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Where is a good image host to use as photobucket has locked me out.

I promise that there is more to this tale, now I am at the point whereby I can post a more detailed synopsis of events that have transpired over the past few years. Anyway, I will try to use the mobile app to upload some images to get started.

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Anyway I am not sure where to start so I guess I will explain the muses. Long after my last thread I think back in 2009 when I went to Amsterdam, I ended up marrying a colleague and we got married in India in 2011. It was a full on Hindu ceremony whereby this white as fuck guy got elevated to the status of a God for a day and had some weird ceremonial effects take place over the course of the 24 hour ceremony. I may post pics of this later when I blur my face. Anyway, After a few more trips to various countries in Europe,  it wasn’t working out with the wife as I could not sacrifice my self respect and dignity to bow down to her (rich) parents, and my constant issues with seemingly being married to the entire family it took its toll on me mentally and then I had to give up my life of luxury, the McMansion and the garage full of German cars. After returning from a 6 week trip to Europe in June, my wife then decided to file for divorce in 2015, so I decided to say fuck it and pursue my long held goal of shooting some hot women in varying states of undress.

 

So using my divorce settlement I bought a camera and went on a solo trip to Europe to go watch a couple of rock concerts in Rotterdam and Oslo and then I headed to Frankfurt to hire a Lamborghini to go cruise on the autobahn. The Ayreon concert was 1 of only 4 shows and was called the Theater Equation whereby they played one of my favourite albums in full in Rotterdam, before going to Oslo to watch my favourite singer Jorn Lande play a hometown gig. Indulging in the awesomeness of those shows I then headed to Germany to cross another thing off my bucket list which had plagued me for 40 odd years. Having paid my $1100 deposit to get the Lambo, I get to Frankfurt to find that the UK based hire company ghosted me and was apparently some sort of online scam given I booked before I left for Australia. I was therefore stuck in Frankfurt for 3 or4 days with nothing to do, so I walked around and found that the city had a bigger redlight district than Amsterdam. It was therefore an obligation to go look through the brothels to see how they compared to Amsterdam to see if there were any chicks who I could potentially shoot, but given the streets were crawling with junkies who were shooting up in the open and I felt really uneasy I didn’t get to sample any of the girls nor find any to shoot.

 

Leaving Frankfurt I headed to Prague, to stay in an artists studio and meet up with one of my favourite pornstars of all time who had found me the place to stay thanks to the wonders of the internet. I had a few days before I got to shoot her

Which were spent getting blind drunk with some fellow tourists before we went to Darling Caberet to watch some strip shows. We ended up with a stateside seat as we watched girl after girl dance before I learned that all the girls were available to fuck should I feel the urge.

 

After we finished our 10 beers and I waited on my co-conspirator to finish up fucking some big titted hooker, we emptied out onto the street whereby we were immediately greeted by some black guy asking if I wanted any coke. It doesn’t take a genius to figure out that my response was an enthusiastic “fuck yeah” and he sorted me out with the powder and my friend with some green.

 

It was a massive night which saw us end up out in the suburbs of Prague which was a depressing place full of weird cunts which was a far cry from the general vibe of the centre of town. It was a massive night which ended up 4pm the next day before I rested up before I got to tick off the next bucket list item on my list.

 

So I met up with Svet (the girl in the bath) at her friend’s place in Prague, before she took me to go shoot and stay in a castle. Her boyfriend who is a skilled photographer came along to teach me various things given I really had a very simple understanding of photography and to assist with lighting and it was seeing their relationship, as artist and his muse, which showed me what it was that I truly wanted in a partner. While my ex was essentially perfect, it was the fact that I couldn’t handle her family having such an involvement in our relationship which saw us split up.

 

The next day Svet’s friend came to shoot with me at the castle and pick me up to take me back to Prague, as I was heading back to Amsterdam again prior to coming home to Australia. But at least now I knew what I want in a woman, but having my freedom back after being married made me realise how I love being on my own so much that I wouldn’t compromise in my journey to find myself the ultimate muse otherwise I would be happier being alone.

 

Anyway attached to this post is random shots of my travels from this trip which I have on my phone, I need to export more from Lightroom (note I have over 74000 photos in my LR library so excuse the disorganised posting order. I will try fix this going forward)

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15 minutes ago, Mauler5150 said:

 

 But at least now I knew what I want in a woman, but having my freedom back after being married made me realise how I love being on my own so much that I wouldn’t compromise in my journey to find myself the ultimate muse otherwise I would be happier being alone.

