mr.yuck Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 @nicklesndimesHey. I got one for you. I've never had Heinz 57 sauce. 2 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LUGR Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 3 hours ago, mr.yuck said: Fix the knots? Did they fall out leaving holes? Holes of glory, ya dig. 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ndv Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 4 minutes ago, mr.yuck said: @nicklesndimesHey. I got one for you. I've never had Heinz 57 sauce. I had to go back and look that up. I forgot all about it. 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LUGR Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 2 hours ago, mr.yuck said: @nicklesndimesHey. I got one for you. I've never had Heinz 57 sauce. I think had it once….maybe I just looked at it once. Can’t remember what it tastes like. Just looked it up and it says it’s a steak sauce. Around my way, steaks don’t get sauced. 1 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fat ralphy Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 @KNIFUthat shit is bad bruh no doubt - like a 70s porn shoot that they just never cleaned up and started telling muthfuckas dont do drugs and you can pay to leave here with a gang of half-wits. Congrats on the upgrade - definitely a better plan. Skate straight though bruh, dont relapse. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fat ralphy Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 2 hours ago, mr.yuck said: @nicklesndimesHey. I got one for you. I've never had Heinz 57 sauce. I had the shit in the UK - they are all about it. Over there they cook for shit and I dont think have ever heard of a dry rub or charcoal as a matter of fact. 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
morton Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 Is it just me or have things been a little rough around the edges in life lately? On the one hand things are all good but I have been having a tough time with what, I think, are really typical mid life challenges. I made a couple of bad judgement calls this past month and I am having a hard time stopping the internal narrative, that coupled with insomnia is a tough combo. Seeing a sober living house and remembering what that kind of bullshit is like certainly puts things in perspective, I really hope that you find some tranquility in your new digs and pull though this difficult period. 1 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mauler5150 Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 1 hour ago, morton said: Is it just me or have things been a little rough around the edges in life lately? On the one hand things are all good but I have been having a tough time with what, I think, are really typical mid life challenges. I made a couple of bad judgement calls this past month and I am having a hard time stopping the internal narrative, that coupled with insomnia is a tough combo. Seeing a sober living house and remembering what that kind of bullshit is like certainly puts things in perspective, I really hope that you find some tranquility in your new digs and pull though this difficult period. ***SERIOUS POST AHEAD - please read*** It isn't just you my friend, I think today's posting spree of my entire day where I tried to give the oontz an insight into what a tourist is like to see and experience in my city if I was to guide them around, pretty much also highlights the emotional highs and lows that I seem to experience based on my surroundings and the actions of the people around me. The day was all mellow and chill at the beach, then once I got to the city, it seemed that "The Secret Space Program" kicked in and every goon around wanted to come at me from behind as I scrawled "Heaven" in kanji using my faithful "faggot" of sticks I carry with me over everything in sight. I think that things are getting closer to resolving themselves though as I recover from being almost manic to relaxed as soon as I remove myself from placed with a lot of people. If you ever feel the need to share whatever challenges you are going through, feel free to do so either on here or via PM as I have dealt with pretty much everything middle age can throw at someone (divorce, financial splits, unemployment, isolation from friends and family, homelessness, existential crisis, seeing counsellors, depression, psychosis, going back to school to get more qualifications, drugs, alcohol - anything except kids - yet I know what I would teach my own kids about the secrets to being happy the majority of the time which is what I share to my friend's kids). Whilst I am reticient to say I have all the answers to life, I really feel as qualified as it comes to give advice I believe will help you and others to find happiness, as my primary advice revolves around learning to laugh at life itself, as you look at past challenges and rough times where you stress out as being times you were just being retarded and you can laugh about how you survived then and you will do again now. Also remember the present is a gift and only you can choose whether you are happy or sad. Hope this helps you in some way, and for the judgement calls you feel you were wrong about, look at hiw significant those decisions actually will appear in context of your entire life. Reframing them as such may allow you to realise that they are not worth stressing over and you can mentally move past dwelling on them, as I have found the people I meet with a predilection towards brining up instances whereby they were wronged in the past as their default conversation method are thise people whom are in a Hell of their own making. Don't be one of those people, instead focus on remembering the good things you have done for yourself and others in the past to get back to the right frame of mind. Apologies for the novel, yet as one who also sometimes thinks "Fuck it, I should just get a load of drugs and intentionally overdose and die as I wouldn't be breaking my rule of never using needles least I crossed the line into becoming a junkie as I couldn't be a junkie if I was dead as a result of ODing" yet I also have had a friend who killed themselves when we were 21, trust me when I say it is better to not hesitate to let others know you are doing it hard as if you don't, then you may keave behind a whole heap of people to spend the rest of their lives asking why you did what you did or what more they could have done to have you still here. 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fat ralphy Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 @Mauler5150well said dude. @morton I too have been feeling it lately, like a candle being burnt ends basically. All that said - cosign with the homies view that all we can do is choose if we want to be happy or not. The problems in my life right now are hella first world. There is so much outside of our control, really all we can do is work on our perspective and try and practice self-care. