Fauxurmother Posted July 3, 2006 Share Posted July 3, 2006 He sent this to his cousin about a month before it happen: LOVE LIFE Love life. Life every moment out. Die an honorable death. I'll see you in the next moment. When I can't think, I rely on my heart. Follow me. Follow you. Love Life. I bleed from the souls pores to leave a mark on this cosmic journey. Love Life. Live every moment out. Don't forget to cry, love, laugh, grieve, smile, scream, play. Don't do as I have done, as I would do. Create your own path. Choose yourself's inner beliefs to steer you through the unknowns. Soar as if it were your last flight. Drift with the current wherever it flows, no matter what. Stop in the deepest, darkest waters and sink into eternity. Don't forget to Love Life. If you can read this I love you homie and I miss you more than i can express. Gone but, NEVER forgotten. RIP Micheal J. Zombeck 7/28/84-4/20/06 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SPORTO Posted July 3, 2006 Share Posted July 3, 2006 my condolences to you and her family I don't drive if i have half a glass of wine no bozze full stop. dont do it make it a fuckn mantra if you need but dont drive under influance its not the wall you hit at 90 its the innocent :shakehead: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fauxurmother Posted July 3, 2006 Share Posted July 3, 2006 RIP DIPAK PRASAD RIP KENTON DORNBUSH RIP MIKEY Z miss you guys. sorry g i know this is your thread, I just like seein there names put into the net only never to be taken down. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fauxurmother Posted July 3, 2006 Share Posted July 3, 2006 its not the wall you hit at 90 its the innocent WORD! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SUR X3 Posted July 4, 2006 Author Share Posted July 4, 2006 Mike Z. Fuck. You're from the east bay right? I just realized this Mike Zombeck, hella people I knew knew this guy. I think I've met him once or twice. Crashed in pleasanton or something right? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shai Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 East Bay, if you're up to it, it's time to go do the damn thing. Let's go paint, throw some bottles and scream at shit...whatever it takes, I'm ready to make it happen. I may go do it by myself, if nobody is down for the Pepsi challenge...but, there's been too much loss lately for me to not want to take some action to get my own head straight. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SUR X3 Posted July 4, 2006 Author Share Posted July 4, 2006 I'm down, I don't know how my paint supplies are or if my bottle throwing skills are up to par. But I can try to scrounge up the money to get over there. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shai Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 Awesome, I'm here in the place to be. Just give me a time and we'll do this. Plus, I'm already drunk and ready to be breaking shit anyway. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shai Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 I just hit my head on the ceiling of my room for the third time today (I live in the basement). I'm gonna start wearing a helmet in my room soon. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gunm Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 Oh god damn man....I'm really sorry to hear that. Having lost a friend not too long ago i understand you've got to be dealing with some hard grief right now. My condolences to the utmost sir. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shai Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 Hey LENS, you should come with us....if you're ready to deal with some bullshit, that is. I've been meaning to tell you that I'm sorry about flaking on the whole free furniture deal...but, shit got crazy at the last minute. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gunm Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 Hey LENS, you should come with us....if you're ready to deal with some bullshit, that is. I've been meaning to tell you that I'm sorry about flaking on the whole free furniture deal...but, shit got crazy at the last minute. Don't worry about the furniture deal man...i have enough for right now. tell ebp to call me and we'll do this. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shai Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 I'll call you. He may need some persuasion, and since I don't have long distance maybe you can get the plan together. I think he just needs to know people are looking out for him. If he wants (or needs) some space to figure things out, I'm willing to give it to him. It sounds like he's going through a hell of a lot, and I want to help him out if I can. Mar, I'm taking your advice, just not in the situation that we originally were discussing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
willy.wonka Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 not too good to hear.... i have a friend... she's thick, but she always calls herself fat. if we could just rewind time huh.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
garlic prawns Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 This is such a sad way to die. My condolences to her family and also to eastbay. Fuck society's view on how girls should look. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shai Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 Well, the way that body image is portrayed as the key to happiness certainly doesn't help things. As long as you aren't morbidly obese and dealing with the side effects from it, you should be okay with the way you are...but we live in an image-obsessed society, and people are dying from it. That's fucking disgusting. Personally, I like the thick girls...double points if they're confident with the way they look. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shai Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 And, yes, I holler at the thick ones. All the time. I'm looking out for EBP, I'm gonna make sure that he knows that if he needs someone to talk to in person, I'm only a phone call away. He's not far from where I live, and he knows where I am since a good friend of ours used to live here...hint, hint. Dude...seriously, call me. Me and Lens are here, man...but, if you need your space, that's cool. Mostly, I need to get out of the house and fucking do something to deal with all the folks I lost lately, too. Also, I have paint, so that isn't a problem...just let me know what's up. Not to steal your shine, but.....RIP Peet Lum, Les, Dominic, L'il Votour...you are all missed, I'll see you someday. All of these people have died since May 30th, BTW...and I haven't been able to deal with one without finding out about the next one. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
swedish erotica Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 I'm sorry to here this. My thoughts go out to everyone involved. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
1988 Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 Just want to pay my respects and give my condolences to the family and friends... If you need anything G, I'm only a few blocks away... Hold your head! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shai Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 See? We're there, man. The Easy takes care of its own...good looking out, man. You used to post in the East Bay thread...no, that was me. My bad. We're gonna come to your house, EBP, and carry you out of there like you won the homecoming game. Come on, I fucking HATE painting in public now, but I'm making an exception in this case. Not for you, but the shit has been adding up lately. If I have to ride my bike there, just say the word, and I'm on the way. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SUR X3 Posted July 4, 2006 Author Share Posted July 4, 2006 Shai I called... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shai Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 Well, I'm still here. Been home all day..you know....here, find me on GAIM, or AIM, or whatever the kids call it nowadays- CoolCalmChris is my username. I'll fire it up right now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shai Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 And if you don't have an AIM account, they don't take long to sign up for. I'll go get the phone, too...it's upstairs. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ASER1NE Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 Its so unfortunate that some people make decisions like that when im sure most of them would talk anyone else out of it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shai Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 I want to say she didn't plan it that way, but I can't speak for her, unfortunately. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SUR X3 Posted July 4, 2006 Author Share Posted July 4, 2006 As far as I know she didn't plan to. But she was also having major image issues... It sucks all around, I just wish I would of been there to snap her out of it. I'm sure her closer friends are all saying the same things. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dirtydoses Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 R.I.P Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Qawee Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 condolences rip. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Man with the Answers Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 this is so emo Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fauxurmother Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 Mike Z. Fuck. You're from the east bay right? I just realized this Mike Zombeck' date=' hella people I knew knew this guy. I think I've met him once or twice. Crashed in pleasanton or something right?[/quote'] Yeah Zeeky was the man, a fucking legend to say the least. Dude was only 21, but filled a huge church with a crazy amount of people all from different walks of life. He's the only person I know that could ever get that many people together, have fun in any situtation, and get that many young folks to go to church. It's so crazy whenever i bring him up someone chims in with a off the wall memory of him, and i never knew they knew him. I know what your goin through G, he was my bro and shit fuckin sucks. But just print out that poem and read it to yourself, i dunno it helps me, but they're different circumstances. And I know that no two people grieve the same. Just take your time with shit, breath, enjoy little shit, remember goodtimes, never forget or else that person truely dies. Peace and love homie. And as far as emo...fuck that shit, somethings in life are emotional, nothing wrong with that, keep your head up G. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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