashed beyond beleif, and all the contents were removed. firstly the car was under my dads name (it was insured under my name though) which means when they issue a replacement I WONT GET IT cause of the fight i'm in with my parents.....so i lost a car -all my clothes were in there, prada, versace, gucci, you name it, my louis vuitton traveller bag, and LV breifcase. as well as 3 pairs of sunglasses 1 armani 2 gucci and two watches (brietling and a tag) - a 3 month old 40gig ipod with all my music. -a p4 laptop with ALL my work on it. -$1500 sony video camera -$800 in cash which i planned to live on for the next few weeks -my olympus digital camera. -my little cousins gameboy advance with about 20 games -my PS2 with all accessories, and about 10 games -a bunch of dvds -about 6 really important books. not to mention my wallet and 1 month old cell phone. so you think you've been robbed when they took your stero system? BIG FUCING DEAL! i lost a good 30% of everything i own within 2 hours fuck.
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you stole from them, and wrote on their shit cause of their lack of talent? so can i steal your stuff and write in on your walls cause i think you suck at graffiti?
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yes, yes and yes....i dont enjoy pmb's posts at all but never say anything cause people seem to be having organsms over them.
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deto sounds like a fucking moron....deto sounds like his 12 years old.
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your that fat guy with brass knuckles tatooed on the back of his arms? if so, i dont think so pal....