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LUGR Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 14 hours ago, fat ralphy said: I had the shit in the UK - they are all about it. Over there they cook for shit and I dont think have ever heard of a dry rub or charcoal as a matter of fact. I thought they were all about their HP Sauce on everything. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LUGR Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 8 hours ago, Mauler5150 said: ***SERIOUS POST AHEAD - please read*** It isn't just you my friend, I think today's posting spree of my entire day where I tried to give the oontz an insight into what a tourist is like to see and experience in my city if I was to guide them around, pretty much also highlights the emotional highs and lows that I seem to experience based on my surroundings and the actions of the people around me. The day was all mellow and chill at the beach, then once I got to the city, it seemed that "The Secret Space Program" kicked in and every goon around wanted to come at me from behind as I scrawled "Heaven" in kanji using my faithful "faggot" of sticks I carry with me over everything in sight. I think that things are getting closer to resolving themselves though as I recover from being almost manic to relaxed as soon as I remove myself from placed with a lot of people. If you ever feel the need to share whatever challenges you are going through, feel free to do so either on here or via PM as I have dealt with pretty much everything middle age can throw at someone (divorce, financial splits, unemployment, isolation from friends and family, homelessness, existential crisis, seeing counsellors, depression, psychosis, going back to school to get more qualifications, drugs, alcohol - anything except kids - yet I know what I would teach my own kids about the secrets to being happy the majority of the time which is what I share to my friend's kids). Whilst I am reticient to say I have all the answers to life, I really feel as qualified as it comes to give advice I believe will help you and others to find happiness, as my primary advice revolves around learning to laugh at life itself, as you look at past challenges and rough times where you stress out as being times you were just being retarded and you can laugh about how you survived then and you will do again now. Also remember the present is a gift and only you can choose whether you are happy or sad. Hope this helps you in some way, and for the judgement calls you feel you were wrong about, look at hiw significant those decisions actually will appear in context of your entire life. Reframing them as such may allow you to realise that they are not worth stressing over and you can mentally move past dwelling on them, as I have found the people I meet with a predilection towards brining up instances whereby they were wronged in the past as their default conversation method are thise people whom are in a Hell of their own making. Don't be one of those people, instead focus on remembering the good things you have done for yourself and others in the past to get back to the right frame of mind. Apologies for the novel, yet as one who also sometimes thinks "Fuck it, I should just get a load of drugs and intentionally overdose and die as I wouldn't be breaking my rule of never using needles least I crossed the line into becoming a junkie as I couldn't be a junkie if I was dead as a result of ODing" yet I also have had a friend who killed themselves when we were 21, trust me when I say it is better to not hesitate to let others know you are doing it hard as if you don't, then you may keave behind a whole heap of people to spend the rest of their lives asking why you did what you did or what more they could have done to have you still here. Best novel you have written to date. 1 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fat ralphy Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 3 hours ago, LUGR said: I thought they were all about their HP Sauce on everything. Yeah you might be right about that……any Brits feel free to chime in. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LUGR Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 2 hours ago, fat ralphy said: Yeah you might be right about that……any Brits feel free to chime in. Unfortunately, I don’t think we have any anymore…? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nicklesndimes Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 18 hours ago, mr.yuck said: @nicklesndimesHey. I got one for you. I've never had Heinz 57 sauce. heinz 57.. kinda like A1 sauce consistency, with a more bbq-ish flavor. i think anyway, idk.. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KNIFU Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 So my new job has a dope vegetarian market near by. They have a a hot bar and all kinds of vegetarian food and snacks. I have been on that tip whenever I can. It’s pretty nice getting healthy. I guess the sauce would be peanut sauce with the summer roll. 1 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nicklesndimes Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 oh man that sounds amazing 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mr.yuck Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 Peanut sauce is the truth. I sometimes use it as salad dressing. 1 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KNIFU Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 My new land lord is this super cool uncle he put me On to this band have you guys ever heard of it? 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KNIFU Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 (edited) Is this band sick or what? Edited June 10 by KNIFU Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NightmareOnElmStreet Posted June 10 Author Share Posted June 10 My dawgs. Hbd later grammed for the big homie @KILZ FILLZ Straight up some blink your eyes and wake up 5 years later shit going on fr. Gotta have fun whenever we can man. Force that shit if you’re a couch potato cause ain’t no guarantees on tmrw. I been out a good deal lately playing lots of pool at the local haunt. The table is god awful but the times are great. 