!@#$% Posted August 24, 2015 Share Posted August 24, 2015 IG or it didn't happen :( Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
breakfast menu Posted August 25, 2015 Share Posted August 25, 2015 putting food into my torso. i haven't taken a girl out on a proper "date" in years. trying to imagine what i would do if i did ... because i might this week. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shittles..TasteTheAsshole Posted August 29, 2015 Share Posted August 29, 2015 waitn 4 the lottery results Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
backwaterbutthole Posted August 30, 2015 Share Posted August 30, 2015 Sitting in a hot as fuck bedroom in LA Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
!@#$% Posted September 1, 2015 Share Posted September 1, 2015 yawning 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fist 666 Posted September 2, 2015 Share Posted September 2, 2015 Building arch models thinking about buying some dewalt power tools during the labor day sales... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eviltrailer77 Posted September 2, 2015 Share Posted September 2, 2015 @ Fist, Power tools pay for themselves eventually, do it. I'm selfmedicating, trying to keep it together. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
breakfast menu Posted September 2, 2015 Share Posted September 2, 2015 ^ hope that worked currently not doing work i said i would :tongueout: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fist 666 Posted September 2, 2015 Share Posted September 2, 2015 @eviltrailer77, I will. I've got a fence and a deck to redo in the next year. My drill shit on me a bit back after many years of use and abuse so I'm thinking of drill and driver set and a mitre saw. How are you doing these days? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eviltrailer77 Posted September 2, 2015 Share Posted September 2, 2015 @Fist 666 How are you doing these days? I have been better. Life has a way of throwing you some shitty curveballs. I'm in the middle of packing everything up and moving to WA (the Wife is PCS'ing). In the midst of all that chaos some shit I didn't process or deal with at the time is bubbling up to the surface, demanding it be dealt with now. I haven't slep more than a few hours a nite for weeks. Even then it's more passing out than sleeping. The VA here can't even get me in for a referral for at least 4-5 weeks, but by then I'm gonna be in WA. The Navy Docs just want to put me on Klonopin and send me to AA meetings, so I'm kinda in a shitty place man. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fist 666 Posted September 2, 2015 Share Posted September 2, 2015 That's no good man. Washington in the fall can be a rough place for depression. You have to make a very conscious effort to find sunlight (get a bluelight) and be active--the weather can take its toll on you. BUT WA is awesome. There is so much to do and tons of great people. Bremerton? I got sick of trying to get help from the VA and have just started paying for my own insurance. I have also been told that the delayed referrals can be worked around if you stress the importance of you seeing someone/getting help--don't say it's an emergency, but might be... If there is anything I can do hit me up. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eviltrailer77 Posted September 2, 2015 Share Posted September 2, 2015 Originally it was Whidbey, but she picked up and lost those orders, now it's "needs of the Navy" somewhere up there, won't know for sure till her promotion is fully processed here in about 2 weeks. I will keep you in mind man, I appreciate it. Just know that I'm not going to do anything stupid, I just need to vent here and there. It IS worse when I'm drinking, and I know it, but fuck man, I gotta get to sleep somehow. For now, I'm just trying to ride out the next month or so, and when we get up there, I'm going to try to get tri-care to give me a doc out in town, so I don't have to "take some Motrin, hydrate, and change my socks". Normally I'm pretty good at holding it all together but I am stretched pretty thin right now. The wife is doing senior leadership indoc, so I'm doing everything here by myself and I don't even know where we are gonna land, smfh. As for the weather, I am from nor cal, fog and drizzle make me all warm and fuzzy inside. I'm actually looking forward to it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fist 666 Posted September 2, 2015 Share Posted September 2, 2015 I've been prescribed a dozen different things for sleep, but the most effective tool I've found is 50mg diphenhydramine (zzzquil or generic) and a shot of whisky... Can't promise it will work, but might be worth a try, and it doesn't even get me a buzz, let alone drunk enough to cause more problems for myself. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eviltrailer77 Posted September 3, 2015 Share Posted September 3, 2015 Next time you tell somebody about that little mix, you might want to warn them. I took my dosage about an hour before I wanted to go to bed, 30 min later I was like a fucking darted rhino. Slept for a solid 10 hours, good looking out man. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fist 666 Posted September 3, 2015 Share Posted September 3, 2015 No shit? I still have trouble falling asleep with that, it just keeps me asleep and pretty much stops me from dreaming which is a huge plus. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eviltrailer77 Posted September 4, 2015 Share Posted September 4, 2015 I am in your debt man. It might have been the last couple weeks catching up, but it worked for me. I closed my eyes and then it was morning. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
breakfast menu Posted September 5, 2015 Share Posted September 5, 2015 Coffee, goin' painting Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
breakfast menu Posted September 8, 2015 Share Posted September 8, 2015 cleaning paint off me wondering why my letters are so bad Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
backwaterbutthole Posted September 8, 2015 Share Posted September 8, 2015 Wondering why i am getting a cold Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Toiletseat Posted September 8, 2015 Share Posted September 8, 2015 GET SHIT DONE Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
!@#$% Posted September 8, 2015 Share Posted September 8, 2015 another yawn Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
asthma al Posted September 9, 2015 Share Posted September 9, 2015 listening to the All Out Show. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
massgraff Posted September 10, 2015 Share Posted September 10, 2015 Nothin Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
backwaterbutthole Posted September 10, 2015 Share Posted September 10, 2015 Having a cold :thumbsdown: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
!@#$% Posted September 10, 2015 Share Posted September 10, 2015 being sober 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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