vanfullofretards Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 Lately I've been having panic attacks about death. I'm not religious so like I've always known that once you die THAT'S IT. You're done. But lately it's been really starting to freak me out.. I DON'T WANNA FUCKING DIE!!! I'll just be washin my hands or something and all of a sudden that thought hits me again my heart starts racing and i cant catch my breath and i just freeze for a few seconds. It's fucked up because once I'm dead (or anyone for that matter) it'll be like before i was born. I dont have any memory of before I was born.. because I wasn't there.. i wasn't alive and same goes for once I'm dead. I've tried to take comfort in knowing I won't know when I'm dead, BUT THAT'S THE FUCKING SCARY PART! AND IT LASTS AN ETERNITY. We only have so much time. And I'm bummed Anyone else ever go through this? .maybe keep this thread serious. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
R@ndomH3ro Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 you are a pussy 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
deC!de Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 a/s/l Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Decyferon Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 I have had panic attacks before but not about dying, only had them when going through a major period of stress in my life and would sometimes get a panic attack at the thought of leaving the house, but once the stress had gone so did the panic attacks, but the first time I had one I thought I was having a heart attack. Shit sucks, but fuck worrying about dying, happens to the best of us. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mackfatsoe Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 acquire xanax disregard all mortal concerns 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheoHuxtable.. Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kjzhncXDYFE Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
R@ndomH3ro Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 This guy nega proped me cause he is a gigantic wuss. Maybe you should worry less about dying and more about living. Quit being retarded 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fastZeetec302 Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 this shit happened when i first turned 18, then i remembered i was a man and stoppedbeing a pussy. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SukiSukiNow Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 i have massive panic and anxiety attacks. i went and got xanax. when i was a kid i used to be so terrified of earthquakes. i had a green bag i would store canned food in and a chair i kept in my closet. for an entire summer i would sit in my closet when my anxiety would hit then my mom came in my room one day and saw me sitting in there and fucking yelled at me. i stopped sitting in the closet. once a month i have bad attacks and i take my pill but otherwise i try to stop, take a few deep breaths,and try to go do something relaxing and enjoyable. usually taking my dogs out for a run or walk helps. i just tell myself to not worry about things i can't control like death, earthquakes, or the economy. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Decyferon Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 Suki's mum made her come out the closet!! 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pedoe Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 This guy nega proped me cause he is a gigantic wuss. Maybe you should worry less about dying and more about living. Quit being retarded It's not that easy for everyone, my brother used to have these shits and i was generally concerned for him and i couldn't help but feel bad. all people are different, some dont even choose to get help and just stay cooped in the fucking house out of fear. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Assface713 Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 I remember the first time I really realized I was gonna die I was really young and I just got fucking BUMMED. I've had panic attacks for about 4 or 5 years now. It started off when I got a nosebleed and I thought my brain was bleeding or something. Used to be I would get anxiety attacks about dying, now I get 'em because I feel like I'm going crazy or I can't keep control of my mind (same reason I stopped smoking teh w33d). I went to the doc recently and he prescribed Lexapro, but i'm still too scared to start it. Just keep your mind occupied and don't think about negative shit. I find that when I'm by myself not doing anything I start thinking too much. I don't know I guess I've always just been a really nervous person. /yespussyoner Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
R@ndomH3ro Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 It's not that easy for everyone, my brother used to have these shits and i was generally concerned for him and i couldn't help but feel bad. all people are different, some dont even choose to get help and just stay cooped in the fucking house out of fear. This to me sounds pretty lame, you are so worried about dying and death to be cooped in your house and not live your life? Life is a beautiful thing man, and if you are so worried about the short time you have you shouldn't just waste it worrying about death, its kind of self defeating. Some will say, "What the hell does R@ndom know, he is just some asshole off the internetz?" True, I am. But I have had plenty of those "changing moments" and seen plenty of death and hardtimes to realize that life is worth more then just sitting around "worrying about shit". Life everyday, do shit you want to do, dont have doubts and be self defeating. That wont get you anywhere but wishing and wondering what happened when it does end 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Decyferon Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 I do agree with Random, life is for living. I bet people who are around death more will have a more positive outlook on life and realise the importance of living your life. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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PITOFZOMBIES Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 Man up... Acquire alcohol, disregard a fuck. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