True shit

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So from Amsterdam I returned to Australia and headed back to the Corporate world once again, noting that I had seen the sort of relationship I wanted, had crossed off a long held bucketlist items in having seen a show which was captured for dvd, had a beer with my favorite singer, met my favorite pornstar and had shot some beautiful pictures of women just as I had wanted to do since seeing my first Playboy magazine way back as a kid. So life continued on, as I still had a couple of items left on my life bucketlist, namely the Lambo and the job of finding the perfect muse.

 

It was over the next few months while living in a sharehouse with friends whereby I ended up hitting the drugs and mostly retreating into my own world of solitude more often than heading out on the piss with my friends. On my own I was free to get as high as I wanted, with nobody to answer to, while I trawled the internet looking for things to add to my bucketlist, as well as potential muses which I could shoot in the interim as I proceeded on my quest to find the perfect muse who I would be able to hopefully get into a relationship with.

 

As we entered 2016, I met a girl on tumblr who was in New Jersey that I seemingly got along well enough with and she loved my images enough that she wanted to be my muse. While I was in no rush to go to the USA, it was nice to have the perfect compromise of an online only girlfriend who was more than happy to help get me off via the magic of online video chats, which was a welcome thing as it allowed me to live my life of being free from having to answer to anyone while still having someone there to chat with should I have the urge. Strangely enough, I have long believed that as sex is all in the mind, I can get myself off better by having a wank than fucking some girl who is too prudish to keep up with my perverse mind. I had learned from my marriage that mostly relationships are going to be more trouble than they are worth 95% of the time, so this new found venture whereby I had a digital connection with someone was the perfect compromise and a great alternative to porn.

 

So I continued to get high and go online until I met another girl, a 21 year old Hawaiian chick living in Vegas who was keen to shoot with me one day. And then the next part of the adventure, which I refer to as the "J.R. Rider tour of debauchery".

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3 minutes ago, Kults said:

Few of those look a little old to be IG thot-ing it up but props nonetheless

Well they are older but that is what I wanted to shoot. Nothing beats experience, and given that Svet has worked with all of the people who have had an influence on me, it made her perfect as I was able to benefit from having a model to shoot that barely needed any direction which allowed me to concentrate on getting my settings right on my camera. If you go look on Pornhub and search ‘Meridian’ you will see her in her prime from when she was a Wicked Girl just like Jenna Jameson herself ?

 

She is pretty much retired and now just organises photo holidays with models and photographers whereby they all go stay in a castle/lodge/etc to shoot images all day and party all night. While she wanted to arrange younger girls for me to shoot, I insisted that I would prefer to shoot more experienced girls, so it is what is is.

 

Thanks to her I was able to learn about and get a SEDcard which pretty much qualifies and allows me to go shoot with references. This is pretty much a necessity to shoot images of naked chicks and legitimises me as opposed to just being another random perv with a camera. If I shot a younger girl or someone who wasn’t as friendly, I never would have gotten to know about SEDcards etc which would have possibly stopped me from doing what comes next.

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1 minute ago, Mauler5150 said:

Well they are older but that is what I wanted to shoot. Nothing beats experience, and given that Svet has worked with all of the people who have had an influence on me, it made her perfect as I was able to benefit from having a model to shoot that barely needed any direction which allowed me to concentrate on getting my settings right on my camera. If you go look on Pornhub and search ‘Meridian’ you will see her in her prime from when she was a Wicked Girl just like Jenna Jameson herself ?

 

She is pretty much retired and now just organises photo holidays with models and photographers whereby they all go stay in a castle/lodge/etc to shoot images all day and party all night. While she wanted to arrange younger girls for me to shoot, I insisted that I would prefer to shoot more experienced girls, so it is what is is.

