what do you think you look like to other people/how do you feel about yourself

[Guest willy.wonka]

"IF I WERE A GIRL,I WOULD WANT TO FUCK ME."

[bOOGIE HANDS]

 

"I DUNNO.IM ME."

[TT BOY]

 

"i dunno why i wrote so much. blaw."

devilush

[Guest willy.wonka]

Re: ...I'm going in the garden to eat worms.....

 

Originally posted by bodice_ripper

I'm a short, stubby girl with a mohawk and tattoos. I am almost universally loathed by the rest of the Irish scene ( all 12 of them). I was told its because "Real headz parlay", and I still don't know what he was on about - can you imagine somone talking like that in ireland?:rolleyes:

parlay?:lick:

[seven.13]

I'm chillin

[A Fire Inside]

sorry

 

In High School, after people met me and talked to me, they would tell me how they used to be afraid of me because apparently I walked the hall's with a very pissed and angry look, and the area around my eye's are dark, so I guess it's scary or something.

 

It depends on where I am and how I'm dressed I suppose. If I'm at work, they probably just think I'm a nice young man. If they were to see me outside of work, they'd probably feel a bit different. I mean, I am a nice young man, but older people would probably see a hoodlum.

 

As for me, I don't feel good about myself very often. I have a low self-esteem, if any at all. So I am constantly putting myself down, and twisting other people's words around so that it seems they are putting me down. Once in a while, I will enjoy how I am though.

[ubejinxed]

one big stress case

 

i am in a constant state of personal reflection, which in some ways is good but sometimes leads to a downward spiral.

 

all in all i'm almost completely satisfied with what i have. i am thankful everyday for the life i have led, the family i have, the world i live in.

 

there are always things that i would like to change, like the fact i'd like my waist to be smaller. right now though i'm fairly satisfied with how i am since i think my boyfriend, who is the sexiest man around can't be that wrong. yah i'm living large right now. .:crazy:

 

the way other people see me? 100% no bullshit, know where u stand, speak my mind too much, opinionated, strong headed, firey chica. short girl, long haired - appearing confident but not really being so. seeming to always be in charge, but always second guessing. act like i'm the shit but know that i'm not. i guess if i act like i am there maybe someday i will be.

 

i'm on a personal quest right now to be more considerate, more giving, more respectful, and WAY more compasionate. i've come 23 years without giving a fuck and it's about time i start giving back. "one hand will wash the other"

 

sorry this is so long.

[Devilush]

Re: whenone

 

Originally posted by willy.wonka

you guys dont know how bad i wanna use my real name on here.....

 

i love your real name.....

[Guest RaiD]

Re: posted by RAID

 

Originally posted by willy.wonka

"i observe everything around me and take in all my suroundings. "

why did you quote me... did i say something wrong?

[Guest Pilau Hands]

I think other people see me as alternating between very shy, and completely manic and loud. This is true. On occasion I've been told I'm cute. This I do not see...but who am I to argue. I'm a good listener, which is trouble because it can land me in the "friend zone." I'm a procrastinator. If I get something done...there is singing in the mountainside villages. I don't own a large flashy wardrobe, but I'm happy with everything I've got. 455, you and I should get a flannel exchange program going...that plus jeans and a hoodie is my monthly arsenal. Oh and the funky winter hat...except right now it's damn near 70 degrees...

[unknown]

short and skinny

the quiet kid, but not to the point of being the wierd quiet kid

cute... like a brother :o

people say i'm funny, but i'm not so sure

[Guest willy.wonka]

Re: Re: posted by RAID

 

Originally posted by RaiD

why did you quote me... did i say something wrong?

HELL NAH..its tight...i do the same...these are things i see peole do constantly..people have feelings,yah know...."i watch people watch people"...sorta thing...if someone at a party is observing and staying to themselves,i go up to them and talk,because i know how it is...some people just act stupid and i dont want to get "jiggy" with that.i look for the more real in life...

 

we all have our little troubles,but in reality its nothing..

