prawn laksa Posted March 11, 2007 Share Posted March 11, 2007 sobriety made me realise how boring life is without beer. my coversational skills were non existant and i couldnt play pool at all. it was my brother in-laws birthday yesterday and that was reason enough to hit the pub with a vengance last night. its good to be back..... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
blood fart Posted March 11, 2007 Share Posted March 11, 2007 My brother decided that at age 30, he was going to start being a drug addict. And mess up his life. He doesn't want to listen to me. My family asks me what we should do about it. I guess I am the authority on these types of things. I tell them what to do. Hopefully it will work. It's stressful. Dealing with things like this. I am going home to get drunk. And listen to Black Flag. And watch The Warriors. And try not to throw things off my balcony. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frate_Raper Posted March 11, 2007 Share Posted March 11, 2007 homie watched you battle and hes still bout the drugs? you beat his ass yet? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
puhfester Posted March 11, 2007 Share Posted March 11, 2007 That Intervention show is mildly entertaining...go for it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
blood fart Posted March 11, 2007 Share Posted March 11, 2007 That's what I don't understand. When I was a drug addict, I didn't really have much to lose. Ever. So it didn't matter as much. He has a good job, a wife, the most radical kid in the universe, bands calling him all the time wanting him to play with them, a sweet car. What would appear to be a great life. He wants to sabotauge himself. Create his own problems. The thing is, the ten years I wasted, he would always tell me I was weak. I could quit if I wanted to. All that. And now here he is. We did an intervention about four months ago. And he is already in need of another one. He ate too many xanax last night. Coupled with 40s. Because he wanted to sleep. Cocaine kept him up the night before. Then he didn't sleep. He blacked out. And shit everywhere. And walked around the house sans clothing. They said it reminded them of me. Not the shitty part. The being so incoherent that you don't notice you are nude. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
prawn laksa Posted March 11, 2007 Author Share Posted March 11, 2007 you should beat the shit out of him when hes wasted and incoherent, then leave in some fucked up place, naked. while hes still out of it, tell his missus to go missing for a few weeks with the kid. hopefully when he sobers up he'll realise he could potentially loose everything that hes taking for granted.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shitting Posted March 11, 2007 Share Posted March 11, 2007 I know what you mean about not being able to play pool without a load on Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
prawn laksa Posted March 11, 2007 Author Share Posted March 11, 2007 yeah its fucked, i would over analyse every shot and then look like a fukwit when i missed.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IOU Posted March 11, 2007 Share Posted March 11, 2007 Team Alco.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BloodKlot Posted March 11, 2007 Share Posted March 11, 2007 I need a drink. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rusty Shackleford Posted March 11, 2007 Share Posted March 11, 2007 mind control. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mauler5150 Posted March 11, 2007 Share Posted March 11, 2007 TEAM ALCO. Jump on board!! But sounds like your bro has issues bloodfart. I'm glad I am not a cokehead. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Removed Posted March 11, 2007 Share Posted March 11, 2007 TEAM ALCO. Jump on board!! Dude , what are you 14? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LIVERWURST* Posted March 11, 2007 Share Posted March 11, 2007 ^^^The internet Captain Save-A-Hoe just showed up. We should take this very seriously right now. Seriously. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
prawn laksa Posted March 11, 2007 Author Share Posted March 11, 2007 im delirious serious... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
i11igul Posted March 12, 2007 Share Posted March 12, 2007 bf any time you want to get all incoherent and walk around naked in florida holler Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BloodKlot Posted March 12, 2007 Share Posted March 12, 2007 <--drunk. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
prawn laksa Posted March 12, 2007 Author Share Posted March 12, 2007 sober. at least until the misses gets home from work and can watch bub... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Schnitzel Posted March 12, 2007 Share Posted March 12, 2007 10 weeks on the wagon? jesus that's good i always feel good if I did a few days or a week (not that I drink much but to sustain it over 10 weeks is pretty sweet.) I'd kind of feel hesitant to start again after that long. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mackfatsoe Posted March 12, 2007 Share Posted March 12, 2007 Ive been eating my way through a pretty massive bag of vics and drinking every night. but I really feel like I'm fucking dying today. really miserable rock bottom type shit. im drinking lemonaide, what should I eat for dinner Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Schnitzel Posted March 12, 2007 Share Posted March 12, 2007 ^^Ramen and water really adds to the "really miserable rock bottom" type shit Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
marks a lot Posted March 12, 2007 Share Posted March 12, 2007 drugs are fucked up and they stoped being fun a while ago and i still do em.i had better times when im clean Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shameless self promotion Posted March 12, 2007 Share Posted March 12, 2007 drugs are fucked up and they stoped being fun a while ago and i still do em.i had better times when im clean Thats debatable for me.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DeweyVonGumpsteinAndTheWiz Posted March 13, 2007 Share Posted March 13, 2007 sometimes it doesn't matter how good you have it... i don't know how to explain it because i've been on both sides of the fence. it's fun to hop fences every now and then, but eventually you'll land funny, break your ankle and be stuck on the wrong side. i've watched a friend and amazing writer ruin himself with heroin and crack cocaine, clean up, start doing heroin again, and so on... it gets old i guess. once you find the key that shuts out the world and numbs you from reality, it's hard to put the key down. i dunno... i'm not doing the shit i used to, although i'm not perfect... i still get my hands dirty every so often... so, bloodfarts... i feel you with your brother situation. the best thing you can do for him is let him hit rock bottom. as fucked up as it sounds, thats the only thing that works. once you have nowhere to go, you're homeless, in jail, etc... reality starts punching you harder. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Removed Posted March 13, 2007 Share Posted March 13, 2007 ^^^The internet Captain Save-A-Hoe just showed up. We should take this very seriously right now. Seriously. What the fuck is 'captain save a hoe' ? On second thoughts, I don't even care. Stop trying to be funny, its not working out for you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MitchThe$nitch Posted March 13, 2007 Share Posted March 13, 2007 i'm 10 days on the wagon and its boring, but i lost weight. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
blood fart Posted March 13, 2007 Share Posted March 13, 2007 My brother went to rehab this morning. The same one I went to. At least a dozen times. Hopefully it will work for him. I got home from work and decided to stay in and drink my troubles away. Before I even started drinking, tears were flowing. And things got thrown. I calmed down. And got started on the Sparks. I can't say if the night got any better. But from what I recall, it was a minimal amount of fun. Still. It was beter than being sober. I don't live in the DFW area. That place is a bust. I was thinking about being a drug counselor once. Things happened and I changed my mind. I think it was mainly because I realized I hate junkies. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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