1 3 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KNIFU Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 (edited) : ) Edited June 10 by KNIFU Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nicklesndimes Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 rip the unabomber 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KNIFU Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 /thread Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ndv Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 50 minutes ago, nicklesndimes said: rip the unabomber Wait what? He died? No! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mauler5150 Posted June 11 Share Posted June 11 6 hours ago, LUGR said: Best novel you have written to date. Thankyou for the feedback. And given @fat ralphy feels somewhat the same, I will dedicate this one to @LUGR and him. Well I guess it is the cumulative experience of the 10000 pages I wrote of my travels through the entirety of the emotional spectrum, some of it whilst being baked out of my head, which really would compile into the "Diary of a Madman" if other's were to ever read it. Writing actually became my way of socialising as I ostracised myself from friends and family whilst on my existential crisis journey into making sense of my self as simultaneously part of and distinctly separate from the One universal God/Simulation or whatever terminology one chooses to apply to the consciousness framework that allows us to percieve ourselves and the world around us. So something I should have added above was the act of writing diwn what was running through my head at any specific tine, was not only extremy cathartic, but it allowed me to channel whatever rage, anger, negativity or homicidal or suicidal thought onto the pages of my device. The benefit of this is that I can look back in years to come, or leave my relatives an extremely detailed account of my life and character that would far exceed me telling them "Go read Matthew and Luke in the Bible and use your imagination to interpret it", especially given the videos and photos I have to match the events of the scriptures in what I refer to as a "UTF-8 encoded" format. Especially since not only have I gone through enough of the Book of Matthew to where I can attribute specific images to decode the text to where only a fool would dispute the metaphor being depicted to them as beyond mere coincidence, but any disputing would moreso be based in fear that "If God is real and this guy is potentially the Messiah prophecised to "Come after Jesus" which Jesus warned people about, then I am accountable for whstever fucked up things I have done in my life". As you can imagine, rather than look at actual evidence Doctors just use their Devilish Sadomasochistic Manual, aka the DSM5 to diagnose someone who makes such a claim unaware of that fact that in discovering yourself to be "One with God" you are every sound, word, letter of every language ever devised so any singular term they wish to categorise and label you with from "Genius" to "Psycho" is relevant, applicable and true. As such, reconciling the fact I was Hitler, the Unabomber, Ghengis Khan etc all in past incarnations created for me to learn of and percieve such that I could refine and define my icgaracter and identity to a perfect being of love by abandoning any desire to replicate the path of these politically driven leaders, is the purpose of mine (& I believe other's) life. Also I can thank @Bojanglesfor planting the seed to write down my life story with the extract he posted of his autobiography. While mine lacks a significant depth of detail of my childhood, there are many callbacks throughout the passages of my adult life experiences which refer to my childhood which is expected as I live within and for the moment and it is impossible to linearly recall every significant event and experience from my blessed childhood. Anyway I don't want to make this thread about me, and hopefully this sharing of wgat I was up to in my time away from the oontz encourages others to own their life and the experiences and choices they made to where they can love themselves to where they become beyond the judgement of anyobe else and will happily divulge this love for themselves by writing it down online as I now do. As if you cannot prove you love yourself free of negative judgement, good luck proving you love anyone else. Perhaps one day I may share sone of what I wrote during times of chemically assisted madness, once it is contextually proven via passing drug tests and reintegrating into the fear filled metaphorical mask wearing "normal" society (whereby people gave certain "masks" they wear in their workplace and public that differ from the one they wear in private or around close friends) such that more people can learn from me that you are only decieving and harming yourself(and by extension the society we live in) in doing this. It took me 35 years to discover this, abd if I can share in the hopes of preventing someone finding themselves in Hell itself to where they legit want to kill themselves, or at least let them know I was capable of going to the edge of this place in one's psyche, yet I was able to find a reason to not go through with it, then are you wishing to become a bitch by saying those who chose to live are mentally stronger than those whom choose to end themselves? As whilst I once thought those who fall to suicide made a brave choice, I realise that it was weak as it is alot easier to exist in nothingness (I know because I remember that is where I originated thanks to a Kundalini awakening -coincidently the same event which triggered my descent into madness and the descent out of it). TLDR - If I (and other's) can save one single other person over the course of their life from choosing suicide by giving them a reason to live and persist in, and ultimately laugh at, this unfair, inequitable world, then you have lived a life of purpose, meaning and truth. Anything beyond that is the icing on the cake. @LUGRwhilst you may not have picked up on it but you gave me a reason to live (which I hope is reciprocated!!!) by answering my post about getting a reunion 12oz shirt, as I fully intend to get myself back in a financial position to make it happen, which I hope gives you reason to stick around so that it can. This example I hope clarifies the overall point I am attempting to make in the least Jesus-y, least preachy, and least egotistical, most loving manner possible. As after all, thanks to Raven and the comedy provided by the members here, I am sure we all recognise through the members that have been lost or have dropped off, the world and forum was in a better place when we were all making each other laugh (or be laughed at) than it is otherwise. So with this said, enjoy this pic of the overweight version of me and Jesus Christ, I mean Jean Claude I took whilst in the home of beer - Belgium itself, back in 2014 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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