Hayabusa Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 I feel as though Im on the verge Or that I need some sort of devine enlightenment BS. I find myself at times wanting to love, and genuinly understand people (no homo), and at other times, I am so bitter and hateful towards anyone for no real reason. Some days I can see the beauty in others and in their uniqueness, and other days I wish those same folks would just drop dead or fuck off what the hell gives? should I embrace being an asshole, hateful hater or be the good kind soul? I dont know. Sometimes I like and enjoy being bitter and hateful, i find it amusing, and other times, I enjoy finding out about people and making cool emotional connections hahaha /no gay Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dowmagik Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 fuckin hippie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watson Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 cures it all i hear Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bad Medicine Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 hayabusa, i feel you on that shit.. somedays i dont give a fvuck about a soul cept those real close. but then theres days i wanna call 1 of those sponsor a kid in kenya commercial's.... or call up an old friend.... then the next day' ill be like fuck em all' .....or old friends..... they got they're own shit and dont need to hear my problems' and i aint gotta hear theirs... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GZOO Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 thats life! heres a helmet Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MrThree Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 Oh, just in case 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
spezm9 Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 i feel you, man. im the same way. a few months ago i had my own enlightenment of sorts, i felt like i understood the universe and that all perspectives on reality were just different ways of viewing the same thing, different paths in life. everything for a few months after were fucking peace, everything was cool, i felt like i was achieving my full potential in life, like i had some sort of a purpose, but then the feeling faded. i dont know why. i think life is what you make it, whatever you choose to pursue, if thats partying and taking it all as a joke, thats all that your life will consist of. if you follow a spiritual, deeper understanding of life, maybe youll eventually reach the peace your looking for. i dunno man, whatever answer youre looking for, i hope you find it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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chopsticks Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 I nearly found spiritual enlightenment when I was taking a shit last night. I didnt have the light on, so relaxing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bad Medicine Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 Hmmm.... maybe......... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
XJONATHONX Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 What are you fucking gay or something? 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MrChupacabra Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 stop reading horoscopes and online bogs and go look at some porn, you nancy. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MedicineCabinet Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 hayabusa, it seems impossible from an outsider's perspective, to be an optimist in a world with so much hurt, but good things still exist. its worth trying to be happy (ultimately, itll only help you live longer). despite challenges, you should make an effort to embrace a positive outlook & faith in the general good will of people, but strike with indifference when youve been undoubtedly wronged actions speak louder than words though... i struggle with this daily its hard trying to be happy... somedays i want to shatter the faces of seniors for looking at me wrong, yet somedays i want to sit with them to listen to their life's story & make them feel appreciated i recommend lulzworthy youtube videos that arent based on the suffering of others (as difficult as they are to find) or spend quality time with a pet who has nothing but undying love/loyalty to you (if you have one) /nobeastiality /notherapypatient /nohippiefag Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YouMad.GIF Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 Fuck bitches Get money Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
R@ndomH3ro Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 I knew this was going to be another Hayabusa bitch thread. dude, get over yourself. this shit is gay Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dowmagik Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 i feel you, man. im the same way. a few months ago i had my own enlightenment of sorts, i felt like i understood the universe and that all perspectives on reality were just different ways of viewing the same thing, different paths in life. everything for a few months after were fucking peace, everything was cool, i felt like i was achieving my full potential in life, like i had some sort of a purpose, but then the feeling faded. i dont know why. i think life is what you make it, whatever you choose to pursue, if thats partying and taking it all as a joke, thats all that your life will consist of. if you follow a spiritual, deeper understanding of life, maybe youll eventually reach the peace your looking for. i dunno man, whatever answer youre looking for, i hope you find it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
spezm9 Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 ha, or you can take psilocybin mushrooms. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hayabusa Posted May 19, 2009 Author Share Posted May 19, 2009 I knew this was going to be another Hayabusa bitch thread. dude, get over yourself. this shit is gay haahahahahhahaha Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dirtydoses Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 maybe you can have your divine enlightenment if you spell it correct first. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hayabusa Posted May 19, 2009 Author Share Posted May 19, 2009 maybe you can have your divine enlightenment if you spell it correct first. late night posting for the loss i could barely see the screen when i made this thread, im happy it was as coherent as it is maybe I'll sponsor an african kid, i bet that would make me feel good Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dirtydoses Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 lol yes save a child today!! or don't, and just buy yourself something. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Port-A-John Enthusiest Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 I dunno, i enjoy being nice to people...then again im a catholic, so people think im a pussy anyways. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HUSK Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 THAT LEPRACHAUNS ON ACID! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SukiSukiNow Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 you know what you need to do? just go with the flow. who says you have to be one certain way all the time? i bet you're a good person, but you can't be "good" all the fucking time. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hayabusa Posted May 19, 2009 Author Share Posted May 19, 2009 word i appreciate all the non assholes up in here Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MrThree Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 word i appreciate all the non assholes up in here I don't know from adam so I guess that would come off as little rough, sorry..... if you really do give a shit, what are you reading? Read some philosophy. Read some Hindu and Buddhist theory. People have been trying to deal with feelings of suffering since forever. I have a lot of friends who ask the same questions, thanks for letting me know telling them life sucks isn't very helpful. I am not an advocate of any religion specifically but people have written a great deal about dealing with this. Take advantage of their research, it could be helpful. Best, /no whatever.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
famecrazy Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 I'm the same though. I do voluntary charity work on saturday mornings feel good about making a difference, but ill have a few beers in the afternoon and by saturday night im punching people in the face and and threatening to kill them. what gives? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DopeInMySpleen Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 Boomers and a trip to the joshua tree might help you. It helped Vincent Chase in entourage Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DrPiddlesworth Posted May 20, 2009 Share Posted May 20, 2009 Be good. Good people are dying out. If you don't do good who will? Fuck Haters ;) and do your own thing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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