CardboardCondo Posted February 27, 2014 Share Posted February 27, 2014 im going thru a big change in my life right now. as most or all of you know i was homeless for a good stretch last year. eating very little drugging very much. not taking care of myself and not caring about anyone. but htis year has proved much different. I started school mid janurary. living with my parents. trying to get a job. trying to stay away from hard ass drugs that leave me incapacitated. but i feel that this i a BIG turning point in my life. i can feel that if i make certain choices in life, i will be taking that road for a long time. so its kind of like a fork in the road type situation. im off all benzodiazepines (which i was on for 10-15 years straight). i got off those in the first quarter of last year. i blame a lot of my problems on them and getting off them. it was fucking shitty. but yea. .i deleted my fb. and am trying not to reactivate it because of a few reasons. i have not really had a clear mind like this since i was around 14 or 15 before i started using klonopin. so basically what im saying is the last 10-15 years has been a blur and last year was fucking hell. but im slowly getting better. i think. :scrambled::D Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CardboardCondo Posted February 27, 2014 Author Share Posted February 27, 2014 oh yea and the package exchange circle should be posted on here as well from fb. cause im still down. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
UPS! Posted February 27, 2014 Share Posted February 27, 2014 Good to hear man, I don't know your personally but glad you've decided to make positive moves in your life. Im at a bit of a crossroads right now myself, I don't have any major problems per say it's more of a which direction do I go now? Keep us updated on your improvement. What are you going to school for? I just graduated and am fucking glad im done for a while. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CardboardCondo Posted February 27, 2014 Author Share Posted February 27, 2014 Graphic Arts. im taking web design and history of graphics this sem Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CardboardCondo Posted February 27, 2014 Author Share Posted February 27, 2014 oh yea... and my mom is a fucking triple OG for all the help she has given me. she has fought for me so much with my dad they almost got divorced. a million shout outs to my moms. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
UPS! Posted February 27, 2014 Share Posted February 27, 2014 Sounds rad, my brother is killing that stuff right now. Yeah my Mom is a champion as well, id be an awful human being without her love and support. Pops was more of a friend than a parent, his dad died on him young so I can't totally fault him. But now that im grown and successful isn't the time to be trying to come back into my life. Moms are the shit. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Inappropriate_Responder Posted February 27, 2014 Share Posted February 27, 2014 Good luck Beers. Cheers. Took you long enough. Some folks never reach this far. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CardboardCondo Posted February 27, 2014 Author Share Posted February 27, 2014 Yeah my Mom is a champion as well, id be an awful human being without her love and support. Pops was more of a friend than a parent, his dad died on him young so i can't totally fault him. But now that im grown and successful isn't the time to be trying to come back into my life. Moms are the shit. yup, my stories a little similar. dad was always there but he never interacted with us. just stayed to himself. but his dad left him before he was born. i never really thought about the psychology of it but it makes since now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CardboardCondo Posted February 27, 2014 Author Share Posted February 27, 2014 Good luck Beers. Cheers. Took you long enough. Some folks never reach this far. thanks dude Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MedicineCabinet Posted February 28, 2014 Share Posted February 28, 2014 good stuff, man Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ipod90 Posted February 28, 2014 Share Posted February 28, 2014 Good shit on getting off the hard work, but dude you didn't even mention what your purpose in life is. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CILONE/SK Posted February 28, 2014 Share Posted February 28, 2014 You didn't mention herorin. You staying off that? What about your kid? How you doing with her? Asking because I am wondering, since you didn't mention it. Not trying to be an ass to you. Wouldn't know anything about it, except your baby's mama and you had a public fight here. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hua Guofang Posted February 28, 2014 Share Posted February 28, 2014 Just get it done. You've made the change, now get on with your life, don't be a waste. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Porcelain Posted February 28, 2014 Share Posted February 28, 2014 You've taken the step and gotten a lot further than most do when they have issues. Congrats bro and keep it up. You're keeping busy which seems to be helping. Adding work on top of that would just help more. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fist 666 Posted March 3, 2014 Share Posted March 3, 2014 Good on you. Get straight and get ahead. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CILONE/SK Posted March 3, 2014 Share Posted March 3, 2014 Turning a fucked up life around is always good. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
morton Posted March 3, 2014 Share Posted March 3, 2014 I would recommend a period of abstinence from all mind altering substances. My experience indicates that positive momentum takes a long time to get going and a longer time to start returning on itself so be patient. I would also posit that while you are studying graphic design that you work on some related and unrelated skills such as basic programming, excel etc. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CardboardCondo Posted March 3, 2014 Author Share Posted March 3, 2014 I would recommend a period of abstinence from all mind altering substances. My experience indicates that positive momentum takes a long time to get going and a longer time to start returning on itself so be patient. I would also posit that while you are studying graphic design that you work on some related and unrelated skills such as basic programming, excel etc. yea im taking history of graphics and web coding this semester. dont think i mentioned that. its aight. web design is monotonous as fuck. but im getting it in. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CardboardCondo Posted March 3, 2014 Author Share Posted March 3, 2014 cilone im off all drugs and have been. my kid is great. shes my world and id stab a mofo for her. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CardboardCondo Posted March 3, 2014 Author Share Posted March 3, 2014 yea im taking history of graphics and web coding this semester. dont think i mentioned that. its aight. web design is monotonous as fuck. but im getting it in. going to class is WAY different now too. i dont know what it is but i guess i have been out of commission for a while, socially. its hard to get back into the swing of things im thinking. street life aint nothing good. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Brickos Posted March 3, 2014 Share Posted March 3, 2014 Was good Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Decyferon Posted March 4, 2014 Share Posted March 4, 2014 Good luck man glad you are turning things around! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Toiletseat Posted March 4, 2014 Share Posted March 4, 2014 follow your own fuckin' instinct and keep on creating your new life Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ThatDrawingBitch Posted March 4, 2014 Share Posted March 4, 2014 You know I been following you on FB and we have little chats and that and I'm chuffed for you dude. Keep going, your girl is adorable, keep learning, keep striving, make yourself healthy and strong for that little cherub :) You've def changed just in the few months I've know you... keep at it #GoCondo Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CardboardCondo Posted March 4, 2014 Author Share Posted March 4, 2014 thanks yall. yea TDB i rememebr last year i was mad at the world cussing fb everyday. ahh it feels good not to be down in the dumps. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Inappropriate_Responder Posted March 4, 2014 Share Posted March 4, 2014 my bro got 15 years no early release. dude is 32 now wishing he found that turning point. he lived dat life. dont fuck it up. or you're gonna relate. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CardboardCondo Posted March 4, 2014 Author Share Posted March 4, 2014 word. thats some shit. sorry to hear. thanks. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NightmareOnElmStreet Posted March 5, 2014 Share Posted March 5, 2014 stay up niqqa mane. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
!@#$% Posted March 19, 2014 Share Posted March 19, 2014 onward and upward it's never too late to make good choices, set goals, and achieve dreams :scowl: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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