Sleazeside Heights Posted July 5, 2013 Share Posted July 5, 2013 watching lords of dogtown and eating queso dip. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
brothhalynch Posted July 6, 2013 Share Posted July 6, 2013 looking for a good thread to peep Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
injury Posted July 6, 2013 Share Posted July 6, 2013 anyone want a sketch? i'm sick of doing my current names. listening to/clearing out a playlist the ex made me that has some good music but also way too much new wave Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
brothhalynch Posted July 6, 2013 Share Posted July 6, 2013 logging out Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MedicineCabinet Posted July 6, 2013 Share Posted July 6, 2013 mustve showered thrice today.. 2 of them were quick, cooling rinses.. but still Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CILONE/SK Posted July 6, 2013 Share Posted July 6, 2013 Watching my grandfather in the hospital. They pull his breathing tube and they are seeing if he will last without it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
theprotester Posted July 6, 2013 Share Posted July 6, 2013 Positive thoughts headed your way, Cil. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MedicineCabinet Posted July 7, 2013 Share Posted July 7, 2013 word just started raining like mad again Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Inappropriate_Responder Posted July 7, 2013 Share Posted July 7, 2013 re-writing my wifes fucking APA formatted medical paper. What Is Osteoarthritis? when i have to write your shit and jack off on the dolo. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MedicineCabinet Posted July 7, 2013 Share Posted July 7, 2013 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MedicineCabinet Posted July 7, 2013 Share Posted July 7, 2013 mild drizzle Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Enmity Posted July 7, 2013 Share Posted July 7, 2013 going to the casinooooo Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MedicineCabinet Posted July 7, 2013 Share Posted July 7, 2013 hot pizza & cold beers Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
massgraff Posted July 7, 2013 Share Posted July 7, 2013 Nothing really. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MedicineCabinet Posted July 7, 2013 Share Posted July 7, 2013 same.. humid as shit & still raining Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CILONE/SK Posted July 8, 2013 Share Posted July 8, 2013 About to eat dinner with family. Grandfather died last night and I am trying to keep family distracted and not too sad. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
massgraff Posted July 8, 2013 Share Posted July 8, 2013 Damn, my condolences. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
theprotester Posted July 8, 2013 Share Posted July 8, 2013 RIP Poppa CIL. Focus on the good times, mate. Funny stories, nice moments, might just be me, but those things help when I lose someone close to me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CILONE/SK Posted July 8, 2013 Share Posted July 8, 2013 Thank you. It has been hard, but those feelings come in waves. Right now is hard because my mom just walked out all pissed off, but I am not exactly sure why. I am sure she is grieving in her own way, which is to be pissed at me. To add to it all, my dad has cancer and probably will not last the year. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CILONE/SK Posted July 8, 2013 Share Posted July 8, 2013 Sorry if I am opening up somewhat on here. I like it here on the oontz better then other places. Easier for me to type the to actual voice things. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
theprotester Posted July 8, 2013 Share Posted July 8, 2013 You right mate, we're all human. No judgements here. If there are we'll ban the fuckers. The older I get the more I understand the saying; "I've had a tough year" I used to think it was about money. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CILONE/SK Posted July 8, 2013 Share Posted July 8, 2013 This is what i am doing right now: This whole thing has me wondering about how I want to die (not in a suicide type of way). I definitely do not want to be in a hospital. Just laying there waiting to die, seems like nonsense to me. I saw all kinds of old people the last few days in the hospital, just "holding on". Fuck that. I know my grandfather was not that way and has voiced his opinion about it clearly, but as the dementia kicked in, other family members, including me, did what they thought was best and it was not a cool way to go. Not really sure what I want to do, but wasting away in a hospital is not for me. I think the problem is acknowledging when you are on your way out and what point to go your own way or let family decide for you. Some shit sneaks up on you, which makes it really harder to find those points where you have to decide. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
massgraff Posted July 8, 2013 Share Posted July 8, 2013 I feel you. i see stuff like this everyday at work and all i can say is that i want to live by my own means and die at home happy, but it's partially the luck of the draw too. 40 years down the line you may be dependant upon assisted living wether you live your life the right way or whatever. in the end you just have to hope for the best. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
injury Posted July 8, 2013 Share Posted July 8, 2013 This is what i am doing right now: This whole thing has me wondering about how I want to die (not in a suicide type of way). I definitely do not want to be in a hospital. Just laying there waiting to die, seems like nonsense to me. I saw all kinds of old people the last few days in the hospital, just "holding on". Fuck that. I know my grandfather was not that way and has voiced his opinion about it clearly, but as the dementia kicked in, other family members, including me, did what they thought was best and it was not a cool way to go. Not really sure what I want to do, but wasting away in a hospital is not for me. I think the problem is acknowledging when you are on your way out and what point to go your own way or let family decide for you. Some shit sneaks up on you, which makes it really harder to find those points where you have to decide. Seen the scene in breaking bad where walt tells his family why he doesn't want chemo? The best scene in BB but also exactly how I feel. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ThatDrawingBitch Posted July 8, 2013 Share Posted July 8, 2013 CIL, massive massive love comin your way. I agree. If I'm on the way out cut my throat and give my organs away for all I care. My dad died slowly, painfully and with blood-poisoning-induced dementia after a last-resort fucking amputation and I would have pulled the plug myself if it had been an option. If you need to talk I'm around or you can PM me and shiz. Inj, we need to catch up too. What am I doing? Worrying about y'all and wishing I could hug people over the internet. Also procrastinating and now thinking about death. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
andyoner Posted July 8, 2013 Share Posted July 8, 2013 Sitting in south london on a hot day, Yet im inside on the oontz. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ThatDrawingBitch Posted July 8, 2013 Share Posted July 8, 2013 @andy London is indeed gorgeous in weather like this. Think I'ma go for a walk in the park when i get home tonight. Sunshine and a blaze, perfek :D Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deloner Posted July 8, 2013 Share Posted July 8, 2013 Just woke up, still drunk bumping Waka Flocka. prolly go get a 40 soon. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
injury Posted July 8, 2013 Share Posted July 8, 2013 ^^^ lol you all don't eem know about these wraps i just ate. amazing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
massgraff Posted July 10, 2013 Share Posted July 10, 2013 Watchin some show on syfy where you gotta answer questions on beams over a dark pit and if you don't answer fast enough you fall in. comical. Was lookin for total blackout though. that's my shit. the rest of syfy channel can eat a dick. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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