shibbmeister Posted November 9, 2009 Share Posted November 9, 2009 Lounging on this fine Sunday night. I decided to intensify the environment and alter brain waves. Three percs later... I began to think about my life. The questions I find myself stuck trying to answer are killing me. Life is definitely a roller coaster of emotion and actions. I wonder to myself how I am going to make a steady living doing things I enjoy. Love isn't my passion. My passion is Art. Add or take away the skill levels of an individual. If you believe art is you. Act upon it. Explore your mind. Through it. but sometimes I wish art could take me up and beyond the pen and paper. I wonder to myself. If I will make it. This is me speaking, well the not sober me. Just exploring vocabulary. I want to open my mind. I want to feed my brain. I want to open impossible doors. I need success. success I stress. stress makes me anxious, aniexty kicks in. Negative thoughts flow, unequally. naturaully. unhealthy. It drives me crazy. I need answers. FIX ME http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Law_of_Attraction Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KITTENS Posted November 9, 2009 Share Posted November 9, 2009 dont look for the answers, look for better questions. and good LSD. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lord_casek Posted November 9, 2009 Share Posted November 9, 2009 dont look for the answers, look for better questions. and good LSD. This. If you can still think about "normal" things on L, it's shitty L. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poesia [ ] T Posted November 9, 2009 Share Posted November 9, 2009 How are old are you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lord_casek Posted November 9, 2009 Share Posted November 9, 2009 Not old enough to understand that we aren't responsible for anyone but ourselves. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blood Feast Island Man Posted November 9, 2009 Share Posted November 9, 2009 you have much to learn young grasshopper Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MoonsOfSulkendastron Posted November 9, 2009 Share Posted November 9, 2009 eliminate the negative thinking patterns. understand why they happen. understand the effects that occur when they do happen. said effects hold you back from achieving your potential that you're well aware you can achieve. dont think. just do. you NEED success? success can be found in many different ways, depending on your definition. NEEDING it will automatically give you stress if you dont see the manifestations of your definition quickly..then the anxiety..then thoughts that doubt yourself, which inhibit you. Define what you want success to be, then make a timeline of goals to achieve it. or something. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shibbmeister Posted November 9, 2009 Author Share Posted November 9, 2009 Success within the arts, I want to go somewhere with it. It's my only reasonable future with my past. Scholarships are way out of the conversation. I fucked that up long ago. I can barely keep myself together to even stay in school. It's just not my environment to evolve in. I would rather go to school for a trait. I would rather be studying about science, sociology, psychology, and all the human fundamentals. I actually was in the process of trying to find L because of the self realization stage. IF you comprehende. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CoLdCaNs Posted November 9, 2009 Share Posted November 9, 2009 The Law of Attraction is real. It is something that constantly freaks me the hell out! If you can visualize it, you can have it. Its all about thinking positively. You will learn MANY things experimenting with LSD or freak yourself the FUCK out. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
1 2 Posted December 4, 2009 Share Posted December 4, 2009 cold cans i see 237 alllll the time and or 27 37 you know 23, and you posted the truth and you posted at 207 at 73 posts. jokes eh. all is one. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lord_casek Posted December 4, 2009 Share Posted December 4, 2009 I don't think you can make things appear by just wishing them, but I do think a positive attitude and hard work can get you places. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
1 2 Posted December 4, 2009 Share Posted December 4, 2009 there is such thing as karma and such thing as a "positive" karma. If you give the universe, or you...?, cause all is one,or do the cells in your body that are individual living organisms like you now know that they are part of a higher living organism. no they are completely obvious. like you now of the one thing called the creation. all there is. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PentiumOrange Posted December 4, 2009 Share Posted December 4, 2009 I'm down for the LSD thing. "Turn On, Tune In, Drop Out" http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Timothy_leary Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nineteen Posted December 6, 2009 Share Posted December 6, 2009 timothy leary. i met him once. or maybe it was only his work that i met. don't really remember. but it's one hell of a dismembered december, and if the law of attraction doesn't hit you, than i don't give a shit too, 'cause you're wrong. it does. it was the truth for me too, and i see through it now. but that doesn't mean it's a lie, it's only more so, it's more the reality of the earth. what i'm saying is: thought is the centrality of our birth. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lord_casek Posted December 7, 2009 Share Posted December 7, 2009 and if the law of attraction doesn't hit you, than i don't give a shit too, 'cause you're wrong. it does. . Way to follow the leader. Ever consider thinking for yourself and perhaps grasping the idea that we are individuals with individual thoughts and ideas? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Milk Grenades Posted December 7, 2009 Share Posted December 7, 2009 i'm attracted to casek. that doesn't mean i want to do him in the butt. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lord_casek Posted December 7, 2009 Share Posted December 7, 2009 i'm attracted to casek. that doesn't mean i want to do him in the butt. Holla...wait, do me in the butt? Not gonna be treated like '88. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Milk Grenades Posted December 7, 2009 Share Posted December 7, 2009 what? who said that? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lord_casek Posted December 7, 2009 Share Posted December 7, 2009 '88. He said that you pull out the strap on when he doesn't have dinner ready. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Milk Grenades Posted December 7, 2009 Share Posted December 7, 2009 :( :cool: :eek: :huh: :lol: ;) :confused: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lord_casek Posted December 7, 2009 Share Posted December 7, 2009 Thinking about scissoring? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
~KRYLON2~ Posted December 8, 2009 Share Posted December 8, 2009 dont look for the answers, look for better questions. and good LSD. i like that!! but on another note, kill the ego and you will find yourself. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zeek-ATL Posted December 31, 2009 Share Posted December 31, 2009 do what u truly think is best for you. u have ONE life, if u truly want to become a artist then do what you feel is necessary to become what you want. School (college) is truly not needed, its just a way to filter threw people. This is the way most big corporations think, if you dont make it in college you can make it here. but with art you dont need someone to tell u if u make it or not. either people will LOVE your work or hate it, yes some middle ground is there to but u dont get anywhere on middle ground. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GnomeToys Posted December 31, 2009 Share Posted December 31, 2009 Protip: Advice from people who refer to you as "u" is generally useless. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zeek-ATL Posted December 31, 2009 Share Posted December 31, 2009 oh and another tip: people who generally troll the net are little kids who cant find friends. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nsmbfan Posted December 31, 2009 Share Posted December 31, 2009 smoke WEEEEED Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
viperface Posted December 31, 2009 Share Posted December 31, 2009 I suggest reading some Jiddu Krishnamurti and his thoughts on ambition. This Law of Attraction of yours will most likely not work if you consider it a mere means to achieve 'success'. It's also a good idea to look for dichotomy in Krishnamurti's texts, because there definitely is some. He basically preaches against methods while offering some himself. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MOOGLE? Posted January 8, 2010 Share Posted January 8, 2010 what you take is equal to the amount received . i've been a long time practitioner of the so-called laws of attracting and chaos theory as well as ego anarchism i really do think most people want too much and aren't willing to let anything go. and yet rely on false affirmations that what was asked will be given in the form expected Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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