[When]

Re: whenone

 

Originally posted by willy.wonka

you guys dont know how bad i wanna use my real name on here.....

 

gene wilder?

[Guest willy.wonka]

yeah..

 

no...my african name..abunda'zuwandi

[BIG T]

i look cooler than John Travolta in Saturday Night Fever.... it gotta be the hair!!!:D

[taper]

im 57 and only weigh 145 pounds. im muscular naturally but people that are bigger than me consider me scary. alot of people are scared of me and i dont know why. i like to piss people off and alot of people have a bad preception of me and some avoid talking to me to understand that im really a very nice guy. i have a bad temper but can control it. i think im good looking but am self concious to talk to girls for some reason. i really think i have the worst luck with the opposite sex. i have no idea why. i guess i dont have that "something' or whatever. but besided having a bad image and being not able to talk to girls im allright i guess.....

[EatMorGlue]

my sister thinks i'm gonna be the next unabomber. and i saw a girl i went to high school with recently and one of the first things she asked was if i was still gonna use my evil genious to take over the world. so i guess there's a mad scientist type quality about me that people see, although i don't see it. :o

[Fuxus]

I've been told I look like Conan O'Brien hundreds if not thousands of times, oh and Timothy McVeigh.

I liked that one.

[jah]

ive always been thin so ive always thought girls probably think im too skinny. i never really cared till i hit some growth spurts. but when i moved to hawaii all the fuckers there were all ripped from surfing and shit so i had to start hittin the weights. ive definatley noticed a difference but not as much as others. i still feel kinda skinny but my friends think i look pretty big and girls tell me ive got a good body so.... im happy with that but i still gotta get bigger!!!!!im way too fuckin self conscious. ive noticed that i pull more chicks tho if im not self conscious and just be cool with the way i look.

[sectorTVA]

im overly paranoid...i only trust my closest friends who are in texas right now....every one else that i meet i feel as if they are talking shit about me behind my back....i attribute this to being picked on alot as i was growing up through out elementary, middle and high school...its pretty hard for me to believe otherwise, that, and i ackknowledge that i am a dorky fellow without a doubt, so thats just more against me...but the truth is im a nice guy, however people still tend to avoid me...i took a personality test once, and it said people will often mistaken introversion and shyness and interpret it as being a mean person...i guess....nothing else to explain why i dont meet very many people...that and i hardly ever smile unless im with people i know...

[jah]

yo sector, i know how u feel. im not hte cheesin type either and everyone thinks im hella mad all the time or somethin. i just dont like frontin so unless somethin makes me smile, i dont (usually). im workin on changin that tho cus i dont want folks to think im pissed off all the time.

[Santa Claus]

Re: sorry

 

Originally posted by A Fire Inside

In High School, after people met me and talked to me, they would tell me how they used to be afraid of me because apparently I walked the hall's with a very pissed and angry look, and the area around my eye's are dark, so I guess it's scary or something.

 

It depends on where I am and how I'm dressed I suppose. If I'm at work, they probably just think I'm a nice young man. If they were to see me outside of work, they'd probably feel a bit different. I mean, I am a nice young man, but older people would probably see a hoodlum.

 

As for me, I don't feel good about myself very often. I have a low self-esteem, if any at all. So I am constantly putting myself down, and twisting other people's words around so that it seems they are putting me down. Once in a while, I will enjoy how I am though.

 

thats pretty on point with how i am.

i guess i'm pretty intimidating first meeting me, which i think is hilarious cause i'm honestly a big wimp.

i guess i'm way more of a smartass than i thought, people are always telling me i should be slapped way more for some of the shit i say. oh well.

i worry that people think of me as being lazy/indifferent/unintelligent. probably because i am all those thinks and i wish i werent. but...i get over it and go on with being me.

 

i used to think i was such an idiot and that i was a slacker because all i ever do is music...until i realized that most musicians dont do shit other than odd jobs here and there, to pay for their music. its what im good at...so, i dont know why i wouldnt continue with it.

my self esteem varies. i either absolutely hate myself, or amaze myself. i wish i could just be in the middle.