 

Thanks to her I was able to learn about and get a SEDcard which pretty much qualifies and allows me to go shoot with references. This is pretty much a necessity to shoot images of naked chicks and legitimises me as opposed to just being another random perv with a camera. If I shot a younger girl or someone who wasn’t as friendly, I never would have gotten to know about SEDcards etc which would have possibly stopped me from doing what comes next.

i feel ya. Good move

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I found a stack of photos from the days around the aforementioned adventure which I had saved on an external HD and have yet to manage to upload them to my icloud libraryP9250557.thumb.JPG.1ce9e5c13935eac9fd536e4c15668b87.JPG. So here are a few shots from my few days in Oslo, Norway. I have skipped over my images from Amsterdam and my previous overseas trips, which were mostly just glorified shopping holidays. I know these aren't as exciting as the shots of the girls, but Oslo seemed like a pretty chilled out city, similar to how I found Stockholm when I visited there. I mainly just walked around the centre of town and went out for a daytrip to the ski jump they used in the Winter Olympics and seeing that shit in reality made me realise how fucking insane those jumpers must be to launch themselves off that ramp. I lost the only image I took at the concert when I got banned from Facebook, as I only uploaded it to FB when I took it.

 

It is losing my images in events such as that which is driving me to put a string of them here as another way of backing up, so I have spent most of the past day going through my Lightroom library and getting images from my 2009 Amsterdam holiday onto my phone so I can have a backup copy in iCloud given I have no physical copies of a tonne of my images anymore. I will try update this thread with images from the various places I have travelled to along with little stories of what happened, but the more interesting part of the tale is the part that began from this trip when I was a solo man on a mission. To give you my perspective as to why I really enjoy capturing images of things is because my Grandma ended up getting alzhiemers and couldn't even remember who I was before she died so if I can at least keep images and videos to jog my memory of the sights and sounds that reverberated in the universe over the course of my lifetime. And with my head, it is better that I am behind the camera anyway.

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So below is a shot of the mighty ski jump followed up by images of the studio I stayed in in Prague. Strangely enough, the stairs that are pictured leads to an underground blues club where the owner (who also happens to be a sick photographer/painter/musician/sculptor/artist) holds blues artists as well as parties with stacks of models. Dude is for sure living the life and you can imagine my surprise when I arrived and I met his girlfriend who is a perfect 10 in her early 20s, hahaha. Given I knew he was a more mature guy in his 50s it was rather unexpected but they were great hosts and I highly enjoyed staying there. I thought I had pics of the coke I mentioned but you will have to make do with the weed. I included a few shots of the centre of town and you can see how we walked through the park to end up in the seedy part of town after the allnighter I described in my previous post.

 

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The treehouse was just another part of the property complex where I stayed as there were like 4 buildings, the main house, an apartment block, a detached unit and the atelier/studio building with the nightclub and studio upstairs. As I said, the guy who owns it has a sweet setup

 

Yeah fellow Aussie here and should I ever venture to the capital I will hit you up for sure Hua. I thought that someone here would be familiar with Meridian's work as if you had seen her perform you most likely wouldn't forget it ? I wouldn't be surprised if there is some mention of her in one of my 8000 odd posts on here as welI ? It makes me happy to see that there are others who can respect her work during that phase of her life and are happy to hear she has moved on and is doing well. To meet someone who has experienced the life she has and to get to feel her excitement and enthusiasm for life is one of the best things that has happened to me in all honesty. To know that she has found her ideal partner and gets to do work she loves while being a mother made me happy when I met her and I will forever be grateful for her words to me that "Anything is possible" which she backed up by arranging everything I was after and then some. 

 

So to give a bit more detail if you are ever interested on doing a photography trip as a photographer to hang out with other photographers and models at a 'workshop' holiday you can get in contact with Svetlana at her website below:

 

https://shootparty.webnode.cz/

 

From there you can get a sense of the different models and coming events and trips that are planned and it is now on my bucketlist to attend one of the events as my shoot and the location etc was just arranged for me over email before I left Oz.But given I just anticipated shooting in a small studio to being informed that she could arrange castles, cars, animals etc and then getting to experience what is was like to stay in said castle was beyond even the extent of my wildest imagination. I also caught up with her upon my return to Prague (I will get around to this part later) and I am happy to consider her a friend who has given me some sage life advice when we have spoken on FB messenger.

 

Sorry to have come out with what seems like an advertisement or sales pitch, but given the service level I received during my dealings with Svetlana I thought it appropriate to give her business a shout out here as a way of saying thanks and also as a way of me divulging details of my story as I am doing this as some sort of catharsis (which will become apparent once we get to the darker phases of the tale).

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Anyway, now to get back onto the story.

