villain Posted March 21, 2006 Share Posted March 21, 2006 word... if i can still add right, this will be my 5,000th post, so i made it all fancy and special new topic like to show that i'm not just trying to grab e-fame with my mega-mad post count. but i actually put some thought into what i say. sometimes. nah, not really. just fucking off. anyways, yeah wow obviously i'm not racking up my 12oz points because it took me 4 damn years to get here, which by some standards is a long time. i finally got my own computer like 2 years ago so that helps, even high speed. i'm fucking ballin (though by some standards this is the basics, i ain't rich by any means). anyways, what the fuck am i talking about? yeah, i'm surprised how much of my life i have spent here, how much i've been through. clearly my screenname reflects this as a low period of my life. when i joined the ounce, i had recently got out of jail after like 6 mos or some shit not to mention all the other bullshit that went along with it i'd rather not mention. i think i ... i dunno.... but i joined the ounce. just another way to share and rationalize this crazy experience we call life. i am actually literally a veteran now, and from my military experience (as godawful shitty as it was at times) i've managed to carve a piece of existence out on this rock so that i'm able to even be here with yall in the first place. during this seemingly innocuous tenure on 12oz i've almost died and/or gotten locked away in prison forever more times than i care to remember. the only bright spot (aside from a nominal success in my career), my relationship with my girlfriend, even ended in the most horribly bleak way imaginable. BUT, I think I feel my luck is beginning to turn around. I have realized the difference between fate and destiny. All this time I have been resigned to my fate. my doom. I wondered why my life seemed like such a dead end, and there seemed to be no rhyme or reason whatsoever for my continued existence, spare a few hopeless causes i embraced as though my life depended on it, which i guess it did in a way. I hadn't realized just how kind my Destiny could be. Gods will for my life, perhaps greater than i ever could have imagined, has been revealing itself to me. the devil has blinded me for so long, but i think my prayers are finally reaching that remote point in space where the diembodied head resides. and so, with that i'm turning over a new leaf, i'm following the stars, and i may just find my way home someday. please feel free to post pictures of fireworks, balloons, shooting, candy, midgets, and anything else that may come to mind. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gat Bush Posted March 21, 2006 Share Posted March 21, 2006 at least you got your sanity. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gat Bush Posted March 21, 2006 Share Posted March 21, 2006 fuck i wasted my 3000th post! oh well maybe at 4000. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ego maniac Posted March 21, 2006 Share Posted March 21, 2006 idleast yer not wearin that ugly necklace..... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
slave_one Posted March 21, 2006 Share Posted March 21, 2006 you're doing good villain. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gat Bush Posted March 21, 2006 Share Posted March 21, 2006 5000 posts. im on my way. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Abracadabra Posted March 21, 2006 Share Posted March 21, 2006 congratulations, not on your post count, but that your life has begun making sense to you and is headed in a positive direction Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gunm Posted March 21, 2006 Share Posted March 21, 2006 a sense of direction is worth it's weigh in gold congratulations Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SteveAustin Posted March 21, 2006 Share Posted March 21, 2006 yo villian...you're a good guy, but bro...you gotta kick that depression ish. shit'll kill ya. do what you gotta do. life's what you make of it...if you always focus on the negative...it'll be shitty. the bad shit is history and I know you've been through your fair share...but it's time to let it go. It sounds like that's what this is all about...so I wish you luck, peace and happiness. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
count chocula Posted March 21, 2006 Share Posted March 21, 2006 5000!? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nyarlathotep Posted March 21, 2006 Share Posted March 21, 2006 ITS SO SAD THAT I KNOW THAT LADY congrats man.. i can relate to alot of what you said Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
THANKYOU Posted March 21, 2006 Share Posted March 21, 2006 my son i solute you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FunTimePartyTeam Posted March 21, 2006 Share Posted March 21, 2006 Do you get a 12 oz pension when you retire? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nyarlathotep Posted March 21, 2006 Share Posted March 21, 2006 yes Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
count chocula Posted March 21, 2006 Share Posted March 21, 2006 Originally posted by Nyarlathotep@Mar 21 2006, 05:47 PM ITS SO SAD THAT I KNOW THAT LADY Quoted post fer real? man- what's her name? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dumy Posted March 21, 2006 Share Posted March 21, 2006 congrats my nig.. you've always been a constant source of inspiration and one of the only reasons I checked this board during my first few months here..Helping me make sense of of topics all too often left convuluted by Pop culture bandwagoning, Psuedo Racist Trendiness and general "I'ma hardc0r3 graff3r" posturing..you will be missed. now that I'm done with being gay.. Yo, when you say retire do you mean retire or "retire"? Are you dipping out completely, lurking or getting a new screen name? Holla at a whodie when you see him on the street.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fatalist Posted March 22, 2006 Share Posted March 22, 2006 congrats. LOVE THE BOOK. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MAR Posted March 22, 2006 Share Posted March 22, 2006 hahahahaha!!!11!!!! (at the book comment, not your life) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RumPuncher Posted March 22, 2006 Share Posted March 22, 2006 nice work villan. it's wild how much we change over the years. good luck with the next 5K Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
why write? Posted March 22, 2006 Share Posted March 22, 2006 it took 5,000 posts for you to realize your life? good job. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poop Man Bob Posted March 22, 2006 Share Posted March 22, 2006 Good job and good luck. I hope the future continues to offer more clarity and hope. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DETO Posted March 22, 2006 Share Posted March 22, 2006 Originally posted by RumPuncher@Mar 21 2006, 08:54 PM nice work villan. it's wild how much we change over the years. good luck with the next 5K Quoted post word. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pfffffffffft Posted March 22, 2006 Share Posted March 22, 2006 congrats.. i wish you the best vill. so you are retiring from the ounce? or just that name? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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