fatalist Posted April 25, 2006 Share Posted April 25, 2006 sorry lens. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
!@#$% Posted April 25, 2006 Share Posted April 25, 2006 losing a friend unexpectedly, at a young age, and suddenly is very difficult. leaving shit unsaid is even worse. i've seen some people tortured by this shit before. take every day for what it is: another chance to do what you can before it's time to check out. best wishes mang, feel better Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
1202 Posted April 25, 2006 Share Posted April 25, 2006 rip to your friend Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gunm Posted April 25, 2006 Author Share Posted April 25, 2006 I just wanted to say thanks to all for their continued condolences. I'm dealing with it much better than i was 2 days ago that's for sure. I'm sure he would appreciate all of you good words Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
modifly Posted April 26, 2006 Share Posted April 26, 2006 i dont know. Just reading this makes me think about shit i like to repress. Personal shit that fucks me up my whole head. Real sorry to hear about that shit. Tough pill to swallow Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mackfatsoe Posted April 28, 2006 Share Posted April 28, 2006 So, a friend of mine was real drunk last night and fell off the third story balcony above my apartment and died instantly. I was watching Analyze This and stressing about some bullshit midterm. Life fucking baffles me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Getzup Posted April 28, 2006 Share Posted April 28, 2006 my condolences, to you and yours Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Schnitzel Posted April 28, 2006 Share Posted April 28, 2006 ^^^ Fuck me that sucks. Can everyone be real careful this weekend? r.i.p to your mate to CusD'amato Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Issac Brock Posted April 28, 2006 Share Posted April 28, 2006 I'm sorry for your loss. I know its not the same but my childhood-present dog just passed on saturday (i had a thread about it here too) and so I am very aware of how it is to lose a friend. I'm truly sorry, and I hope you know how to deal with a loss better than I do. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
paintfetish Posted April 28, 2006 Share Posted April 28, 2006 same thing happened to my mentor/friend, i feel for you bro. rip Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Harvey Wallbanger Posted April 28, 2006 Share Posted April 28, 2006 Sorry, Cus. That's rough. Word to life being fucked up and baffling. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
johnny ballbags Posted April 28, 2006 Share Posted April 28, 2006 RIP LENS' homie.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gunm Posted April 28, 2006 Author Share Posted April 28, 2006 Once again, thanks to all. Almost a week later and I am over the worst of my grief. No alcohol, painting and walking an average of 5-6 miles a night, occasional puff of the devil weed and good conversations with friends have lept me going. I am going to visit buddies parents on sunday. i have a flick of a wall me and him hit on our first nighttime mission together. I wanna blow it up a little bit, frame it and give it to his brother.....sound good? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gunm Posted April 28, 2006 Author Share Posted April 28, 2006 And CUS man, fuck, I am really sorry to hear that happened. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Harvey Wallbanger Posted April 28, 2006 Share Posted April 28, 2006 Yeah, Lens, that sounds like a really nice thing to do. Since its something that he made, it will mean a lot to them, and the fact that its graffiti means that they may not have seen it/ had flicks of it before. Glad to hear you're getting by. And way to stay off the drink, you're a stronger man than I. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Smart Posted April 30, 2006 Share Posted April 30, 2006 So, I been seeing this thread, and I feel for whoever but... I never read it. I go through this on an almost constant basis. Not sure why... but, anyway.. I didn't know where else to post this. A year ago, nearly to the day, a very close friend of mine passed. He was Eric. It was weird, only a month after his birthday and it followed in the wake of another friend's suicide about a month before, which is an issue in itself. Eric and I would sometimes take time out from our party mode and visit friend's graves and stuff (several of them suicides as well). Eric was supposed to live forever, like me, so... sorting it all out has been weird, but I'm pro so... I just do what I always do, try to remember them everyday, drop a tear when appropriate and drive on... Anyway, last night at around 4am I heard a noise at my front door, I checked and found a painting that Eric had given me to hold about 15 years ago. I kept it for about 12 years and he finally reclaimed it... and here it was on my porch. So, I walked outside and found my homie's widow and my ex-girl in my driveway. Widow girl kissed and hugged me a bunch and I never said a word to ex-girl. It lasted maybe 10 minutes and then they drove off... I got nothing but love and support for widow girl but WTF was that? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Issac Brock Posted April 30, 2006 Share Posted April 30, 2006 Weren't words exchanged? If so, what? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Smart Posted April 30, 2006 Share Posted April 30, 2006 no, no words, I mean "I love you" "How're the kids?" "Are you ok?"... stuff like that but no, not really anything, she said she just "had to drop off the painting" and that was unsolicited info that I was unable to spontaneously create a comeback for... "Why?" isn't a good question for these girls, that's a long a twisted road that makes no sense... so I just nodded. After that was all small talkish, the girls are fine Zoe likes 1st grade and can't ride the bus, the others are coming along, hope you're allright, stay in touch... VRRROOOM... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Issac Brock Posted April 30, 2006 Share Posted April 30, 2006 Weird. :/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
villain Posted April 30, 2006 Share Posted April 30, 2006 words are so inadequate. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bad_news Posted April 30, 2006 Share Posted April 30, 2006 Words ARE inadequate...I feel for you lens. I just got word that one of my old friends growing up was killed in Iraq this week. This war shit has got to end already. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Smart Posted April 30, 2006 Share Posted April 30, 2006 Weird. :/ Cry for help? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cixelsyd Posted April 30, 2006 Share Posted April 30, 2006 Rest In Power to all those homies that have passed away. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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