 

I left Prague for a few more days in Amsterdam before I had to return home to Oz. While there I did the usual shit of getting high and walking around taking photos. I caught up with a guy who I knew from a guitar forum I am a member of for a few beers and it was during this visit to Amsterdam where I gave my Portuguese roommate at the backpackers my guided tour of Amsterdam in which we covered the entire city in 1 day, walking 30km around the city I showed him all I had learned about the place from my previous stays there. 

 

I love Amsterdam and refer to it as my spiritual home. I have visited there on every trip I have made to Europe because not only does it feel like my home away from home, it is just the one place whereby you can speak to anyone at any time without a chance of encountering the agro you get pretty much everywhere else. From simple conversations started from being asked "Have you got a lighter" I have met many people who I would consider friends that live in different countries and one of my best friends who occupies a place on one of the fingers that I can count all my true friends on that I have met up with on return visits to EU and when he came to Australia one time. Also my birthday is the same day as King's Day -May the 4th - so to know that the entire Netherlands has a holiday to celebrate my birthday is just a crazy coincidence. In the rest of the world most just refer to my birthday as Star Wars day which upon the revelation of my middle name may cause some Star Wars fans to hate me because the fanboys of SW are those kind of people which worship it above all others even as the attempts to dilute the value of said series are seemingly successful so far.

 

The whole concept of Dutch tolerance law and it's ethos of "Do what you want as long as it isn't negatively affecting anyone else" has been the primary principle of my philosophy I have developed over my life to date. If only more places were to implement this way of logical thinking then the world would be a better place. While this may seem like an impossible pipe dream due to mass media forcing people to divert their attention away from themselves and instead focusing on celebrities such as the Kardashian's and which basketball player is currently in the process of impregnating them I can only but hope that one day a majority of people stop worrying about how others choose to live their lives and instead focus on their own self. I say this due to us recently being awakened to the pleasure of having our house doors kicked in and being threatened with axe and machete wielding natives at 2am one morning because of their jealousy of my brother. While this is another story for another day, I think the simple fact that they only took his car keys and some basketball jerseys before stealing his car didn't warrant the gang of them breaking through our front door security screen, smashing 2 of the front door glass panels as well as multiple windows and totalling the back gate of storage shed door before stealing his car shows what fuckheads who are so busy worrying about others rather than themselves are capable of. 

 

Anyway, enough of my rant about current events, here are some shots of Amsterdam from my numerous trips there for your amusement.

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Funny story. The 2 dudes pictured above were from New York that accosted me on the street asking about where to find “cheese”. I took them to a coffeeshop and got high with them then took them on a tour of the RLD before we went down that famous narrow street (pictured) and we lost them temporarily for 15 or so mins. This photo was taken after they reappeared having the greatest moment of their lives having each just fucked “10s” during their disappearance having vanished into two of the red lit doors adorning that tiny street. They loved Amsterdam from that moment forward.

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So after returning home I got back into the work routine of 9 to 5 and eventually met a girl on tumblr who I eventually learned was the "Queen of meth tumblr" as she liked to describe herself. We ended up messing around online with her giving me some naughty shows over Skype and it seemed to be a healthy compromise as I had a woman I could talk to whenever I needed (because she was always awake) without the burden of a relationship. She was in New Jersey and was willing to be my muse should I ever visit that part of the world. Given I had just returned from Europe and we only get so much annual leave, if this was to happen it would not be for a while anyway, so we kept in touch as I progressed on my journey to find the perfect muse.

 

Being back home and having set up my online profiles on a few sites I had the blonde girl I posted before contact me as she liked my images and was wanting to shoot as she was visiting my city. As you can see, we ended up shooting together and my portfolio expanded a little more. She was a girl from San Fran who was visiting Australia and she had a few tales of her own. As she was leaving I gave her a couple party favours to help her sleep on the flight home so she was down with it.

 

Not long after this, through some weird internet adventure while high I stumbled across a 21 year old Hawaiian chick who was in Vegas studying to become a Doctor that I struck up a friendship with. She loved my photos and was keen to shoot, so we discussed various themes for the shoot etc. Given my increasing boredom with work, and this girl offering me free accomodation should I come to Vegas, I hastily made the decision to go to the USA for the first time as we seemed to be getting along great and I had some crazy idea that this girl could potentially be the muse I was seeking given she was intelligent and into partying similar to myself. So in a matter of weeks it was decided that I would be flying to Vegas and would be spending my 35th birthday there so I had to make sure that it was going to be a trip to remember.

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