street villain Posted April 30, 2010 Share Posted April 30, 2010 90 days clean... i also love it.... when i first was getting clean it was the hardest thing to do, and i thought i'd never be able to enjoy doing anything without being high... now it's almost the complete reverse. //dopefiendoner. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fat ralphy Posted April 30, 2010 Share Posted April 30, 2010 Thats real....the initial period seems like sobriety is impossible. But after sometime it ends up being like a new drug.....you want it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
publicenemyno.3 Posted April 30, 2010 Share Posted April 30, 2010 i've been sober for a few extended periods throughout my life. being that i am an alcoholic, it's kinda hard not to drink but i feel that i have a pretty good handle on things now. i realize when it's time to stop drinking and i limit how many days i drink so that it doesn't get outta control. it took me too many court cases to figure it out so maybe drinking isn't such a good idea for people like me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fat ralphy Posted April 30, 2010 Share Posted April 30, 2010 A lot of us try and control our drinking in those ways.....certain days or certain types etc. But there is really no difference because the problem is how the drink affects my actions...no matter what day it is, i generally drink untii i become out of control and dangerous. People can drink once a month and still be alcoholics... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PETER NORTH Posted May 6, 2010 Share Posted May 6, 2010 KEEP COMING BACK..... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LUGR Posted May 6, 2010 Share Posted May 6, 2010 My ex-roommate left me a voice message yesterday after I called him asking why he hadn't paid rent...."dude, I lost my job and checked myself into rehab in another city hundreds of miles away." WTF, asshole didn't pay his rent, didn't tell me until 5 days after the 1st and didn't move any of his shit out....fuckin addicts. At least he is seeking help...I guess. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SwampFightOner Posted May 6, 2010 Share Posted May 6, 2010 Fuck him, hit him with a bat when he gets out of rehab Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MrChupacabra Posted May 6, 2010 Share Posted May 6, 2010 Pawn his shit to pay for his portion of the rent, and to acquire some extra beer money. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LUGR Posted May 6, 2010 Share Posted May 6, 2010 He has has no shit of value and I will likely never see him again since we all moving out the spot soon. I got a G of his wrapped up in the deposit so it will come back around in a few. Kinda thankful to not have a closet coke fiend around anymore. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SwampFightOner Posted May 6, 2010 Share Posted May 6, 2010 I don't get how people get so addicted to coke. I mean heroin or crack I can understand I guess, but coke? Don't get me wrong, it's awesome, but I won't even pay for the shit, nevermind spinning so far out of control that I lose my job, burn my roommates, and have to go to rehab. People are weird Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CityonSMASH Posted May 7, 2010 Share Posted May 7, 2010 ya its kinda funny. i mean, unless your doing it without drinking. or without retardedly long on going benders with bottomless pockets. its pretty tough to get hella jonesed out on powder. if your livin a rockstar lifestyle where your money and time is endless then ya. pretty easy to slip into that realm. but if youv got a head on your shoulders. arent doing it every night and excessively at that, yer fine. that being said some people just have insanely addictive personalities where they have to push the limits everytime with everything they do. and they/we are the ones that get in to deep with drugs. you have to keep raising that bar to atain that level of party. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SwampFightOner Posted May 7, 2010 Share Posted May 7, 2010 Yeah, doing coke without drinking is some other shit. It makes you feel all jumpy and anxious, I don't like it at all Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CityonSMASH Posted May 7, 2010 Share Posted May 7, 2010 shits weaksauce and borderline junky status if repeaded. leading to full blown junkie status if again, repeaded repeaded repeaded. but that type of person is destined for addiction with anything they fuck with. most people arent like that and are drawn to hackin rails here and there at the bar or a party/around chicks for the social aspect and are using it just like they would having a few beers. the addict will use it as he/she would to down a two-six and black out. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CityonSMASH Posted May 7, 2010 Share Posted May 7, 2010 i remember first getting into lines when i was like 17. and immediatly it was game fucking on. we were already stealing anything we could get our hands on including cars, so once we discovered that shit it was everyday. no booze. shits wild when your young. adventure shit, goonie status to the next exponent. but cokes expensive. and when your doing it everyday on a theifs payroll you find eviler cheaper longer lasting shit to fuck with. hence over a half decade of my life i wasted burning crank. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LUGR Posted May 7, 2010 Share Posted May 7, 2010 some people just have insanely addictive personalities where they have to push the limits everytime with everything they do. This was the case... repeaded....:mexican:repeaded repeaded repeaded Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
honkylipss Posted May 7, 2010 Share Posted May 7, 2010 5.5 years Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GO_ALL_IN Posted May 7, 2010 Share Posted May 7, 2010 im struggling with this myself. i love to drink. the only thing i dont like about it, besides being forgetful about stuff, is the whole weight gaining part. if i could stay in better shape and drink, i'd be fine... i need to cut back though, thats for sure. Being sober, just seems like it would suck. i dont think id want to go out anywhere. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fat ralphy Posted May 7, 2010 Share Posted May 7, 2010 My ex-roommate left me a voice message yesterday after I called him asking why he hadn't paid rent...."dude, I lost my job and checked myself into rehab in another city hundreds of miles away." WTF, asshole didn't pay his rent, didn't tell me until 5 days after the 1st and didn't move any of his shit out....fuckin addicts. At least he is seeking help...I guess. sell his shit for his part of the rent. serious. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DurkStevens Posted May 7, 2010 Share Posted May 7, 2010 FUCK. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MedicineCabinet Posted May 7, 2010 Share Posted May 7, 2010 sell his shit for his part of the rent. serious. this fuck paying his share of the rent out of sympathy leaving a message of that nature in such an untimely manner - "feel bad for me son (pay my rent, willya?)" Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LUGR Posted May 7, 2010 Share Posted May 7, 2010 He has no shit of value. It's not a matter of sympathy when you are the lease holder. I will keep the G and sublet the room again.....profit. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DrPiddlesworth Posted May 7, 2010 Share Posted May 7, 2010 I'm sorta surprised there are this many people on here that have decided to sober up. I think it's a good thing. I too am sober. It can suck at times though...yea. Good for you though Forsit and everyone else who decided to go clean. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
street villain Posted May 7, 2010 Share Posted May 7, 2010 i havn't really found anything bad about it... it sucked at first, because i had to get used to doing everything without being high - but once i got a sober network and realized i can have fun without being jam-faced... my life has been nothing short of amazing. not to say i don't have everyday life bullshit, but it is what it is - //lovebeingsoberoner. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
screaming hand logo Posted May 7, 2010 Share Posted May 7, 2010 been good for two weeks. don't have any serious urge to drink, but it sure would make chillin' at the beach solo a lot more fun. I do, however, feel a lot better on a daily basis. i enjoy being able to eat my heart out when there's tasty food around. that's something that you can't really do when you're hungover constantly... we will see where it goes from here. you become morbidly obese and die from a heart attack Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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