vanfullofretards Posted June 17, 2010 Author Share Posted June 17, 2010 Life everyday, do shit you want to do, dont have doubts and be self defeating. That wont get you anywhere but wishing and wondering what happened when it does end Wisdom. It's not like I wake up everyday worrying "oh no what might kill me today". It's just the fact that eventually I'll die and it's permanent and there isn't anything I can do about it has been freaking me out lately. Ya dig? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
R@ndomH3ro Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 Wisdom. It's not like I wake up everyday worrying "oh no what might kill me today". It's just the fact that eventually I'll die and it's permanent and there isn't anything I can do about it freaks me out. Ya dig maybe? Dude, everyone dies. Its a fact, live with it. Really just worry about the in between, that is what is important. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MedicineCabinet Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 everyones time will come, thats the only gurantee we have worrying about it will just make your life shittier... & like you said, we only have so much time spend as many moments being happy & youll get over it. if youre lucky enough to see it coming, youll probably think "i was lucky enough to experience some happy shit. there was bumps in the road, but it was a life worth trying to live" - or some shit like that either way, your life is slipping away at every moment & you cant do fuck all about it other than be healthy, which still only buys you a few milliseconds in the bigger picture of things - youre only creating a detrimental experience for yourself! stop it! i used to be a fucking worried-ass kid, having real unnecessary paranoid thoughts keeping me up for hours at night - bullshit like "what if the roof accidentally caves in for no reason & my family & i die tonight?" or "what if theres a violent home invasion & were all murdered?" - still not 100% over the general fear of death ill admit, but have made great strides in getting there & am still working at it it aint worth it brah, think about it - would you rather have not existed as your current conscious at all just because its easier? you suck if your answer is yes Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SwampFightOner Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 I'm not sure if what I've experienced before is a panic attack or what exactly, but there have been a few times in my life I've gotten so mad I can't think straight, speak, breathe really, and I feel like I'm gonna pass out. As for the dying thing, IDK. I remember really vividly being like 6 years old and realizing I was gonna die, and I spent a whole night crying my eyes out like the little bitch I was. Haven't given it much thought since then, doesn't scare me Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evilrobotcloneattack Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 May I seriously recommend trying this to deal with it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KINGSHITOFFUCKMOUNTAIN Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 i used to have anxiety attacks - but it was more than likely in direct correlation to the ungodly amount of amphetamines i was putting into my body at the time. the attacks themselves were kinda tight to think about now; I would collapse and my vision would stretch like a warp function in photoshop. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MedicineCabinet Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 trying this[/url] to deal with it. DMT is the truth... fuck, i need to get on this just once Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mr.L Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 alcohol will make em more depressed.. Xaniesssss in ur name is the way to go! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evilrobotcloneattack Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 DMT is the truth... fuck, i need to get on this just once orly? http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/dmt/extraction_guide1/ 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mr.L Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 DMT ..i dunno about at. if hes already thinkin of death, he certainly would be afterwards.. or I would. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SwampFightOner Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 Acid made me feel more low and unhappy than I ever had before, and had me so fucked up my ex stayed awake all night to watch me because "you look like you're gonna throw yourself out the window". From what I udnerstand DMT is 100x stronger, so i don't think that'd be a good idea Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KnifeHits RS Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 LESS..... MORE..... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Getoe Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 My homie was all nervous about "the coming events" talking about mass depopulation being planned. I said even if it were true, death is nothing. Pain is temporary no matter how excruciating. We all know pain. When we die we wont know that we are dead. That split second of darkness will cease to exist when the second has finished. We wont care that we are dead or care about what they are doing with our bodies. We wont remember what darkness looks like because we wont remember. Death is nothing. If you wanna fear something, fear life. Be afraid of the thought of not being remembered for the shit you've done. Like fucking Achilles man do something now while you can if you think your life is so precious that you actually fear death. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Realism Posted June 17, 2010 Share Posted June 17, 2010 Suki's mum made her come out the closet!! :lol: :lol: :lol: On some real shit though, I will occasionally get similar "attacks." I don't know if you smoke weed, and when I overdo it (as in 4 or 5 blunts a day for a couple weeks) the depressant aspect really hits, mostly with me thinking about death. Drugs still affect you after you come down; if I just take it easy with teh herbalz for a while I usually balance out and feel better in general. If you don't smoke weed like that then who knows, get some pills. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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